yourinsomnia

by http://castledust.livejournal.com/



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  1. Summary

    Taking favorite fandom tropes/prompts and remixing/adapting them for Andreil.

    All stories in this series are an AU of some sort, unrelated & can be read in any order :)

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    A crossover between two of my Andreil universes (& perhaps more later down the line)

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    His outstretched glove hangs there, frozen, as the noise of the arena mutates into a ringing buzz. Then he’s moving, pushed away by Marlow, and then Boston’s goalie. There’s a flurry of movement, a trainer with a towel, more blood dripping onto the ice, and he just. Stands there. Staring.

    Ilya is helped off the ice. Shane doesn’t even tap his stick.

    Remember when Sidney Crosby caught a puck with his jaw? That doesn't happen to Shane. That happens to Ilya.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    A few too many seconds of freefall and Andrew couldn’t keep his mouth shut. He should have shut down, locking his emotions in for only him to know about. Instead when the plane leveled out, Andrew spoke the weighty words that others threw around casually. Words neither of them had ever said.

    During heavy turbulence, Andrew accidentally says I love you. Even though they fly back home tomorrow, he’s still not ready to talk about it.

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    08 Jun 2026

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     “I need your help.” 

    Ilya peers up again and raises an eyebrow. He pauses the video he was watching. “With?” 

    Shane fidgets. “I, uh… I can’t– I mean, I can but I’m not very good– Fuck, listen, just– Ineedyoutohelpmewithsex.” 

    A pause. A long pause. Ilya blinks a couple of times, mouth twitching at the corners. Then,

    “You need me to teach you how to fuck your girl, Hollander?”

    Shane needs help satisfying his girlfriend, Jessica. He turns to his roommate, Ilya, for help.

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    11 May 2026

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    Connor leads Hudson into the men’s restroom. It is a single stall. The second they both step inside, Connor locks the door and pushes Hudson against it.

    “Thought you had to pee,” Hudson says, pressed up against the wood, Connor’s hand on his chest keeping him in place.

    “Thought you had a girlfriend,” Connor shoots back. His tone mean, making it obvious that it is something he had been thinking about for a while.

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    Hudson and Connor go a little too far a little too publically at the Met Gala’s after-party. Hudson crashes out about it the day after.

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    11 May 2026

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    Boston University.

    Shane Hollander: Junior, 21, player for the Boston University Terriers, and majoring in Human Physiology.

    Ilya Rozanov: Junior, 21, player for the Boston University Terriers, and majoring in finance.

    Shane and Ilya work well together on the ice, but there is no confusion that they aren't fans of each other. Shane is constantly fed up with Ilya showing up late and not taking things as seriously as him. Ilya likes to tease him, but he always puts his all in during games. It’s been like this since they started two and half year ago.

    Midway through the fall semester, Ilya takes a bad hit and is taken off the ice during the game. Shane comes up with an unorthodox solution to fulfill Ilya's physical needs while he recovers, and Shane's academic needs for extra credit.

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    AKA giving your teammate blow jobs so he doesn't re-injure his knee and can play hockey is a perfectly reasonable thing to do.

    *SMAU previously uploaded to twitter, now uploaded here for ease of reading*

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    27 Apr 2026