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    “Fuck it. It wasn’t fair.
    Of course it wasn’t, and Shane knew that since Ilya loved him just as much, he was probably feeling all of this too, just… well.”

    Or: Shane finds out just how much is Ilya hiding from him and does his best to help.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    Ilya has a depressive episode during the season following their summer at the cottage. Cliff decides to ask Jane if she can help. And then by the time Shane makes it to Boston he's got a whole new plan to share with his boyfriend.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    Shane would have never imagined himself to ever love the evening more than any morning. But like most things relating to Ilya, time had a way of flipping Shane’s idealities on their head. And, unsurprising to no one, he fell a little more in love with his husband with each passing night.

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    or: five times shane and ilya spend quality time together before bed, and one time where their routine includes someone else.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    ilya rozanov (real) @rozy81
    shane is asleep so i can do this now everyone get your questions ready i will be answering them while my husband is sleeping

    ilya rozanov (real) @rozy81
    i only see lots of tweets freaking out about me under blankets can you please ask questions twitter people. i have to do this before shane or harris are awake otherwise i will be #dead

    ILYA ROZANOV UPDATES @ilyarozanovupdates
    @rozy81 is currently active and and answering questions on twitter.

    ILYA ROZANOV UPDATES @ilyarozanovupdates
    and terrorising the entirety of stantwt, it seems 😭

    or, ilya rozanov being a menace on twitter.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    kiara <3 @shaneshole
    shane hollander really locked down that slut of a man oh my god. i'm sobbing what the fuck

    yaz @hollzyhollander
    y'all if you want hollander to answer your questions you best include ilya in it 😭 he won't even look at your tweet twice otherwise man is #downbad

    shiv's wife @numberoneboy
    he just. he just logged in talked about ilya the whole time posted a bunch of absolutely devastating wholesome pictures and logged out. shane motherfucking hollander, everybody 😭

    or, shane hollander being wholesome on stantwt.

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    20 Jul 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 96

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    lily: your eyes, shane
    prettiest things i’ve ever seen

    jane: oh

    lily: yes, very much
    everyone has eyes
    but you are so good at having them my love

    jane: i’m good at having eyes?

    lily: yes. they are so perfect
    big and warm like soup

    jane: soup??? my eyes are like soup?????

    or, ilya's in love with shane and he's sappy (and horny) about it.

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    20 Jul 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 70

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    Shane almost startles himself half to death when he looks up and Ilya’s standing there, glaring at him. 

    “Jesus Christ,” Shane swears, slamming his laptop closed. “Ilya. What the fuck?” 

    “Woke up and you are not in bed,” Ilya glares at him, blanket draped over his shoulders. His curls are sticking up in every direction, nose red, and he looks adorable, completely ruining the point of his hazy glaring.  

    “Sorry, baby,” Shane says, biting back a smile. He puts his laptop on the side table, sitting up to make place for Ilya on the couch. “Why’re you up?”

    “I told you,” Ilya grumbles, shuffling forward. “Woke up. Bed empty. No boyfriend.” 

    or, ilya can't fall asleep without shane anymore.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    Oh. He’s ducking under the covers, under Ilya’s shirt, crawling up until he’s fully inside it—head pillowed safely on Ilya’s chest. The love that rushes through Ilya feels catastrophic, and he chokes with it. “Shane,” his voice trembles. Ilya pulls him closer, always closer. “Shane.” 

    Shane makes a high, soft noise in his throat, burrowing deeper into Ilya—almost like he’s trying to crawl inside Ilya’s body. Ilya would let him, if it were possible. Would carve out a place for Shane within himself, offer it with his bruised and bloody palms. Here, all of this—is for you. Shane makes that noise again—soft, pleading, like a whine—and Ilya succumbs, is helpless to. 

    He recognises it for the wordless plea it is, and gives Shane exactly what he wants. “Shanebug,” Ilya says softly, and Shane melts into his chest, every last string holding him up cut. “I love you.” 

    —a nickname, and all the love that comes with it.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    “I was,” Ilya waves at the clothes, flushing pink. “Cutting tags.” 

    It’s Shane’s turn to blink at him. “Tags?” 

    “Yes,” Ilya says, rubbing his nose. God, it’s unfair how good he looks—wearing Shane’s old hoodie, curls flopping over his forehead and blushing pink. “Did not think you would come back so early. I was going to finish and put them all back before you noticed.” 

    Shane stares at him. “Why?” he asks, soft. 

    “You don’t like them,” Ilya shrugs, like it’s simple. 

    Ilya’s cutting off the tags from his clothes because Shane doesn’t like them. Ilya, who in all the years Shane has known him, has never once seemed bothered by them. 

