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    “I am out for the season?”

    “Probably."

    “Are you by any chance looking for a trophy husband?”

    “Ilya.”

    “Yes? No?”

    “It’s one season, Ilya, we’re not—it’s bad because you’re hurting, not because—I’m not letting this fuck anything up for us, okay? We’ll figure something out,” Shane says, resolutely.

    or, you know what they say about the best laid plans

    ilya’s first year in ottawa looks a little different than originally planned, maybe sort of because he ends up spending it recovering a broken leg in his boyfriend’s apartment, but probably mostly because he meets jackie pike

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    01 Jun 2026

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    I am out for the season?”

    “Probably."

    “Are you by any chance looking for a trophy husband?”

    “Ilya.”

    “Yes? No?”

    “It’s one season, Ilya, we’re not—it’s bad because you’re hurting, not because—I’m not letting this fuck anything up for us, okay? We’ll figure something out,” Shane says, resolutely.

    or, you know what they say about the best laid plans

    ilya’s first year in ottawa looks a little different than originally planned, maybe sort of because he ends up spending it recovering a broken leg in his boyfriend’s apartment, but probably mostly because he meets jackie pike

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    Sasha has seen plenty of pictures of Ilya’s husband of course, on Ilya and Sveta’s socials, and in the media. He is, unfairly, even more attractive in person, though he holds himself just as awkwardly as he does in photos.

    “Very pretty,” Sasha says. “You know it’s not usually my preference, but I’d fuck him.”

    “Careful, Sasha,” Ilya says.

    “You used to be happy to share,” Sasha tells him. “Are you worried he would be up for it? Green isn’t a good colour on you, Ilyusha.”

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    Or, five times Shane and Ilya show jealousy in front of others, and one time they keep it between themselves.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    He blinks at her. “My best friend hates him. It kills me, it hurts me.”

    His eyes get even bigger, even darker, pleading.

    Of course Ilya was lost to those eyes the second he first looked into them. She can see it clearly. Ilya has always had a weakness for the soft things he so rarely got to have. A pet bunny his father dumped in the forest. A teddy bear his asshole brother gutted while Ilya and Svetlana watched, crying and powerless. Shane Hollander, sometime back when they were only just on the cusp of being Hollander and Rozanov.

    “You wouldn’t want him to hurt like that, would you?” Hollander asks. “I know he gets sad. Do we need to make it worse by not getting along?”

    Svetlana’s never particularly enjoyed sweet things. She recognises manipulation when she sees it, even if Ilya might not. Of course, Hollander is where he is in the sport, is who he is to the sport. No one gets there without at least a little ruthlessness, be it buried ever so deep.

    “Look,” she says. “You want to speak plainly?”

    “Yes, please,” he says.

    “Fine. You’re making him move to Ottawa. His career will never recover, even if he makes them good. He could win so much if he signed with a better team, and you’re not letting him.”

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    Shane and Ilya do the viral "What's In My Bag?" trend with Vogue.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    5 times Shane stood up for Ilya in private and one time he was allowed to do it outright (plus one time he defended Ilya from himself).

    Companion piece out now! Click the next button for the series and it will be there, or go to my profile and click on "everything good in life comes back to you" :)

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    01 Jul 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov hasn't known what it is like to be loved since his mother died. Enter Shane Hollander, who is determined to love Ilya in every way possible.

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    Ilya's preferred love languages, in order.

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