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    Shane can’t–fuck–he can’t think, can’t move, can’t do anything but stare at this photo of Ilya, of Ilya in panties: little black lace panties hidden beneath his lounge clothes, just for Shane to know about, to see.

    Ilya wears a pair of panties. Shane humps a pillow about it.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    He gnaws at the guilt of his own actions the way Anya does her chew toys for days after, Shane clearly picking up on something going on with him but also giving him space to work it over in his head until he’s ready to share.

    Right up until they’re out at team dinner and the two other smokers at the table excuse themselves for a smoke outside and Shane looks to him expectantly-

    -only to frown when Ilya stays where he is.

    (how and why ilya finally gives up smoking)

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    16 Jul 2026

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    “You are planning to rob me or what?” He hears Rozanov call, and he can’t help but smile slightly even as he rolls his eyes, closing the door to the linen closet and feeling strangely lighter than when he opened it, reassured that he’s just trying to read into a blank page, that today doesn’t mean anything more than Rozanov doesn’t mind him being around, which is strangely flattering.

    “I don’t know,” he calls back. “Don’t Russians like diamonds and fur and stuff? Where should I start looking if I want to know what my options are?”

    He hears Rozanov laugh, and it makes him smile.

    When he joins him in the living room once more, Rozanov tugs him down to lean against him again. Shane goes easier this time, settling into it, knowing it doesn’t mean anything other than the fact that he just happens to be the closest warm body, the person on Rozanov’s roster who filled today’s slot.

    (the tuna meltdown doesn't happen) (this does not mean they get ANY better at communication)

    (or: how shane didn't realize he had a boyfriend for several months)

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    16 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 96

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    Shane’s eyes flitted down to his half-empty beer, the condensation soaking his hand. He took a sip, half to have something to do besides avoid Ilya’s stare, half hoping it would provide a little liquid courage. Unfortunately, it had sat for too long, the liquid becoming room temperature, and Shane couldn’t help his grimace as it slid down his throat.

    Ilya, who still hadn’t looked away, let out an amused huff at Shane’s evident misery.

    “Do you want something better?” Ilya’s voice was low, a bit hoarse. Seductive, if Shane had to put a name to it, but that could have been the hopeful part of his brain talking. He only arched an eyebrow in response, not trusting his own voice to carry his words. It seemed to be enough for Ilya. “Follow me.”

    or; shane and ilya's first meeting

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    11 Jul 2026

  5. Rec 90

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    Shane obeyed beautifully, the cherry flaring, and he pulled away after just a couple of seconds. He followed Ilya to a tee, holding his breath and releasing. He barely coughed as the smoke passed his lips.

    Ilya was impressed, and more than a little turned on. “Perfect Shane Hollander, can even hit a joint like a natural.”

    “You’re such an asshole.”

    “Maybe.” Ilya plucked the joint from the other man, taking a long hit and blowing it towards the open window. “But I think you like it.”

    or; shane and ilya smoke weed

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    11 Jul 2026

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    “Show me.” The calm was gone, replaced by a raw, desperate demand. His head dropping to the side as his eyebrows furrowed in frustration. “Shane. Please. I need to see.”

    The want in Ilya’s voice cracked Shane’s resistance wide open. He looked at the floor with his heart hammered so hard he felt dizzy. After a minute that felt like a century, he sighed.

    Hooking his thumbs into the waistband of his gray sweatpants, he tugged them down. Just a few inches. Just enough to reveal the band of the pink lace panties, and the tiny, perfect, pastel bow at the front.

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    Shane finds Ilya's old porno magazines and his mind wonders. Wonders so far that now he's standing in front of his husband in a thrilly pink lingerie set.

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    11 Jul 2026

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    “This is Ilya. Rozanov,” Shane tells the nurse, maybe a little bit louder than necessary. “He’s my teammate. Not anything else.”

    Ilya frowns again. His husband is acting very strangely.

    “Sure, Mr. Hollander,” the nurse says, giving Ilya a wink. “Don’t worry. Your secret is safe with me.”

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    Shane gets some dental work done and forgets he and Ilya are already out. He tries to convince everyone they’re not actually married. He does a pretty terrible job.

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    07 Jul 2026

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    Bile coated his tongue.

    For some reason—a reason very well known to him, though he pretended otherwise—it reminded Ilya of home. It was never a good thing to be reminded of that.

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    Ilya is sick. He learns what it's like to have a family that takes care of him.

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    04 Jul 2026

  9. Public Bookmark *

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    Fuck, he couldn’t let Hollander see him like this.

    An echo of his fathers voice played in his head, “ты слаб, Ilya.” You are weak.
    ——
    Ilya has a hard time accepting help from anyone, especially when he’s sick. Good thing Shane Hollander doesn’t take no for an answer.

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    04 Jul 2026

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    It's Shane's first physical with the Centaurs. He forgets to mention that he typically passes out when he gets blood drawn. Ilya, naturally, freaks out.

