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    “You refuse to talk to Bee. If today was any indication, I’d say you cannot afford to continue going on without talking to her.”
    “I’m not talking to her,” Neil said resolutely.
    “Then we’re at an impasse. I will not waste my time worrying about a rabbit who will neither call me nor see a therapist for his problems.”


    Basically Neil and Andrew figure out how to help each other through the good and bad days.

     

    Russian Translation: https://ficbook.net/readfic/12988913

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    23 Sep 2025

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    The job had seemed simple enough: available at all times to escort Andrew Minyard wherever he needed to go, keep the paparazzi away, and to not let anyone touch him. Neil was good at his job, but anyone would start to crumble under the pressure of sleeping with their boss, especially when said boss is one of the most popular exy players in the league.

    Not to mention Neil’s past, which keeps threatening to consume him.

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    20 Sep 2025

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    alvarez91: guys have you seen the new article about jean
    lailah: NO tell me what's in it
    alvarez91: i want you to imagine the most 'no homo' statement ever by a student athlete. and then i want you to imagine there's a two page spread written in that style.

    (or; jean and jeremy are no homo'd beyond belief by the press, the fans go wild, and somehow neil josten appears.)

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    18 Sep 2025

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    “Who are you?” Wymack says gruffly, but in a tone that Neil doesn’t think is accusatory.

    “This is Neil,” Allison says, appearing from somewhere else, managing, somehow, not to look ruffled in the least despite running around all morning. “He’s been running the lights, and he’s brilliant.”

    “I didn’t give you the job.”

    “No,” Neil responds, after a slight hesitation.

    “We needed an extra set of hands, and Neil was outside.”

    “He’s a stray?” Wymack asks, and Allison nods. “Of course he is. You the one who’s been making Minyard actually play his part occasionally?”

    Neil shrugs, then nods. He doesn’t really think anyone can make Andrew Minyard do anything, but the statement is more true than not.

    “Huh,” Wymack says. “Alright. You let me know if you need anything, and see if you can convince him to act rather than just speak.”

    “Pretty tall order,” Neil mutters.

    Wymack snorts out a laugh. “Don’t I know it.”

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    17 Sep 2025

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    “You’ll probably never meet them,” his mother said one day at a diner in Texas. It caught him off guard.

    “What?”

    “You’ll probably never meet them,” she repeated, nodding in the direction of the lilac bruise splashed across his forearm. “Your soulmate. You’ll most likely never live that long.”

    “I know,” he said, and hoped that she believed him.

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    In which bruises and scars from your soulmate appear on your skin, and both Neil and Andrew paint each other like a canvas.

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    17 Sep 2025

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    He hops into the kitchen on one foot, catching his mother before she carries the bowl of peas she’s holding into the dining room.

    “Jeremy?” Her eyebrows pull together in concern at the look on his face. “What is it?”

    “I don’t know,” he says, sticking out his foot. “I think it’s my soul mate?”

    --

     

    In which bruises and scars from your soulmate appear on your skin, and Jeremy's skin is a myriad of colored stains.

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    17 Sep 2025

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    Neil has this friend that's crazy interested in his best friend, Andrew. He thinks he's smart, talented, funny, handsome - but despite what Neil says, Andrew doesn't seem the slightest bit interested in meeting this guy whatsoever. Even his friends all think this friend isn't compatible with Andrew, and it gets to the point where Neil himself starts believing it's true.

    The only problem is...there is no 'friend'. Or rather, the 'friend' is Neil.

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    17 Sep 2025

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    He saw the duffel.
    It was battered all to hell and the strap was nearly torn from the bag, but it still glowed almost neon in the darkening night and streetlamp glare. Neil would never…
    He dropped to his knees beside it and rifled through it, looking for any sign, any clue as to where Neil might have run. Nothing, nothing, nothing. Until his fingers found the keyring. Until he found the phone.

    Andrew's perspective on the Binghamton riot and the walking tragedy that is Neil Josten.

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    12 Mar 2025

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    Andrew and the Idiotic, Thirsty, Ill-advised, Very Off-Limits Crush on his College Roommate's Younger Brother.

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    12 Mar 2025

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    11 Mar 2025

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    Neil is nothing and everything all at once, the entire universe for Andrew, however small of a universe that is. Even Aaron is starting to see it, though the pieces still don't line up.

    And Andrew is trying to convince Aaron that he's never jealous? Yeah right. You don't spend your entire life being denied, being hurt, going through foster care with nothing to call your own only to be okay with someone else trying to take the one bright piece of life you call yours.

