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    “You know,” Shane says to the nobody nearby that definitely doesn’t exist, “You don’t need to hit pause every time I do something mildly interesting.”

    The forest noise swells around him in a great gust of birdsong and tree branch rustling, as if the woods are huffing a laugh at him under their breath. Shane still doesn’t believe in fairytales or spirits, but he’s starting to think that maybe there is a personality to this place. He stops in his tracks at the thought.

    “I’m fucking losing it,” he whispers to himself. “That has to be what this is.”

    There’s something in the woods.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    “Just-” Ilya starts, intending to tease, the offer of a massage more about getting Hollander back in a more relaxed headspace than anything else, but then the wire-tight tension in the muscles under his fingers registers, and he frowns, pressing testingly before making a noise of disapproval. “Fuck, Hollander, you are secretly doing crime or what?”

    “What?” Hollander asks, confused, starting to lift his head before Ilya pushes it back down absently, focused now on feeling out the knots Hollander seems to be completely made of. He’s felt tension in Hollander’s shoulders before, usually during coaxing little squeezes while coaching him through learning how to deep throat, but he’s always written it off as nerves from learning something new.

    Now he wonders if Hollander is just nerves, period.

    (the "ilya massages shane" fic inspired by hudson saying that playing shane made him sore because he was so tense all the time)

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    02 Jul 2026

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    Sometimes life came at you with a clenched fist and Ilya had never figured out how to duck.

    So here he was, twenty-eight years old, single, dealing with the fallout from injuries given to him by the game he loved, and the second youngest assistant coach in the league to one of the worst teams. Stability was hard to come by, but he was managing.

    Then along came Shane Hollander to knock him on his ass, one more time.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    Hi Ilya,

    My name is Shane! I don’t speak Russian, I hope that’s okay. I’m also 25 years old and I love hockey too! So we have some things in common.

    I’ve never written an inmate before. I don’t really know why I’m doing this. I guess I’m lonely. I’m not very good at making friends or dating. I think maybe I can be a bit awkward in person, but I’m good at writing. So I hope that’s okay.

    or Shane Hollander finds Ilya Rozanov on WriteAPrisoner.com and sends him an email.

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    30 Jun 2026

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    Ilya is not going to steal Shane Hollander's dog. That would be illegal. And wrong. And someone would probably find out and make Ilya give him back.

    So. Not stealing.

    But there is nothing wrong with giving Chernysh all the pats and treats that he deserves, is there?

    Nothing wrong with encouraging Chernysh to spend more and more time at Ilya's house until he doesn't even remember who Hollander is.

    Because Hollander is stupid and boring and does not deserve a dog as good as Chernysh. No, he doesn't, does he? Because Chernysh is the best boy in the whole world, yes he is.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    “Please,” he says finally, voice breaking as he gives in. “Fuck, please, Rozanov, I’m gonna—”

    Rozanov pulls all the way back, mouth releasing his cock with a noise that makes Shane’s hips rock up into nothing.

    “Rozanov,” he begs again.

    “Hmm?” Rozanov asks, kissing Shane’s shaking thigh gently. “You need something?”

    “You— fuck— you said I could come,” Shane says, trying to keep the accusatory note out of his voice.

    “Mhm. When you say my name, yes?”

    “I did!” Shane insists, just a hint of a whine in his tone now. Rozanov smirks at him.

    “Oh, sweetheart,” he says. “My first name.”

    OR:

    Ilya does something a little different on tuna melt day.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    There’s a game here, he can feel it in the tension between them, building since Ilya laid out his clothes on the bed. Shane doesn’t know the rules but he wants to win. Sometimes Ilya makes up rules that Shane can pick up on, that give him a chance to win and be rewarded. Sometimes Ilya just likes to watch Shane struggle and lose. Shane doesn’t know what it’s going to be tonight but his blood is already buzzing with anticipation.

    or in which ilya pushes shane until he breaks just so that he can put the pieces back together. what shane becomes is a surprise to both of them

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    25 Jun 2026

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    Based on a tumblr post by @hardlyhinged:

    "At some point early on Ilya teasingly gets Shane a dildo and despite being unamused by Ilya’s joke, does start using it. It’s surprisingly high quality and quickly becomes Shane’s go to whenever they’re apart. It isn’t until many years later when they’re actually together that Shane learns the dildo is a cast of Ilya’s dick and he’s been fucking himself on his boyfriend’s cock this entire time

    Anyways Shane gets dp by Ilya and the dildo."

    Early in their not-relationship, Ilya buys Shane a dildo. Years later, he discovers it when they're at The Cottage.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    In which Ilya comes back to room fourteen ten.

     

    Canon divergent from, and following directly after, s01e01 when Ilya leaves Shane's hotel room. Contains Ilya being a provocative dick, Shane being unable to resist rising (ha) to it, too much discussion of chicken, some David Attenborough, Shane negotiating his feelings and interpersonal relationships with all his classic suavity and skill, and as much sex as two nineteen year old professional athletes can fit into one evening.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    Shane goes for a massage.

