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    Shane and Ilya have talked about being parents even before they were married. But when Ilya’s brother dies, parenthood comes a lot sooner than they expected.

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    08 Jul 2026

  2. Rec *

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    Shane wasn’t stupid. He figured this was some kind of fucking cowardly tactic to keep him from being at the Games. Hopefully, that’s all they wanted. If he just played nice maybe this would all be over soon.

    No one was coming to save him.

    No one, except maybe Rozanov. And he was pretty sure Rozanov would just be pissed off at being stood up.

    Or: Shane goes missing before Sochi, and the only one who can save him is Ilya.

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    08 Jul 2026

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    08 Jul 2026

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  4. Rec 80

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    It's been three years since Shane was kidnapped in Montreal before Sochi, and he had discovered the completely healthy coping mechanism of not thinking about it.

    He had other, more pressing issues: a third Stanley Cup run, a secret marriage, a murderous fan base, and free agency on the horizon.

    The whole kidnapping thing was easy to ignore now. He could almost believe it was just a story that happened to someone else.

    Or: Shane and Ilya are just trying to move past it all, and the past says no.

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    08 Jul 2026

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  5. Rec *

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    He wanted to bury his face in the juncture between his neck and shoulder, to breathe in the smell of him, to touch his skin and give him everything that he could. He wanted to give to him until there was nothing left, until Shane had disappeared into him forever.

    “Look at me,” Ilya’s voice was quiet, but Shane obeyed immediately, his eyes fuzzy at the corners, “How are you feeling?”

    Shane intended to lie. There was no reason to complicate things with hard truths that not even he understood. Instead, his lip wobbled, and he found that he couldn’t say anything at all.

    “Ah,” Ilya made a noise that sounded nearly as devastated as Shane felt, and put a hand on the back of his neck, pulling him forward. Shane went easily, his forehead pressing into Ilya’s shoulder, and breathing deeply through his nose, trying not to cry.

    Or, Shane drops after leaving Ilya's house.

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    07 Jul 2026

  6. Rec *

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    Shane had been looking at Ilya.

    He couldn’t stop thinking about it, like a pinball in his head, banging from corner to corner, and he couldn’t slow it down, even as he tried to focus on the game still taking place in front of him.

    “Rozanov!” he heard his name distantly. He was staring at the place where Shane had been, unconscious on the ice. He saw him when he closed his eyes, his crumpled figure, his stick clattering away from him.

    Him looking back at Ilya, not seeing Marly coming.

    Time slowing down, Ilya being too slow. He couldn’t get to him, couldn’t make a noise. He could only watch, watch the collision, watch Shane hit the ice like a ton of bricks.

    Or, Shane is looking at Ilya when he gets injured. And all Ilya can do is feel guilty.

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    07 Jul 2026

  7. Rec *

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    “Did you see Rozanov get clocked by a fan outside?” JJ looked nothing short of delighted as he spread this news to the locker room after the game.

    Shane’s head snapped up.

    “What?” he couldn’t keep a note of panic out of his voice. Which was stupid, because he and Rozanov hadn’t spoken in months. Since Vegas.

    Not that Shane ever thought about Vegas.

    Or the texts that he hadn’t sent.

    Or anything like that.

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    07 Jul 2026

  8. Rec 72

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    Shane doesn't wake up from the hit on the ice, and Ilya doesn't wake up from a permanent nightmare.

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    07 Jul 2026

  9. Rec *

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    MLH Star Shane Hollander Seen Entering Rose Landry’s Upper West Side Mansion: Are They On Again?

    Immediately, his stomach sank. He stared at the photo attached to the article; Rose embracing him, kissing his cheek, a wide smile on her face. It sure looked like they were back together.

    “They’re talking about us again,” Shane said, looking at his phone anxiously, “I didn’t mean to cause a big stir-”

    “Shane, they freak out when I walk down the street to the bodega,” Rose said, idly turning a page in her magazine, “It’s not that serious.”

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    07 Jul 2026

  10. Rec *

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    Ilya had become very skilled at making people feel like he wanted them.  It was an advantage that he had honed to a very fine point. 

