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“Y-you want me to be a girl?”
Ilya rubbed the base of one of his thumbs with the other. Seeing Ilya’s shyness so plainly made Shane’s nose twitch.
“No, not all the time,” Ilya said after a moment. “And not if you don’t want to. Never if you don’t want to. I just . . . I think about it, sometimes.”
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Ilya loves his life and his husband. But lately, he's found himself missing girls. Luckily, Shane is happy to indulge this fantasy.
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18 Jul 2026
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Love is Not Finite by masterroadtripper
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
20 Jul 2026
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17 Jul 2026
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Love Is Not Finite by masterroadtripper
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Mar 2026
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“Good to see you,” Kip said, pushing his glasses up his nose once Scott set him down, “did Shane put you to work today?”
“A little,” Scott said, “but I didn’t mind.”
He caught Shane smiling at them then, that soft, unguarded grin that only ever appeared when Shane was watching people he trusted, and Scott saw the thought forming there now - the same one that surfaced every time they were all together like this these days. How strange it was that this was where things had landed. None of them had ever aimed for this, exactly, and yet here they were, settled into it all the same.
Scott had assumed that Kip would want a little time alone with him when he arrived. Kip, apparently, disagreed.
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- Part 1 of Love is Not Finite
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17 Jul 2026
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Getting to fuck his boyfriend and his best friend at the same time is a dream come true on paper - or, more specifically, the google doc that he, Ilya, and Hayden tipsily collabbed on while Jackie oversaw a month ago.
But of course, leave it to Shane to get all tangled up in what role he’s supposed to play, when he’s got two different men with two very different visions of who Shane Hollander is to them. Luckily, Ilya has ten years of experience telling him what to do. And it might even be working on Hayden too.
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17 Jul 2026
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Convince Me Either Way by isto4u
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
04 Jun 2026
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Hollander huffed and then, slowly, looked into Ilya’s eyes. “What if… what if we didn’t do it all the way?”
“Yeah?” Ilya breathed. “Like?”
“What if it’s just the tip.”
Ilya’s jaw literally dropped. “Who the fuck taught you that?”
Hollander shrugged, then his eyes locked onto Ilya. “Yes or no.”
Fuck it.
Or: episode 4 fuck-montage meets Just The Tip meets down-bad but doesn’t know it Ilya Rozanov meets barebacking
OR: Ilya “just the tip” Rozanov and Shane “just fucking come in me” Hollander
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- Part 2 of Heated Rivalry Episode Inspired
- Part 1 of Just The Tip™
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17 Jul 2026
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Ilya doesn't like bottoming. Shane doesn't like topping. But Ilya loves making Shane do things he hates. And seeing Shane cry? That's just a bonus.
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17 Jul 2026
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- Part 1 of HR Long(ish) Fics
- Part 2 of fucked up and evil
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- 6/9
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10 Jul 2026
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risk assessment by anincompletelist (soldouthaz)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Jun 2026
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“We usually fuck after games!" Ilya defends. "We are off schedule. My body knows this. It is confused.”
“Yeah, well, we’re not getting any closer to fucking—at home—unless you get the damn ointment on me. Fucking—shit, Ilya.”
His entire face scrunches up when Ilya, now kneeling on the floor in front of him, slightly readjusts his leg for a better angle.
Every inch of him is flushed with the control, blood running hot just underneath the surface, trying to circulate the pain meds. Shane looks tender like this, the familiar planes of his body watercolored with bruises and scrapes, the pain not so much one central thing as it is a pulsing, throbbing presence in the room with them. Ilya wants to play with it, a little. Wants to take it gently between his teeth and tongue at it until he’s worked out all the tears and pleasure and messy insides.
So he is definitely horny, yes.
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10 Jul 2026
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locked up (for his pleasure) by GloomyDragon
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Feb 2026
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Ilya stared at the box in his hands for a second, the confusion in his eyes making room for something far less innocent. “This is like prison for your dick.”
Shane bit his bottom lip as he observed Ilya’s reaction. The urge to grab the box and run away as fast as his heart was beating in his chest was strong.
“This is what you want?” Ilya asked, looking from the box to Shane. “You want to lock up your dick?”
“And give the key to you,” Shane added quietly.
or: Shane presents the idea of cock cages to Ilya.
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- Part 1 of hollanov cock cage
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07 Jul 2026
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Your Hands, My Mouth by BeautyInChains
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Jan 2026
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"Suck," Ilya commands gently. Shane watches his reflection turn pink. They're alone, for now, but that could change at any moment. Shane feels sick and needy and wants to fight the urge to soothe so badly. Ilya taps again, insistent. "It will help. Suck."
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07 Jul 2026
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“Is it….I mean, it doesn’t bother you, does it? That I need this so much, I mean.”
Ilya is looking at him now. “You’re asking me if I’m bothered by your need for me?”
Shane flushes. “I’m just saying, I know it can be a lot.”
“Solnyshko. It’s not even 10AM, and you’ve already sucked my cock twice and I’ve fucked you. This is not a hardship for me. I am happy to do this for you.”
