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“Can’t stop thinking ‘bout how hot it is,” Hollander said. “If you fucked me like this.”
Ilya’s pulse jumped in his throat. “Fuck,” he moaned.
“Yeah, ‘cause I can’t really move. ‘Nd I don’t really know — maybe I wouldn’t really know wha’s happening. But it’d be okay, ‘cause it’s you,” Hollander said, as if the gravity of those words weren’t nearly unbearable.
“Hollander, fuck,” Ilya said as arousal coiled, hot and tight, in his stomach. “You want me to fuck you when you’re drunk?”
“Yeah,” Hollander said. “‘Cause normally — normally I can take you, y’know?”
“Take me?” Ilya echoed.
“Yeah,” Hollander said, huffing, sounding a little offended even though Ilya had just wanted clarification. “Push you off ‘nd stuff. Stop you. If I wanna. But I don’t wanna. I just. I have no control right now, y’know? You could do anything, and I’d —” Hollander swallowed, thick and audible through the phone. “I’d trust you. I’d just be so —“ His next words shook. “Helpless. You could just… take. What you want. Anything you want. Everything. I wouldn’t even matter.”Shane calls Ilya while drunk.
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- Part 1 of drunk hollanov
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17 Jul 2026
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Shane thinks about dying all the time. It's a lot funnier than it sounds.
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14 Jul 2026
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my fics by lladroseggs
Fandom Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
08 Jul 2026
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12 Jul 2026
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"Must be nice."
Shane's cheeks hurt from the fixed smile he's been wearing since nine in the morning. He passes a signed photo of himself to the waiting woman with a nod before turning back to Hayden. "What must be nice?"
"Dude, the line of people waiting for your autograph wraps all the way around the building. Twice." Hayden hands him a water bottle, cap already off. "Here you go. Stay hydrated."
Shane hides a wince; the slightly warm water tastes like plastic, and it lingers unpleasantly on his tongue. He's been signing for what feels like hours already and the crowd isn't getting any smaller. "Fitness is popular these days."
"Sure. Fitness." Hayden gives a pointed look to the stack of photos in front of Shane: one set with him smiling awkwardly into the distance, arms crossed in his workout gear, and the other with him leaning against the side of a motel pool the marketing department rented for the morning, towel around his neck. The photographer insisted, despite protests that his workouts have never featured swimming.
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- Part 1 of hr anon
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- English
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- 3/4
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11 Jul 2026
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Luca should go.
He knows he should go, and he knows that his right foot takes a half-step back, but—
Shane makes a terrible sound that will haunt Luca’s dreams for the rest of his life, and then he hisses, “You’re the one who got rock hard because a kid who has a crush on you called you papa in front of the press.”
Then, Ilya laughs, and shoves inside.
“And you’re the one who’s about to come just because I called him mama.”
This definitely isn’t what Freud was talking about.
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09 Jul 2026
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Stranger: u play hockey?
You: Yes. You?
Stranger: ya
Stranger: what level?
You: University, what about you?
Stranger: mlh
You: Yeah, sure lol
Stranger: am serious
You: Okay, well I don’t believe you. Why would an MLH player be on Omegle to talk about hockey lol
Stranger: maybe i like to inspire people- Language:
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06 Jul 2026
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Ilya Rozanov loves his job and loves his students. Four years in, he's hitting his stride, and he's grateful for the place he's built for himself at Metropolitan High School.
But down the hall is Shane Hollander. Perfect at everything and constantly pushing Ilya to improve, he's also Ilya's biggest distraction. He doesn't know what to do with his feelings for Hollander, especially when Hollander could never feel the same.
Struggling with his identity both in and out of school, Ilya can't afford to get swept up in Hollander, but it's exactly that which takes him out of his head.
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- Part 11 of puppy and/or bottom ilya
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06 Jul 2026
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kind regards by constellaetions
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
16 Jul 2026
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Shane’s good at his job.
Really, he is.
Five and a half years at Allocare and he’s learned to talk the talk and walk the walk. He’s good. His team lead tells him he’s going to make that promotion this year, actually - managing accounts is easy, and he’s got a rhythm now.
Ilya Rozanov, on the other hand, isn’t easy. Shane’s pretty sure he’s come straight from hell itself if he’s honest - now there’s only one thing standing between Shane and the promotion he’s gunning for, and it’s his brand new, 6’3 Russian client with no regards for professional boundaries.
He has a good mouth, though.
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04 Jul 2026
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03 Jul 2026
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“Can I —?” Ilya asked. His meaning was clear as he stared at Shane's nipple.
“Of course,” Shane said, automatically; his body — his entire being — was as much Ilya’s as it was his own. There was a certain absurdity in Ilya even feeling the need to ask.
Shane felt unsteady, like he didn’t quite grasp something, because the way Ilya began to mouth at his nipple was too shallow, rhythmic, and slow to really be erotic. Well, it was erotic, of course; in the way that any touch from Ilya was, inherently, to Shane. But there seemed to be no particular purpose. He just — sucked. Or, perhaps more aptly, Shane realised, with a bolt of hot, twisting confusion, suckled.
