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  1. Public Bookmark 23

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    A knee injury ends Shane Hollander's nineteen-year NHL career.

    Ilya Rozanov keeps checking in.

    Shane pencils in "big gay midlife crisis" between physiotherapy sessions.

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    29 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 37

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    Ilya doesn't just move teams; he moves cities. Ilya finds more surprises along the way than he expected, but Shane watches over him along the way.

    Or: a loose series of vignettes of Ilya's first few months in Ottawa.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    Max stands, pacing again, and says, “I mean, what do I do? I can’t tell them I know now. It’s way too late for that.”

    “It’s really okay,” Troy says far too optimistically. “It’s not that big of a deal.”

    “Yeah, you can say that because you're not the one who heard Ilya tell Shane he misses his slutty little mouth."

    Or: The Centaurs' newest rookie speaks Russian. It's too bad that Shane and Ilya don't know that.

    Read in Russian here!

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    28 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 22

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    It's not a coma. Ilya takes a hit and falls into a deep slumber.

    (a.k.a, the sleeping beauty au)

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    1/1
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    265
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    1,749

    27 Jun 2026

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    “Mmm. You want it bad,” Ilya purrs, teeth grazing the column of his throat.

    “Yeah,” Shane whines, hating how petulant it sounds. A fresh flare of determination rises up in response. “Just give it to me. Ilya. I can—just go hard. Just make it fit.”

    Ilya laughs quietly, incredulously. It’s hot against Shane’s ear. “Make it fit."

    -

    Or: in the midst of a stressful season, Shane's a little... out of practice. He's not gonna let that stop him getting what he wants.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    “Is simple,” Ilya says. “You say ‘yes’ for ‘no’ and ‘no’ for ‘yes’. You tell me ‘keep going,’ and I hear ‘stop’. Is just opposites, malysh.”

    “That’s easy for you to say,” Shane grumbles. “I’m the one who has to remember.”

    “Poor Hollander,” Ilya taunts. “I have to remember, too. But if it’s so much trouble for you, we don’t have to do this.”

    “Wait, wait,” Shane says hurriedly. “I can do it. C’mon, I swear.”

    “If you’re sure,” Ilya replies. “Do you want me to keep going?”

    “Ye-no - no, I mean, no,” Shane answers. “I don’t want this.”

    Ilya smiles, pushing Shane’s chest and positioning himself over his body.

    “Good.”

    or, Shane and Ilya explore consensual non-consent with a twist.

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    19 Jun 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 16

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    Regina to Edmonton was nine hours by bus if the weather was decent; it took a bit longer if — for example — your bus lost power on Highway 11 just past Dundurn, Saskatchewan.

    Team buses, night drives, and one way things might have started differently.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    11
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    88
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    18 Jun 2026

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    Ilya: He should buy lottery tickets because he is the luckiest man on earth 
    Ilya: He should get on his knees and thank god everyday that he got to fuck you
    Shane: Oh my God stop
    Ilya: What? I do that

    Or: The man who topped Shane in Mexico posts about his experience, Ilya contemplates murder, and the other queer NHL players get caught in the crossfire.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has been drafted by Boston, the number one pick overall, but his father doesn't want him moving to America and so takes steps to block his visa. He's going to have to go back to Russia and stay there forever and that, thinks Shane Hollander, is wrong.

    It's so wrong that Shane can't stop himself from doing something about it. Even though that something is the most reckless, the only reckless thing he's ever done in his life. He marries Rozanov in secret, to keep him out of Russia and put him on a path to Canadian citizenship.

    Shane's got a five-year plan to get him there and when you have a plan nothing can go wrong. Right? Right. When you have a solid plan and a marriage that's on paper only there's no risk of feelings getting involved. Not on Rozanov's part and certainly not on Shane's.

    Right???

    (or, the story of how Shane Hollander fell in love with his own husband)

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    Chapters:
    21/21
    Comments:
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    15 Jun 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 33

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    Shane really had no intention of listening to this. He didn’t even watch porn, let alone listen to erotic audiobooks. Rose was the only reason he even knew about it to begin with.

    Thanks to Rose’s insistence, Shane listens to Ember & Ice, an audio erotica about princes from the two great fae houses. Little did he know, this would open doors for him and Ilya that he never expected…

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    17
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    178
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    2,442

    14 Jun 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 34

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    The Solari warrior is on their back, and Finn manages to pin down one wrist with his foot and the other with his hand, his silver dagger pressed to their neck. It’s this moment that, through their helmets, they lock eyes. They both go stone still.