     

    Russian translation available here

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    25 Jun 2026

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    “Hollander’s Metros have had a challenging few years, with back-to-back knee injuries and a concussion keeping the two-time Stanley Cup winner and Olympic gold medalist off the ice for three consecutive postseason runs. Hollander is apparently back to fighting trim, but everyone’s wondering if that will still be true come April. The Metros have promised that they’re behind their franchise star one hundred percent, but there are signs they might be hedging their bets. The Metros announced last week that they have penned a deal with San Francisco’s dynamic young Russian star, center Ilya Rozanov. The move has sent shockwaves through MLH, as San Francisco was widely expected to sign a contract extension with Rozanov, who became a restricted free agent in June.”

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    24 Jun 2026

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    Ilya is plummeting to his death when he closes his eyes, heart full of regret.

    When he opens them in what feels like just a second later, he is standing outside a rink in Regina, Saskatchewan. There’s a banner on the building across the street:

    World Junior Hockey Championship 2009.

    What?

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    23 Jun 2026

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    Then like an anomaly in one of his datasets, a green OPEN tag appears next to one of the restaurants. Shane squints his eyes, having difficulty seeing properly without his glasses.

    Irina's Kitchen
    4.02 stars
    3 reviews

    Shane doesn't bother reading them. He taps on the website and waits for it to load. Only to be met with error.

    Sighing he exits the page and keeps on scrolling. Nothing that is open catches his interest and the rest are closed. He's wondering how stale celery would taste dipped in pickle juice when his eyes land on Irina's Kitchen once more.

    There's a phone number under the address. Shane bites his lower lip and wonders if he should call.

    A woman with an accented voice picks up after the 5th ring.

    “Hello?”

    “Uh, hey, are you guys still open?”

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    23 Jun 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 65

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    “Can’t stop thinking ‘bout how hot it is,” Hollander said. “If you fucked me like this.”
    Ilya’s pulse jumped in his throat. “Fuck,” he moaned.
    “Yeah, ‘cause I can’t really move. ‘Nd I don’t really know — maybe I wouldn’t really know wha’s happening. But it’d be okay, ‘cause it’s you,” Hollander said, as if the gravity of those words weren’t nearly unbearable.
    “Hollander, fuck,” Ilya said as arousal coiled, hot and tight, in his stomach. “You want me to fuck you when you’re drunk?”
    “Yeah,” Hollander said. “‘Cause normally — normally I can take you, y’know?”
    “Take me?” Ilya echoed.
    “Yeah,” Hollander said, huffing, sounding a little offended even though Ilya had just wanted clarification. “Push you off ‘nd stuff. Stop you. If I wanna. But I don’t wanna. I just. I have no control right now, y’know? You could do anything, and I’d —” Hollander swallowed, thick and audible through the phone. “I’d trust you. I’d just be so —“ His next words shook. “Helpless. You could just… take. What you want. Anything you want. Everything. I wouldn’t even matter.”

    Shane calls Ilya while drunk.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander has a laundry list of problems at any given time, and being a vampire (while keeping it a secret) is pretty consistently at the top of the list.

    His top problem right now, though? How much he really wants to sink his teeth into Ilya Rozanov, in every possible way.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    Life feels so chaotic for Shane sometimes, with all the loud noises and the unwritten rules he’s expected to follow, even though no one ever taught them to him. It’s why the bookstore feels more like home to him than anywhere else in Boston. It doesn’t ask Shane to be anything other than himself. Doesn’t ask for any more than he can give.

    He can just exist here.

    Shane likes slow, likes taking his time. And Ilya - without saying or doing anything in particular - makes Shane feel like that’s okay. Like he isn’t doing anything wrong by standing still sometimes.

    (Or, Shane works in a bookstore, Ilya plays hockey, and they both go to the same college. They fall in love in every universe.)

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    21 Jun 2026

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    “Ilya, what are we gonna do?” Shane says.

    Ilya finishes whatever he has been doing on his phone, and tosses it gently to the bed beside him. He crosses the room to Shane, stands in front of him, squeezes into his shoulders with his big hands, rubbing them like he means to warm them up.

    “Looks like we will have a little vacation,” he says, with a big obnoxious grin.

     


     

    Boston and Montreal are sent to Paris to play against each other in an exhibition series in January 2017. Ilya and Shane decide to stay in Paris for one more night. Just one more night, so they can talk. Maybe finally understand each other.

    They aren't expecting a volcano to erupt in Iceland and close all the airspace in Europe, leaving them stranded there. Together.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander learns there are both pros and cons to accidentally adopting a kitten with your situationship.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    If Ilya Rozanov was set to be branded for life in the space above his butt crack, he was damn well going to pay a premium for it.

    Booking with one of the most exclusive tattoo studios in North America was the easy bit.

    Having his brain melted into oblivion by Shane Hollander’s steady hands and even steadier voice was decidedly not part of the plan.

    Or, the one where tattoo artist Shane is very good at giving instructions.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    *Hello, Shane.*

    “What the fuck are you-”

    *Resist if you want, Shane,* a voice purred from the machine, smooth and accented - something Slavic, maybe. It’s deep, obviously a man’s voice. *But resistance is disobedience, and disobedience earns punishment.*

    -

    Shane Hollander wakes, trapped, and struggles to resist a mysterious machine that seems intent on programming him into an obedient cock addict. The machine will force him into obedience using whatever means necessary.

    He resists, but eventually, he's not strong enough to fight it. Maybe it's easier to be obedient.

    Maybe he wants to be a good boy.

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    read the tags, dd:dne, dldr <3

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    19 Jun 2026

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