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He imagines that their skin has started to blister from putrefaction. He would go to touch their bellies and rip the skin off cleanly, he’d rub salt into their bodies gently. One day he could build a house big enough to hang all of them up proudly like a museum. He doesn’t really like eating meat anyways.
Obviously Shane was placating him, he’s not stupid. Like letting a stray dog eat whatever you’re carrying home in a plastic grocery bag so it doesn’t bite you. Ilya wouldn’t have bitten Shane if he wasn’t allowed, he wasn’t cruel. He’s never been.
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“Thank you, thank you for helping. Am I doin’ a good job?” Shane slurs out.
Ilya groans and pulls him down onto his chest, “No, but it’s okay. Faggots like you aren’t very good at this kind of thing.”Ilya lets Shane fuck him because he's a good older brother. Shane is not very good at it.
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“Can’t stop thinking ‘bout how hot it is,” Hollander said. “If you fucked me like this.”
Ilya’s pulse jumped in his throat. “Fuck,” he moaned.
“Yeah, ‘cause I can’t really move. ‘Nd I don’t really know — maybe I wouldn’t really know wha’s happening. But it’d be okay, ‘cause it’s you,” Hollander said, as if the gravity of those words weren’t nearly unbearable.
“Hollander, fuck,” Ilya said as arousal coiled, hot and tight, in his stomach. “You want me to fuck you when you’re drunk?”
“Yeah,” Hollander said. “‘Cause normally — normally I can take you, y’know?”
“Take me?” Ilya echoed.
“Yeah,” Hollander said, huffing, sounding a little offended even though Ilya had just wanted clarification. “Push you off ‘nd stuff. Stop you. If I wanna. But I don’t wanna. I just. I have no control right now, y’know? You could do anything, and I’d —” Hollander swallowed, thick and audible through the phone. “I’d trust you. I’d just be so —“ His next words shook. “Helpless. You could just… take. What you want. Anything you want. Everything. I wouldn’t even matter.”Shane calls Ilya while drunk.
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- Part 1 of drunk hollanov
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17 Jul 2026
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Shane thinks about dying all the time. It's a lot funnier than it sounds.
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14 Jul 2026
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Fandom Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
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12 Jul 2026
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"Must be nice."
Shane's cheeks hurt from the fixed smile he's been wearing since nine in the morning. He passes a signed photo of himself to the waiting woman with a nod before turning back to Hayden. "What must be nice?"
"Dude, the line of people waiting for your autograph wraps all the way around the building. Twice." Hayden hands him a water bottle, cap already off. "Here you go. Stay hydrated."
Shane hides a wince; the slightly warm water tastes like plastic, and it lingers unpleasantly on his tongue. He's been signing for what feels like hours already and the crowd isn't getting any smaller. "Fitness is popular these days."
"Sure. Fitness." Hayden gives a pointed look to the stack of photos in front of Shane: one set with him smiling awkwardly into the distance, arms crossed in his workout gear, and the other with him leaning against the side of a motel pool the marketing department rented for the morning, towel around his neck. The photographer insisted, despite protests that his workouts have never featured swimming.
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11 Jul 2026
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Luca should go.
He knows he should go, and he knows that his right foot takes a half-step back, but—
Shane makes a terrible sound that will haunt Luca’s dreams for the rest of his life, and then he hisses, “You’re the one who got rock hard because a kid who has a crush on you called you papa in front of the press.”
Then, Ilya laughs, and shoves inside.
“And you’re the one who’s about to come just because I called him mama.”
This definitely isn’t what Freud was talking about.
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