“That’s good,” Shane said, voice cracking. It wasn’t what he meant to say, because he hadn’t meant to say anything, too worried the only thing that would come out would be a what the fuck. But Ilya moaned, leaning more heavily against Shane, hands fisting the hem of Shane’s shirt, as he applied a little more pressure.OR: Ilya’s fixation with Shane’s pecs turns into something unexpected.
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02 Jul 2026
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these are all fics that take place in the same universe where shane and ilya explore daddy kink. do they discuss it ever? no. will they? maybe. are they into it? yes.
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26 Jun 2026
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Shane had agreed readily. Yes, he wanted. To be hunted by a stranger with twenty dogs and a knife on his belt. To see him again. To find the source of the squirming thing in his chest and bring it to light.
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- Part 1 of Drag Hunt
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- English
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- 42,542
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- 14/?
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25 Jun 2026
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Good Roommate by petalborn
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
20 Jun 2026
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Shane Hollander has been a very good roommate to Ilya Rozanov for nine months. Never makes too much noise. Does the laundry without being asked.
Ilya comes home early one Saturday and finds out exactly how good of a roommate Shane can be.
Or — a filthy little hollanov roommate!au one shot where Ilya doesn’t realize what a pervert his roommate Shane is until he comes home from work early one day and finds him in a very compromised position in Ilya’s bed. Is that Ilya’s fleshlight on Shane’s…?
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21 Jun 2026
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Rose volunteers for a nonprofit that rescues sex-trafficked omegas, and Shane thinks it's a great cause. He even attends their fundraising galas.
Then, one night, Rose calls to ask for a favor: She wants Shane to let a recently-rescued male omega live with him. In his apartment.
His name is Ilya, Rose explains, and the thing is, despite omega hormone levels, he acts and smells just like an alpha. He can't keep staying in an omega group home because he's scaring the other omegas and endangering the staff.
But he could live with Shane, Rose insists. "You're a big strong alpha hockey player, so he can't intimidate you physically. But also he needs to feel safe, which he can with you, because you're not like other alphas." She pauses. "You know?"
By which she means Shane has never had a full rut, his scent glands barely work, he can't form a knot, and he has no interest in sticking his dick in anyone. Which, whatever. It's fine.
But if being a failure as an alpha means he can help this omega, Ilya, who's apparently as much of a biological anomaly as Shane is…
Shane says yes.
And maybe it's a stupid decision. But he knows that it's also the right one.
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- English
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- 106,367
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- 20/?
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21 Jun 2026
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fawn by lladroseggs
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
15 Jun 2026
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Shane smiles sweetly at him and asks, “What do you want for your birthday?”
Shane has a few ideas. None of which match what Ilya really wants.
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- Part 1 of doe-eyed boy
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18 Jun 2026
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Ilya billets with the Hollanders as a teen, during which time he and Shane fall into an intense, obsessive, codependent unnegotiated d/s dynamic that continues to escalate years after they are both adults and no longer play on the same team. Special mentions also to denial, repression, pining-while-fucking, and being unbelievably horned up every single moment of the day.
- Not a teen fic I promise! They start messing around as teens but are adults after chapter two.
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- Part 1 of Not to Abolish, but to Fulfill
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- English
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- 89,699
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- 9/9
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16 Jun 2026
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Ilya laughs, swats at him. “Yuna!” He calls, “Your son is trying to make me fat!”
Retirement and domesticity bring out new kinds of hunger.
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- Part 2 of dirty bulking
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14 Jun 2026
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nothing here but flesh and bone by Trigonometrical
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
17 May 2026
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Ilya waves a casual, dismissive hand in the air, but his eyes are intense, focused. “Is good that you’re a cocksucker, even,” he says. “Otherwise, it would make this—” he gestures between their bodies, “—not as fun.”
Shane huffs. “There’s a difference between sucking cock and being a cocksucker,” he says testily.
Ilya raises both eyebrows to his hairline.
“Fuck off,” Shane says quickly. “You know what I mean.”
“No,” Ilya replies, with the slow grin of a shark smelling blood in the water. “I really, really don’t.”
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13 Jun 2026
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Shane opened an incognito tab on Safari.
The cursor blinked at him as he thought of how to look something like this up. He can’t just type, ‘I want my husband to force me to drink so he can fuck me while I’m passed out’, because that might put him on a list. So instead, he hesitantly typed ‘I want my husband to fuck me while I’m drunk’, and waited with wide eyes as the search results popped up before him.
The first few links were kink websites, talking about consensual non consensual, but still not exactly what he was looking for. He scrolled, his thumb warm on the LED screen until he saw a Reddit post detailing his exact fantasy.
The subreddit was r/BDSMcommunity and the post is what intrigued him.
user29499594:
‘I want my boyfriend to fuck me while I'm blackout drunk. Is that weird?’
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Shane wants Ilya to be a handsome, coercive stranger who cant take no for an answer. (with lots of forced intoxication)
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11 Jun 2026
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Here is what everyone thinks of you. It’s exactly what you feared. It might actually be worse.
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09 Jun 2026