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    It's Shane Hollander's first season in Ottawa, and the whole Centaurs roster is playing better than they ever have. So why won't the press focus on that? Why do he and Ilya keep having to answer questions about their marriage, and not get to talk about the incredible start to the season that their team is having? Maybe if they do one podcast, with hosts who are normal people, they can just tell their whole story and focus on bringing the Stanley Cup to Ottawa.

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    or, Shane and Ilya do a sports podcast run by lesbians for members of the LGBTQ+ community, and the internet reacts.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    I Laugh Like Me Again
    theki11erandthefina1gir1

    The boys talk about their relationship and the timeline on a queer sports podcast

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    It figures that even half-way across the world Ilya's dick manages to ruin Cliff's day. The real surprise is that it isn't the only dick involved in this mess.

    Featuring an ill-timed outing, a supportive but clueless team trying its best, panicking over Russia's LGBTQ laws, too many group chats, an unhinged 3am brainstorming session on how to get your captain a new citizenship (asking for a friend) and Roz' inability to answer his fucking phone.

    Or: Ilya disappears in Sochi. Half-way across the world his team does its best to help. Their best is more than anyone could have foreseen.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    Cliff's Horrible, No Good, Very Bad Week (Is Probably Going Better Than Ilya's)
    petroltogo

    Ilya gets outed while in Russia for the Olympics and the bears, vaughn, and scott run a social media disinformation campaign to hide his location to help him escape told from marlows perspective.
    This fic is both hilarious and deeply gut wrenching with marlows panic for his friend and the public doing their best to help obfuscate ilyas escape

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    “You know, there are a lot of kids that look up to you—“

    It’s the refrain of Shane’s life. Everything circles back to this: a lot of kids looking up to you. That’s why you need to spend your summers doing ad campaigns. That’s why you need to let a social media manager handle your every interaction online. That’s why we need to sit here after family dinner with flash cards rehearsing the different ways you’ll answer reporters’ questions after you face Boston next week, and, oh, when we’re done, let’s do some French vocabulary flashcards, too, because it’s important to the Francophone fans that you’re thinking about them. There are lots of Asian Francophones in Quebec, Shane. Almost 13% of primary schoolers are of Asian descent, compared to less than 4% of hockey players. Isn’t that pathetic?

    As if Shane doesn’t know that it’s pathetic. As if Shane doesn’t know what he fought through to get here.

    Abruptly, Shane is furious.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    licked by fire
    Anonymous

    Shane starts to really feel his anger post outing. The feeling of i was so good at the detriment of myself for so many years to please everyone and it didnt even protect me in the end is so gut wrenching. It manifesting in anger is so spot on

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    Shane hates losing control and the last several months-years if he's being honest-have been nothing but him trying to grab onto any choice he can make for himself. In the wake of being outed, exiled from the team he's dedicated his life to, and losing everything he's worked so hard for just because of who he fell in love with, Shane does the only thing he can: he runs until he feels like he's far enough away that he can't hear anyone else's opinions.

    It's time for Shane to make a decision, just once, he wants to choose something for himself.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    it's mine alone to disgrace
    apageinthisbook

    Everything finally hits a breaking point after the outing and staying in the mhl becomes untenable for shane so he runs, starts enforcing boundaries, decides to retire, and considers coaching the womens ottawa team. Ilya works through what could have happened with his therapist, finds shane, and they move forward together

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    What if David and Yuna had both gone to the cottage to retrieve that phone charger? What if they crept in very quietly (because silent meditation retreat) and found their son fast asleep on the couch, snuggled up with his arch-rival, Ilya Rozanov?

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    15 Jun 2026

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    Soft Launch
    DoubleApple

    Yuna and david walk in on the boys napping at the cottage

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    “Unlock the door, Hollander.”

    Even though Shane couldn’t hear the exact words, he knew what Ilya said. He shook his head.

    “Unlock the door, or I will break the glass. Your choice.”

    Shane’s eyes widened again and he briefly hung his head as if regretting all of his past life decisions, and Ilya heard the resounding click of the unlock mechanism.

    He felt wild, his mind in violent turmoil as he threw open the door and his palm clutched the back of Shane’s head, his fingers finding purchase in the coarse hair. “Are you listening to me?” Shane ducked his head in acknowledgment. “I’m going to call off my driver. You will not move. I am going to sit there-“ he pointed at the empty passenger seat. “-in this boring car of yours and I am going to find out why the fuck you are alone and who the fuck made you cry.”

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    Inspired by Shane’s confession in The Long Game (*mini-spoiler*) about his whereabouts after leaving a certain Montreal nightclub in January 2017, Ilya leaves the club shortly after Shane only to find him pulled over on the side of the road, devastated.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    (All I Need Is On) The Other Side of the Door
    midwestmillie

    After the club during the rose Landry debacle ilya sees shane crying in his car on the side of the road on the way back to his hotel. Ilya cant just leave that alone and they end up talking things out back at shanes apartment

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    12 Jun 2026

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    Vegas Canon Divergence AU
    Water_Nix

    Shane has a panic attack in the bathroom after the awards show presentation which scares ilya into being a little more thoughtful around shane and kick starts their relationship.
    I love shanes personality in this. He really feels a little more confident or self-possesed which leads to other people seeing his humorous, bitchy side a little more. Also the fact that he calls the rookies by number until they impress him is hilarious - let shane be a bit of an ass with high expectations!

