Aihsa



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    Shane’s eyes widened slightly.

    “Oh.”

    “‘Oh?’” Ilya raised an eyebrow above him, fighting to regain his breath. That was a bit underwhelming, as far as reactions went. It's not like he had been expecting him to go crossed eyed or squirt for a full minute, but he had hoped to see a few cute tears and hear some variation of Ilya, it’s too much, it won’t fit—

    “Shut up." He blushed. “I guess… I just thought it would be bigger.”

    He nearly deflated on the spot. A puck to the jaw would have been less brutal than those seven words.

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    or: Ilya knots Shane for the first time at the cottage. It doesn't go as either of them expected.

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    Shane tangles their fingers together in the dying evening light. He brushes little kisses along Ilya's thumb absentmindedly as he seemingly focuses on the trees in the backyard. "You're good with them," he finally murmurs. Ilya grunts.

    "The kids. You were good with them today. Like I think they might want your jersey over Hayden's for Christmas." The snort leaves him before he can reign it in, and Shane elbows him. "I'm serious. I… I really liked watching you with them. And the kids from the pool at All-stars last year? It makes you think, you know."

    It takes everything he has not to turn to stone right there on the couch.

    "Shane—" he sighs.

    Shane rolls over to face him full on. "Do you want to have kids?"

    And all Ilya can do is swallow back the confession a decade in the making. Shane does not understand the landmine he has stumbled upon. Does not realize he holds a knife to the stitches keeping Ilya's deepest wound closed.

    But his moment of reckoning has come. Tears fall silently as he tries to think of a way to tell his boyfriend that he had a son, but he was never a father. That if they did ever have a child, there would always be the one that came before.

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    Shane stares down at the birth control pills and ruefully pops one out. A twenty step plan takes shape in his mind, but following it to a T will be critical. He can’t just spring this on his husband, he needs to soft-launch it in a safe environment over the course of many months until eventually, he and Ilya arrive at the conclusion together—perfectly on the same page. Decisions like this needed to be made as a team, not individually.

    Or, Shane decides he wants to start a family, but instead of talking to his husband like a normal person, he crafts an elaborate plan. The plan fails spectacularly.

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    Ilya had tried. He had invited Hollander to his den, had cooked for him, had held him close had... tried to scent him. Then, the omega had ran away. Now they were nothing. Now Ilya was on his own, and very much not thinking about Hollander, or his delicious scent, or his perfect new girlfriend. He did not care. He wouldn't let himself be affected.

    But when Shane passes out in the middle of a game, a deeply primal part of Ilya cannot help but worry. What is happening to him? Could any of the rumors about rejection sickness be true? And, more importantly, how can Ilya help?

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    Suddenly Ilya was leaning very close, and Shane leaned back in reaction. Ilya had him pinned in place, staring at the omega intently, "If I wanted to have you, I wouldn't need to get you drunk."

    His voice was so deep and rough it sent a tingle up Shane's spine, he couldn't help but think about it. He had seen plenty of Ilya's muscular body today. He could only imagine having that power between his legs. He froze, afraid and hungry at the same time. Ilya's thick musk surrounded him, tempting him with the scent of earth and smoke. To his embarrassment he felt himself growing wet, and he knew Ilya would be able to smell it on him this close.

    "I'm sure it wouldn't hurt." Shane said in a calm voice at complete odds with how he really felt. He'd lost track of the discussion now, as he watched the realization slowly break across Ilya's face.

    The alpha's expression sharpened, and he took a deep pointed sniff, "I can smell your cunt." he growled.

    Or Shane’s car breaks down on a deserted country road and meets Ilya, a very hot, mysterious and intimidating farmer.

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