    Finn knows those eyes. He knows them well, even if it's been two years since he's seen them this up close. He’s looked into them a million times, in the most intimate of settings imaginable. “Dane,” he says, his voice hollower than he’d like. 

    But Dane sounds just as shocked when he murmurs, “Finn.”

    They stare at each other for a moment. Finn’s blade is still pressed against Dane’s throat, the edge just barely digging into the flesh. Not enough to cut the skin, but enough to keep Dane from moving if he wants to keep his head attached to his body. Despite the dagger, Dane chuckles. “Makes sense that it’s you,” he finally says. “I can’t imagine there are many Lunare warriors who could best me.”

    - or, two years into the war, Finn and Dane find each other in the woods while on patrol. A lot ensues.

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    14 Jun 2026

  12. Public Bookmark *

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    Just a transcription of the Quinn audio drama, Ember & Ice :)))

    (I may have added a few things here and there)

    Now you can read along if you want ;D

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    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
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    14 Jun 2026

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    “I’m trying to figure out,” Rose wonders aloud. “Are you always a complete prick? Just with women? Or just when you lose a game?”

    Ilya barks a laugh, shocked and almost delighted, and his smile spreads wide enough that Rose can see all those pearly whites of his that are so much nicer than she expected any hockey player’s to be. “All the time,” he grins, “all the time. However much of an asshole Hollander has told you I am, double it.”

    She answers truthfully, shrugs her shoulders in her tiny silver dress. “He hasn’t mentioned you at all.”

    After a shitshow of an evening in a Montreal nightclub, Ilya wakes up the next morning in Shane’s bed. Only, he’s not in Shane’s bed — Rose Landry is, and he’s in Rose Landry’s body, and she’s in his. Well, what the fuck are they supposed to do with that?

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    10/18
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    12 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander was perfect; the perfect son, the perfect boyfriend, the perfect friend. He had spent years refining perfection, making sure he was the picture of it. It was second nature after all these years; a suit that didn’t quite fit, but that he’d gotten used to.
    Enter Ilya Rozanov.

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    Chapters:
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    231,884

    10 Jun 2026

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    Welcome to my conspiracy theory that there is an alternate timeline to the Great Tuna Meltdown of October 2016. What would have happened if Shane *had* stayed the night? This is a look at the evening and morning that could have been.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander has always known the risk wasn’t going to be zero.

    Sneaking into a rival team’s hotel late at night to meet Ilya Rozanov comes with a margin of error.

    Unfortunately, statistics say that if you do something long enough, eventually the math catches up with you.

    He just didn’t see this one particular risk coming.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    There’s a bruise on Shane’s hip that shouldn’t mean anything.

    He finds himself wishing it did.

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    Comments:
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    10,474

    04 Jun 2026

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    “You’re fucking lucky.” Wyatt says, drawing his cigarette. “He’s way f*cking nicer to you than us.” He exhales his smoke.

    Shane doesn’t know how to explain that, so he pivots.

    ~

    Maybe there's a world where Shane Hollander isn't so scared of being seen with Ilya Rozanov. After all, they didn't start this charity for nothing. So when Ilya tries to get Shane to come to his Halloween party, Shane reluctantly agrees. The Centaurs get to see Ilya and Shane are actually friends. Is that all they see?

    or...Watch Shane and Ilya at a party be super super not suspicious.

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    Comments:
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    6,453
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    666
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    53,253

    03 Jun 2026

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    In their first summer after being outed, Shane finally accepts that invite to Bood's backyard barbecue. It could have been a relaxing night. But Ilya's brought vodka. And the Centaurs brought questions. Might as well rip off the band aid before he signs with Ottawa.

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    How many shots is it worth to know what your Captain likes in bed?

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    Comments:
    305
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    28,483

    01 Jun 2026

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    Ilya knows it’s a bad idea. Of course it is. But everything he’s ever done in regards to Shane Hollander has been a bad idea.

    So he sends the text, even though they’re playing against each other in just a few hours. Even though it’s reckless, and it’s breaking all their rules. Even though he’s supposed to be rebuilding the distance that Tampa tore down, instead of letting it shrink even further.

    But he just can’t seem to help himself.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    224
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    2,944
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    436
    Hits:
    18,060

    01 Jun 2026

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