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07 Jul 2026
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so weak in the knees, i can hardly speak by youreterriblemuriel
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
06 Jul 2026
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Shane started feeling the effects of the weed after the third blowback, mostly because he felt the tension slide out of his jaw and forehead, his eyes partly closing of their own volition. He also noticed the absence of noise in his brain — even routine plans like what they should do the next day, when they would work out, and what his meals would usually be stuck in the back of his mind, waiting for him.
Now, though: "More," Shane requests, his voice sounding as relaxed as he felt. Ilya quirks his eyebrow up at that, and then gets the glint in his eye and smirk on his lips that means he was going to push Shane a bit.
"Beg for it," Ilya says, his voice low.
OR: Shane & Ilya get high and horny at the cottage.
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- Part 1 of sexistential kink
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07 Jul 2026
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blood on the freesia stalks by zillazumi
Fandoms: Twilight Series - Stephenie Meyer, Twilight Series - All Media Types, Twilight (Movies)
21 Jun 2026
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There are men turning up dead in the woods, and Chief of Police Charlie Swan has a job to do—figure out what, or who, left the poor bastards torn up as they are. Chief of Police Charlie Swan is too old for this mess. Too old and too sick of this shit to pretend Forks is just a sleepy old rural town anymore. Between the gruesome corpses and the quiet, unsettling doctor Cullen who shows up like a statue in pressed slacks, lying through his teeth, Charlie’s got more questions than answers—and no one seems too keen on giving him either.
Charlie’s trying not to notice how his breath catches when the doc gets too close. He’s also trying not to notice how the bodies keep piling up, unsolved. Neither effort is going particularly well.
And if one more person tells him it was a bear, he’s going to shoot something. Probably not a bear.
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30 Jun 2026
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The Last Harper Standing is on a mission to prove that he’s Doing Fine.
The new Master of Ramazith’s tower is too busy making sure that everyone else is Doing Fine to realise he’s never felt worse in his life.
(AKA: Geraldus gets a job at a book shop)
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- Part 1 of The Harper and the Tower
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Padam Padam by frozenpotions
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Superman - All Media Types, DCU, Justice League - All Media Types
11 Oct 2023
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Batman's heartbeat keeps speeding up whenever Clark is around. For instance: when Clark greets him, half-naked, on a Gotham rooftop. Or when he uses his superstrength to save a busload of schoolchildren. Or sometimes even just when he smiles.
Clearly the poor man is terrified of him.
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20 Jun 2026
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If The Van's a-Rocking, Don't Come Knocking by demonkatgurl17
Fandoms: Anne Rice's Talamasca: The Secret Order (TV 2025)
17 Mar 2026
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Guy gets railed in Jasper's car.
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13 Jun 2026
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(don't you get sick of it?) living in isolation by hepialidaes
Fandoms: Anne Rice's Talamasca: The Secret Order (TV 2025)
16 Apr 2026
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“I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I can fix it! Please don’t look at it, it’s so ugly. I don’t know how—I just—I’m sorry!” He’s hyperventilating, there’s hardly any oxygen actually entering his body as his vision turns blurry around the edges. He doesn’t want to look at it, he wants to tear it to shreds, he wants to curl up in it and be left alone.
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13 Jun 2026
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Where Spiders Go by maximumtrash
Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
19 Jun 2025
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The closer they become, the more she tries to distance herself, and the more suspicious he is of her.
Thoughts turn to floods. Words become shrouded. Touches become weapons, a storm of arrows raining on her mind at night, spearing her with the want to give him what he wants. To follow him to his room at night. To step close and trickle a hand down his chest; to be a waterfall pooling at his hips.
Hazard zone.
With the responsibility of leading the New Avengers weighing on her, Yelena can only hope she's strong enough to save the people who need saving. She faces her fears by emptying mags and pushing her body to oblivion. That's always the plan.
Half a year is how long it takes for Yelena to be afraid of what Bob means to her. She's pretty sure fighting isn't her best option anymore.
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09 Jun 2026
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A Canvas of Bad Memories by BiBob (Barnable)
Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Marvel Cinematic Universe
06 Jun 2025
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“Please, everyone has a scar on their side. Raise your hand if you have a scar on your side.”
Bob did not realize how his participation could backfire on him until every single person in the room raised their hand and somehow, he was the one they all looked at. He slowly lowered his hand back down to his lap, dropped his gaze to his book as if he hadn’t paid attention to their banter at all. Unfortunately, he was not half as subtle as he wished to be.
The odds of everyone raising their hands were high, which was why Bob joined in—he expected it to be funny. He did not expect the joke to be thrown back at him when John said, “All right, if Bob’s scar is cooler than mine, I’ll concede.”
The Thunderbolts start comparing their scars and Bob starts spiraling.
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- Part 1 of Signs of Survival
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Just Do the Thing by BiBob (Barnable)
Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Marvel Cinematic Universe
09 May 2025
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One day, tired of the arguments and tired of always doing the dishes, Bucky proposed a solution: everyone would be responsible for doing the dishes on one day of the week. It was a simple answer to a simple problem that worked for everyone.
Except Bob.
The dishes were a big thing for Bob.
On Tuesday, Bob is supposed to wash the dishes. On Tuesday, Bob does not wash the dishes.
Or: Five times Bob could not finish the dishes and one time he did.
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09 Jun 2026