    *I forgot to fix the title before posting LMAO pretend it's always been this*

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    04 Jul 2026

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    Shane sends him a text that says 'thinking about your cock' with a picture of his rippling abs, and even though Ilya really appreciates the abs, all he can think about is the faint bruise blooming on Shane's ribs, and whether it hurts him very badly, and whether there's anything Ilya could do to make it hurt less, if he were there. He wants to be there, he realizes. He wants to be there for the rest of his life.

    He has to duck out of the team weight room so he can cough up a fistful of petals.

    So.

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    Or: Ilya gets Hanahaki disease.

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    04 Jul 2026

  12. Public Bookmark *

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    It’s a difficult concept for Shane to grasp, taking up space like that. Birthday parties are always so loud and demanding of everyone’s attention, and Shane doesn’t know how to handle it, always stressed that people don’t actually want to be there or are just patronising him. The idea that people want to get together to celebrate Shane, besides his parents and husband, is completely foreign to him. The idea that his hockey team would show up for his birthday is incomprehensible.

    Or:

    Two birthday wishes Shane makes, and how they come true (and one time Ilya threatens a bunch of ten-year-olds)

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    03 Jul 2026

  13. Public Bookmark *

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    Shane Hollander gets hit on the ice and has to be brought to the hospital.

    This has happened before, and Ilya was there.

    He is there this time as well, but on the same team as his husband. This time, everybody knows it’s the love of his life unconscious on the ice.

    It doesn’t change anything.

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    03 Jul 2026

  14. Rec 94

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    Not to be dramatic, but Jamie usually leaves Manchester City in tears.

    This year, Jamie leaves Manchester City on crutches with a big pink fluffy coat on.

    “You look lovely in it,” Keeley tells him, messing with his hair.

    And Jamie knows he might be a little—read: a lot—high from the painkillers and the adrenaline and finally fucking beating Man City, but he preens like one of those birds with all the feathers. “Thanks, Keeley. It’s very pink.”

    “Thank you,” she says.

    Roy looks between them. “That wasn’t a compliment.”

    “No, it was,” Jamie and Keeley say at the same time.

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    Jamie is a little fucked up after the Man City game, but that's okay.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    “You deserve to cut loose a bit,” said Luca. There’s a pause, the quiet sound of a bench scraper against wood. “There’s a new bar in Nørrebro doing natural wine. They’re having an event tonight. You want to go?”

    (Or, the story of how Marcus spends his last night in Copenhagen with Luca and a bottle of wine.)

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    28 Jun 2026

  16. Public Bookmark *

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    A video of Ilya Rozanov goes insanely viral one weekend. It’s him stopped on a red light, riding one of his bright sportscar, windows down with loud music, singing and bobbing along to Bad Bunny songs, an unlit cig between his lips, blissfully aware smoking (pun intended) hot he looks.

    Few days later, he gets modelling/brand offers he gladly accepts to cure his boredom while Shane is out doing his own brand deals. To get Ilya into the mood, directors let him play his own playlists and do his own thing.

    It breaks the internet.

     

    If there’s one thing that Hayden accidentally outing them Shane is thankful for, it’s the fact that he can now stake his claim on Ilya. He just did not expect it’ll be against most of the internet and a quarter of the league.
    (Greatly inspired by those videos of Connor Storrie dancing during his photoshoots that have not left my mind since I watched them.)

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    27 Jun 2026

  17. Rec *

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    “So, If I am partner of player, does this make me WAG?” Ilya wondered.

    “They’ve yet to make a gender-inclusive acronym, as far as I know,” Shane mumbled. “So, technically, yeah. I guess.” 

    “Mmm, probably has not been issue before,” Ilya mused. “No NHL players with boyfriends before you. No BAGs.” 

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    or, Shane and Ilya’s first time(s) getting to be one another’s biggest fans. (a continuation of dana street)

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    27 Jun 2026

  18. Rec *

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    Shane doesn't know how long they sit there in silence.

    He isn't counting seconds or minutes as the time passes by, quiet and heavy in the dim light of the hotel room. Instead, he counts Ilya's breaths—the ones that tremble and shake against the skin of Shane's neck, the ones that are buried in the fabric of Shane's shirt, the ones that become steadier the longer that Shane holds him as tight as he can.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    It’s strange. He went down hard, but nothing hurts. That might be very bad, if he can’t feel anything at all. But it’s not that. He can feel things, but they just don’t feel right. Maybe they already have him up on the stretcher, because he’s lying on something soft, not the cold ice he’d crumpled onto when he fell. He’s never felt a stretcher quite like this before, though.

    “Ilya!”

    There it is again. But now it’s louder. Almost unmistakably Shane.

    Blinking against sunlight, Ilya opens his eyes, and stares up at the brilliant blue sky.

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    After a bad hit during a game in 2016, Ilya wakes up at Shane Hollander's cottage in 2023. Finding out he has a dog, plays for Ottawa, and is married to Shane in quick succession, confronting the existence of time travel becomes the least of his worries.

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    25 Jun 2026

  20. Public Bookmark *

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    Ilya and his frat brothers decide to do the “You ladies alright?” Trend going around on Tiktok. Unfortunately for Shane Hollander, he’s too pretty for Ilya to keep focus and actually catch the ball.

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    23 Jun 2026

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