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    Shane Hollander has the highest hockey IQ in the NHL...and actively pretends he doesn't. He's already set himself apart in many ways, and he doesn't need "absolute hockey nerd" added to the list.

    Keeping this secret gets harder as he stops hiding other parts of himself from those around him. He comes out to the Voyageurs (who don't take it very well), he starts hanging out with the Raiders (though no one has a clue about him and Ilya being anything beyond friends), and he feels as if he is losing parts of himself in the expectations others hold for him.

    Ilya notices, and resolves to create a space that his boyfriend can thrive in, even if that means getting him the fuck out of Montreal.

    Set during The Long Game, where Shane and Ilya have made their plan, Shane's parents know about their relationship, and they've started telling people they are friends, but before Ilya officially transfers to Ottawa. That's right folks, this is a "Boston steals Shane Hollander" fic. We need more, and I am here to contribute☺️🫰

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Fighting (Hiding) For Normal
    personwhoexcists

    Telling Montréal went really bad but Shane's too stubborn to leave or really even be truthful about how bad it is to anyone in his life. The bears are doing theire best to be welcoming though and leclare has no clue whats going on but hypotheticals keep getting thrown around.
    Shanes stubbornness is this one is infuriating (but unfortunately pretty believable)

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    When practice is done and he’s showered, he checks his phone.
    The 16 messages from Lily are expected with Ilya traveling to Detroit this week. Ilya has a strong but unsupported hatred of Detroit. The ‘vibes are bad Shane’ was the last claim Shane had heard and he is prepared to read even less substantiated claims.
    He’s unprepared to see a group chat he’s been added to.
    Shane is only a part of a few group chats. One that Rose put together with a bunch of her not out queer friends that he keeps muted but likes to scroll through every once in a while (they have good memes). The group chat with the whole team he only keeps up with for Captain Reasons but keeps it muted too. The one with both of his parents that his mom uses more often than her single thread with him cause ‘Your Dad deserves to be in the loop too’. And finally the one with Jackie and Hayden which is mostly him and Jackie bullying Hayden and Hayden being increasingly frustrated with their antics.
    This is not even close to those
    OTTAWA WAGS

    or Shane gets added to the Ottawa WAGs group chat and maybe learns something about himself along the way
    Previously: Shane Hollander and the Magic of Friendship

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    08 Jun 2026

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    Community Counts
    olive2097

    Shane gets added to the ottawa wag chat ilyas first year there due to one of the other wags snooping. He gets to stand up for ilya there which leads to him taking a more active stance against all the shit happening in the locker room and his friendships with hayden (not great) and JJ (better).
    Special recognition to the two rookies that decide to start taking shane with them on field trips. Shanes new nutritionist who sounds like a hoot and has some great opinions on body shape. And shanes new therapist - love his response to a nonbinary person

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    When J.J. goes to comfort Shane after the almost-plane-crash, Shane tells him the truth. This fixes some things.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    and you're miles and miles from your nice warm bed
    sparklespiff

    Instead of deflecting, shane tells JJ that hes dating ilya when JJ finds him in his room right after the plane crash. Actually getting told makes a difference for JJ and he talks through the proposal with shane

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    "Hey." J.J. held out his hand for a handshake, as if he were meeting Ilya for the first time, and Shane supposed that in a way he was. "Zane says you don't suck."

    Shane had not made Ilya promise to be on his best behavior, and he regretted that immediately as he watched Ilya shake J.J.'s hand with an expression of exaggerated confusion.

    "Bood is slandering me? Why would he do this?" Ilya turned to Shane. "And you! You are letting your friends believe I don't give excellent—"

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    Shane told J.J. the truth after the almost-plane-crash. Now Shane has the aggressive support of his most sociable and meddlesome friend.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    we stick together we can see it through
    sparklespiff

    JJs works to show montreal a different side of the ilya shane friendship so when they get outted the fallout isnt nearly as bad.

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    What if Cliff saw the video before Hayden? What if he got there first to warn them?

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    07 Jun 2026

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    bandaids don't fix bullet holes
    apageinthisbook

    Cliff sees the fanmail video before it takes off and drives all the way to ottawa in the middle of the night to make sure ilya and shane are ok and ends up bringing them back to boston with him where no one can find them. Hayden didnt do it on purpose but his entitlement lands badly and shane blows up. Shane and cliff bonding was super sweet though and both the boys finaly get to experience someone taking their relationship well

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    07 Jun 2026

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    The Queer Hockey Agenda
    RainbowSnek

    JJ figures out and instead of freaking out leans into being there for shane. He even coordinates to get shane to ilya after the plane fiasco. Also, he ends up falling in love with the gay friend he kept trying to set shane up with before he knew about ilya

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    Remember when Hayden Pike punches Ilya after Shane said not to, right before the announcement of the Irina Foundation? Remember that that was the second time Hayden laid his hands on Ilya in the first month of knowing him?

