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    “Ilya,” Hollander breathes, which—Ilya isn’t sure Hollander has ever called him by his first name. Surely he has sometime in seven years of acquaintance? But the sound of it is novel, unfamiliar. 

    And far from unpleasant. 

    Then Hollander says, “Baby,” and Ilya knows for certain that he’s never called Ilya that, because it takes the air right out of Ilya’s lungs and makes his guts twist and fuck, he would have remembered if Hollander had ever called him that. Especially in that reverent tone. 

    It’s nice. 

    Ilya doesn't remember being married to Shane Hollander. Probably, he should tell someone.

    He decides not to.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    Well we don’t get a full memory by the end but I’d like to imagine the little pieces keep filling in until they are all there! 1st shelf I would say

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    in which Hayden Pike knows exactly what his best mate likes to do in bed with his husband. No! It's not- it's not like that. Just- hear him out, okay?

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    it is exactly like that: Hayden thinks that the sexual preferences of Shane Hollander are obviously exactly what he thinks they are. Except he is, of course, entirely wrong about it.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    3rd shelf

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    “You liked that didn’t you?” Shane said with a smug little expression on his face.

    Really too many people called Ilya an asshole when Shane was just as bad, or worse. Shane just hid it better, because Canada’s perfect golden boy could do no wrong.

    Ilya moved to cross his arms over his chest and lean back against the headboard, hating how it put even more space between them, but not being able to let Shane think he was right.

    “I don’t know what you are talking about.”

    “Sure you don't, baby.”

    Ilya was definitely not starting to turn the slightest shade of red.
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    Or: Ilya Rozanov learns he is in fact, Shane Hollander's baby.
    Chapter 2: Everyone else in their lives learns he is too.

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    2nd shelf maybe

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    This question is what finally breaks something in Shane and the tears that he has been fighting back begin to spill over. Why is it that these two people that he barely even knows are able to show him more compassion than his own teammate. They have no obligation to him but they are taking time they should be using to celebrate with their own team to try and help Shane. The tears pick up and start racing down his cheeks. Shane brings a hand up to his mouth trying to quiet the sobs that are escaping his lips.

    He vaguely hears Troy say, “Nice going Hazy you made him cry!” Only for Wyatt to quickly respond in a sharp tone.

    “That’s not helpful Troy,”

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    Well, it is indeed a cat.

    A morbidly fleshy, sack of skin, bones, and fat sort of cat. Ilya’s never seen anything like it. He’s seen cats that were overtly fluffy, some who were much too fat for what their bones could handle. He’s seen cats who had pearls for eyes and coat patterns that never seemed possible.

    But never in his life has he seen a cat who has nothing at all. No fur, nothing that makes the cat a furry feline friend. This cat is simply skin and wrinkles, like someone had decided they wanted to try and make a human baby cat hybrid. Its fat is all in the wrong places, pudgy at its stomach yet lean around its limbs. Its neck is just wrinkles, there is no smoothness to it.

    “Shane— malysh, that is not a cat.”

    or, when Shane and Ilya finally agree on getting a cat, Ilya is expecting a docile, furry feline who wants to cuddle with him all day long. He’s greeted by the complete opposite and Shane doesn’t see the issue.

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    Literally forgot ab the porkchop memes until this popped up BAHAH