    Or, Aaron is done with Andrew's shit and makes it his job to prove his brother wrong.

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    22 Oct 2024

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    Neil gets drugged at Eden's. Again. They get him back quickly, but the parallels fuck with everyone and reveal what happened with Nicky the first time around.

     But Andrew remains flawed, so doesn’t know anything is happening until he hears Nicky gasp. Nicky makes a lot of unnecessary noises, so this one isn’t especially concerning—not until Nicky’s hand flashes out to grip Andrew’s arm and he says, “Andrew,” with such strained urgency that Andrew’s head erupts into a riot of alarms.

     He follows Nicky’s pointed finger and sees, through the thick forest of bodies, Neil. With some guy. Kissing. He’s out of his stool almost before he can consciously register the scene, leaving the scarred black metal toppling to the ground behind him and shoving into the crowd. Something is very wrong. Neil had been too still. Too loose. An unstringed puppet. Andrew knows what Neil looks like when he wants to kiss someone, and that—that isn’t it.

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    19 Oct 2024

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    I mean, what else could Nicky have done when he spotted Andrew smiling at the hot guy making his coffee?

    Not meddle?

    Not get all the Foxes on board?

    It's like you don't even know him.

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    19 Oct 2024

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    Andrew and Neil were never going to be a normal couple but for some reason this is really hard for people to understand.

    Or: five times people questioned Andrew and Neil’s relationship (+1 time they didn’t give them a reason to)

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    19 Oct 2024

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    The rise and fall of the Minyard-Josten Rivalry.


    Usually when Neil starts shit in a post-game press interview, he does it on purpose. This time, he really just meant for it to be a joke.

    “How do you feel about the possibility of ending up on a team with a former Fox teammate?” is the next question.

    “Great,” Neil answers, sincere. “I would love to play with Matt or Kevin again.”

    “What about Minyard? Would you sign with Atlanta?”

    Neil says, “Andrew? He’s a nightmare.”

    He knows it’s a joke. His team knows it’s a joke. Andrew will know it’s a joke.

    The press does not seem to know that it’s a joke.

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    18 Oct 2024

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    He flips Neil’s phone open and scrolls through the call history. It’s not a long list; his own name is at the bottom, then there’s a call from Nicky one from Dan. There’s an outgoing call from Neil’s phone to Andrew’s – that day they went to Atlanta – and one to a number that isn’t saved but that Andrew recognises as Bee’s.

    And then there’s a call from an unknown number, no more than an hour ago.

    He wants to call it. He wants to call it and demand where Neil is, wants to find out whoever the number belongs to and bash their head into a wall, break every bone in their body until Neil is back with them.

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    18 Oct 2024

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    The Foxes make a bet: will Neil really be able to tell Aaron and Andrew apart if Aaron is deliberately impersonating his twin?

    Or, Aaron Minyard's adventures in identity theft.

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    18 Oct 2024

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    Andrew has a nightmare about losing Neil, so Neil spends the rest of the night in Andrew's bed. The next morning, no one can find Neil and Andrew is no help.

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    18 Oct 2024

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    “Have you considered the possibility that Neil has chosen you, but believes you have not chosen him?” Renee says. "Have you ever explicitly told him what you want?”

    “Neil knows what I want,” Andrew snaps. This is not Andrew’s fault.

    “How do you know?”

    Because Neil always knows. He is as fluent in Andrew’s micro-expressions as he is in German and French. He knows which head tilts mean “go on” and which ones mean “shut up.” Without ever asking, he learned what it meant to see Andrew wearing double layers of long sleeves, or taking multiple showers in a day, and learned to hand Andrew the car keys.

    That has always been the most terrifying thing about Neil — his patience to wait, watch, listen, learn. The prospect that if Neil were given enough time, there would be no part of Andrew that was just Andrew’s anymore.

    “He has to know,” Andrew says.

    “Does he?” Renee says. “Have you ever known Neil to assume that he is wanted?”

    Five times Neil tells someone that he and Andrew aren’t dating, and one time Andrew uses his words to set the record straight.

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    18 Oct 2024

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    Suits Meme Fill: During a case it comes out that Mike has never had sex, which causes Harvey to develop a slight obsession.

    EDIT June 2026: I do not know where all of you are coming from in TWENTY TWENTY SIX but thanks for the kudos

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    17 May 2024

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