    “Yesterday,” Ilya explains, reaching over the bed and dropping the scissors on the bedside table, next to a pile of cut off tags. So many of them. “You were pulling at collar. Like this,” Ilya tugs at the collar of his own shirt, mirroring what Shane did for probably a millisecond yesterday.

    “You saw that?” Shane asks, awestruck. Fucking hell. 

    or, ilya rozanov is deeply, deeply in love with shane hollander. the one where ilya rozanov is the loverboy of all time.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    harris makes ilya record a lunch unboxing video for the centaurs' social media, and the internet loses its mind over the fact that shane packs his lunch for him

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    20 Jul 2026

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    Next we have some cucumber slices with crackers and ranch. Moy lyubuv likes to cut the cucumber into fun shapes like I am baby because I am his baby," Ilya says proudly with a smile on his face. "Today, he cut them into cute little hearts because he loves me so much. He makes the ranch with greek yogurt because 'is healthier,' but it actually tastes pretty good, so I cannot complain. Better than some things my shanya creates," Ilya says with a shudder. "He fed me hummus cookies one time, and now I do not trust his baking. Must watch him make sweet treats so he does not put beans in them. Who puts beans in cookies?!?!" Ilya shouts in indignation. Harris can already tell people are gonna have a field day with this once he posts it. They always lose their minds when either Shane or Ilya mention each other in videos or appear in videos together.

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    Shane Hollander doesn't fight. That's what everyone always says. But that doesn't mean that he can't, when someone fucks with what matters.

    During Shane’s first season as a Centaur, he learns to ignore it when the Metros start throwing chirps his way. But when one of them goes after his husband in the one way that could actually hurt him, Shane handles it the logical way: he drops his gloves. (And later, he drops to his knees.)

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    20 Jul 2026

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    Collection of fics set post The Long Game (book 6)

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    20 Jul 2026

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    After nearly two hours there, Ilya can confidently say that his husband— the one Shane Hollander— is drunk. Shane who doesn’t usually ever drink. Shane who usually opts for just a ginger ale. Shane who has had far less drinks than Ilya has, or most of the team for that matter. Shane who is definitely drunk but a very cute drunk.

    He knows Shane is drunk because at some point he came over to Ilya and hasn’t left his side since. That alone doesn’t tell Ilya that Shane is drunk but what does is that Shane has been super clingy and touchy with him all night. 

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    Shane gets drunk at the Centaurs Stanley Cup win party and is not shy with the PDA— or the dance moves he apparently possesses.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    Ilya likes the photo and opens the comments to see what people are already saying and to leave his own comment. The first comment he sees is from Pike. The post has been up for two minutes and he’s already in Shane’s comments.

    haydenpikeofficial: what a smoke show 👅

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    Hayden ragebaits Ilya in Shane’s comment section.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    This made him realize something else about himself— something he’s never felt before, something he never thought he’d be. Ilya realized just how possessive he is over Shane and their marriage.

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    5 times Ilya marks Shane and 1 time Shane marks Ilya aka the hickey fic

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    20 Jul 2026

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    Ilya pulls back just enough to press their foreheads together, knocking their noses in a lazy nuzzle. He doesn’t say anything, but his cheeks are burnt red in the middle (last bits) of the night, and Shane wants to taste the colour of his blush. He wants the heat in his mouth of how crazy he makes Ilya, swallow it down to live with his own crazy while he hopes the dock breaks off from the land and they drift off into sea and just get to be this forever and ever.

    “No?” Shane whispers, “did I get it wrong? You are not my baby?” He asks then because he can’t help but tease, because he wants to hear Ilya ask for what he wants, he wants to give Ilya anything he can. He wants to give Ilya this. He wants it to be theirs, baby, to say it without it hurting as much as it hums.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    Shane: I'm begging you to stop texting like the rookies
    Ilya: why? I'm young and hip
    Shane: Please never say that again

    Glimpses into Shane and Ilya's phones after they got married and Shane joined the centaurs.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    And Ilya does come back, still avoiding Shane's eyes. Takes off his ring and gets his charger and just as he was stepping out of the room, hand on the handle – because he knows Shane only sleeps when the door is closed – Shane finally speaks up. 

     

    “Can I at least have a goodnight kiss?”

     

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    Shane and Ilya's first big fight as a married couple.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    How social media reacts to Shane and Ilya’s attempts at a soft launch a.k.a. @realhollanov being the only one to pick up what they’re putting down and going insane because of it.

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    5 times Shane and Ilya soft launched and the one time they hard launched (and the internet’s reactions)

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    19 Jul 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 77

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    i dont have a summary for this i just felt like writing something cathartic for my good friend shane hollander who i am normal about because he deserves to go crazy style sometimes

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    3,281

    19 Jul 2026

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