    Or, Shane gets rightfully fed up after the first month of Hayden's behavior towards Ilya. Punching Ilya was the final straw, so he tells Hayden to pretend he never found out. It sets off a chain of events landing him, happily, in Ottawa a year earlier and with a better support system for both him and Ilya.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    this is why we can't have nice things
    apageinthisbook

    Shane cuts hayden out then works towards being ok to eventually tell other people. JJ locks in when he realizes things really went bad between shane and hayden, helps pick out a ring, and eventually gets to meet ilya at a small little wedding with just the boys cliff, rose, and svetlana

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    The first time it happens, it's an accident. And really, even if he hadn't caught it, it wouldn't be his fault if someone decided to post it on the internet.
    But the more he thinks about it, a plan forms. If he can prove that Rozanov will leave when things get hard, or once Shane is no longer his dangerous and forbidden secret...
    It'll be like ripping of a bandaid for Shane, something he doesn't want to do, but needs to be done. So Hayden will do it for him, temporary pain, but necessary.
    Shane will thank him later.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    pull your knife out of my back
    apageinthisbook

    Haden is catching ilya and shane in thr back of his fanmail videos on purpose. One of the fans gets this info to shane and they go through a whole process of cutting him out. Luckily jj turns out to be a better friend and the centaurs are supportive as always

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    "We thought that, maybe, you would want to learn."

    Or: David and Yuna gift Shane the "Russian for Dummies" book and he begins learning Ilya's native language. What starts out as a hobby to get more connected to his boyfriend begins devolving into a steady string of lies as teammates and friends notice Shane's sudden interest in Russian.

    New chapters to be posted weekly!

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    05 Jun 2026

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    Russian for Dummies
    V_L2_3

    Shane starts learning russian. People notice

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    “We’re just, well-“ Choui hedges, then glances round as if he’s looking for back up.

    “We’re worried that you’re a bit too controlling,” Hayes blurts out. “Of Rozanov.”

    Shane opens his mouth to respond, but he closes it again when he realises he has no fucking idea what to say. He’s - what?

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    04 Jun 2026

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    he looks so cute wrapped round my finger
    justhockey

    The guys are concerned shane is a little too controlling of ilya when he keeps using shane said no as an excuse to not go to things. This all comes out when they corner shane to talk about it

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    Hayden wanted to apologize but wasn’t even sure what to apologize for. “If you’re so embarrassed about your choice of boyfriend, maybe get a better one?”

    It wasn’t any worse than anything Hayden had said before. In fact, it was probably fairly tame as far as insults went, but it didn’t matter. Hayden could see the moment something inside of Shane detonated. One minute Shane was standing only a handful of feet away, his suit jacket clutched in his hands, and the next the jacket was dropped to the floor in a heap, and Shane’s hands were fisted in Hayden’s shirt, his back slamming against the wall.

    Holy fuck, he thought. Shane is going to fucking hit me.

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    or, Hayden makes one too many shitty comments about Rozanov and Shane finally snaps. And while he never actually lands a blow on his best friend, the defeated way he talks about ending their friendship has Hayden rattled. After the Centaurs plane makes an emergency landing, Hayden knows he needs to do everything in his power to make it up to his best friend, with Jackie's help of course.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    something has to change
    PeachyxQueenx

    Hayden keeps making some off color comments about ilya and shane finally snaps and knocks some sense into him. Hayden redeems himself some with the help of jackie by finding a way to get shane to ilya pretty quick after the plane crash scare

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    Everybody thinks hockey players are stupid. Having an accent certainly doesn’t help.

    Ilya Rozanov never bothered correcting people, but it wasn’t his job to fit their expectations either.
    He wasn’t hiding it, it just wasn’t important, and he wasn’t the type to show off (oh, Shane would laugh at that, but for this specific aspect it was true).

    It just never came up. Until it did.

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    02 Jun 2026

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    5 times when Shane realized how smart Ilya is + 1 time when the world did too
    scriptiodaemon (alwaysindoubts)

    Ilyas actually quite a smart cookie and extremely well read. The horrors of english persist though.
    For real, having to comminicate in a second language and not being able to convey your ideas to the extent you're used to is the worst.

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    All Ilya Rozanov has ever wanted to do is dance with Shane Hollander in a nightclub.

    So, naturally, he plots and orchestrates a twelve-hour truce between Boston and Montreal to make it happen. It's the perfect cover... assuming they can actually blend in and not get caught.

    But between their instinctual domesticity and a very drunk, clingy Shane, staying under the radar is a lot harder than it looks. Especially when Cliff Marleau is sitting right across the table.

    (or, Cliff puts the pieces together when Shane gets wasted, Ilya's boyfriend mode is too obvious, and he catches them sexy dancing in the club.)

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    02 Jun 2026

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    High Voltage
    banthafodder87

    Ilya engineers a truce for a joint boston Montréal night out so he can dance with shane. Cliff figures them out and is aggressively supportive

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