    He made them feel like they were the only person in the world, that they would be the exception to the rule; that the stripper would fall for them, would throw away his, in their eyes, sad, pathetic life to be taken away in their yachts and private planes and all the rest of it.  He didn’t want any of that, but his skill in making them think that he did had made him a lot of money.

    It was also, almost every time, a complete lie.

    Ilya had never felt anything for any of them.  It was a performance, just like his routine on the stage.  He crawled to them, danced on them, felt their cocks get hard beneath his thighs, and left them with a wink and the ghost of a smile, so that they would be eager to come back for more.

    He had only broken that rule once, and he had learned his lesson.

    He would never do that again.

    A Tubes of Neon Light, Refracted companion.

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    07 Jul 2026

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  11. Rec *

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    His entire body felt tense as the door was pushed open. He trained his eyes on the floor, monologuing before he could stop himself,

    “Just so you know, my buddies paid for this dance for me and I’m sure you’re very nice and very pretty and good at what you do but I’m actually gay so you can just- Do what you need to do but I don’t want you to be offended because I’m not as into this as you’re probably…usually…used to…”

    He trailed away as he looked up, and met the eyes of the very tall, very broad, very handsome man leaning against the doorframe.

    They stared at each other, and Shane blinked, struck dumb.

    Or, the night of JJ's bachelor party, Shane is forced into a lap dance he very much does not want. Until he does, and everything changes.

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    07 Jul 2026

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  12. Rec *

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    Shane and Ilya's relationship is the best kept secret in all of professional hockey. That is, until an ill-fated Christmas party brings it all crashing down.

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    07 Jul 2026

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  13. Rec *

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    "I knew it!" Ilya crows much too loudly, smacking Shane in the chest with the magazine. "Shane Hollander, did you buy this to jerk off to?!"

    Or: Ilya is tasked with helping Shane clean out his childhood bedroom. He is totally, completely, extremely normal about this.

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    06 Jul 2026

  14. Rec *

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    Ilya has always claimed he doesn't have any pregame rituals.

    Well, maybe just the one…

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    06 Jul 2026

  15. Public Bookmark *

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    Some time ago now, Ilya and Shane recorded a short video of them together.

    Now, some time between Shane and Rose breaking up and the All-Stars game, that video has been leaked for the entire world to see.

    And Ilya? Well, Ilya has not said a word to Shane since he walked out of his house after the tuna melts, and Shane doubted this would be the thing that brought him back into his life.

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    06 Jul 2026

  16. Rec *

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    Almost every one of Shane’s friends were on that plane. He watched the newsfeed as it dipped out of the sky, rocketing towards the ground—or, more aptly, the ocean.
    Shane would be going to so many funerals over the next few weeks.

    Or, Shane reacts to the plane crash, thinking that Ilya died

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    06 Jul 2026

  17. Rec *

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    The post was short, but it was enough to ruin Shane’s life.

    No one knew the identity of the man he was kissing, but Shane Hollander’s face was clear as day.

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    06 Jul 2026

  18. Rec *

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    When confronted with Rozanov’s location at Shane’s apartment, Hayden is certain he’s going to murder Shane. Marlow is convinced Shane kidnapped Rozanov.

    Safe to say, neither of those things were happening.

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    06 Jul 2026

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  19. Rec *

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    Svetlana: It’s really everywhere
    Hayden: Literally how much lube does one couple need
    Rose: Where have you guys found it?
    Cassie: Bathrooms, kitchen, living room, garage
    Rose: Oh the garage ones!!!
    Svetlana: Which ones did you find? The one on the opener or the ones in the toolbox? Or the one on the shelf?
    Troy: Garage ones, plural?

    ***

    Or, the friends of Hollanov make a game out of their lube hiding places, and everything spirals from there

    Or or, the lube fic

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    06 Jul 2026

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  20. Rec *

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    Their first vacation at the cottage is going perfectly. They're official boyfriends, they've told each other they love one another. Ilya doesn't think he's ever been this happy in his life. He's never been so close to happily ever after.

    Then, he convinces Shane to try his favorite fruit, and Ilya is swiftly reminded of why exactly he doesn't get happily ever afters.

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    06 Jul 2026

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