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    "Luca hated the thought that Shane and Ilya would think his devotion to working hard for them was just because of a silly crush he had on the hockey equivalent of the ‘cutest boys in school’. It went so much deeper than that. When his idol worship turned into something tangible, it mutated. He was becoming the best possible version of himself on the ice, which made him feel like maybe he was worth something off the ice too. He had Shane and Ilya to thank for that. And he couldn’t seem to find the limit of how far he would go to show his gratitude."

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    Luca Haas learns how to want what he wants because Shane and Ilya are there to help. Shane and Ilya get a fresh start at first love.

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    23 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 96

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    It takes living through four iterations of the exact same day for Shane to think, okay. Maybe this doesn’t have anything to do with hockey.

    In his defense, it’s not like time loops come with a manual.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    Ilya’s heart is breaking. He doesn’t want the first thing he does, the very first thing, after Shane’s choices have been so brutally ripped away from him, to be something Shane is begging him not to do. But Shane is seriously injured, much beyond what they can handle with first aid at home or even if they found a discreet doctor to make a house call. He will need an MRI, a broken bone set, probably surgery. And evidence should be collected too, for the police. That part Ilya will not push him on. But he cannot let Shane risk his life for his pride and the fear of shame that has controlled him for so long. “I am sorry, moy lyubimyy,” Ilya says, “So sorry. But Marleau is calling ambulance, and you are going to the hospital.”

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    Shane and Ilya are spending Christmas together in Boston during Ilya's last season playing for the Bears. They're finally out, and they're in love, and soon they'll only live two hours apart.

    When Shane is assaulted, the plans they had built for their future collapse. Now the road ahead is a long, grueling process of physical and psychological recovery. What they had before-the sex, the playful power exchange, the easy trust-is gone, and they have to build something new, together.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    Ilya and Shane marry after Rookie season

    Due to Shane being a little more aware of himself thanks to Yuna, over-prepared mamma bear, explaining all types of sex/attraction to him from a young age (“He needs to be prepared for anything! I am not pigeonholing my son!”), Shane knows he’s crushing on, if not falling for, Ilya.

    The butterfly effect occurs; this has only one outcome really. It’s a small thing. Tiny. When Ilya is not there for Shane’s Rookie of the Year award after-party, Shane is worried, needing to track down the other man, instead of slightly annoyed/upset that he would be without Yuna’s lessons.

    This in turn leads him to not doing shots with Scott Hunter.

    Which means only one thing: other than the whole ‘definitely being aware of falling for your rival’ tiny thing. It shouldn’t change much.

    He is not drunk on that balcony with Ilya.
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    Ilya Rozanov is married, everyone knows this. His wife, Jane, is strict, perfect, stunning, pretty, boring, and Canadian. She’s always too busy to meet the team.

    Shane Hollander is married; some people know this. He doesn’t speak about his wife Lily much, but he’s absolutely smitten with her.

    FULL BLURB AT NOTES TOO LONG

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    13 Jun 2026

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    Irina dropped to her knees in front of him, eyebrows furrowed in concern. “Ilyusha what are you doing?”

    “Being pretty! Like you, momma. You always say I’m handsome. But I want to be like you.” He smiled brightly at her, the colour on his teeth showing.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    An exploration of Shane and his queerness, told through a series of (smutty!) connected stories than can be read together or alone.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    In another timeline, Shane and Ilya hook up in room 1410, nothing goes wrong, and everything plays out exactly as we know it.

    In this one, Yuna Hollander walks in before Ilya can leave—and the seven-year situationship never gets the chance to start. Instead, through the power of miscommunication, Shane and Ilya start dating in 2010. With better support, they make better decisions. Their rivalry fizzles out before it ever has the chance to fully ignite, replaced instead by a beloved “bromance". In 2015, they come out to the NHL and the world.

    No one believes them.

     

    Or: Somehow, despite Shane and Ilya being out for two years, Scott Hunter is still considered the first openly gay player in the NHL, much to Ilya’s horror.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    On the ice nobody ever forgot that Shane and Ilya fucked but in Montreal the crowds got so loud when they played Boston that it nearly shattered Shane’s eardrums. They drowned everything else but the pain in his ribs like a fire that kept him alive and Ilya’s heavy weight pinning him to the boards. It had felt like sex. Like the porn Shane watched where a man dropped to his knees and let ten men fuck his mouth. But better because it was hockey and it was Ilya. It had felt like everything he had ever wanted. And everybody knew it, the Montreal crowd hated and loved it, it got them fired up, that they were together, that they fucked, that Shane didn’t back down from Ilya. Shane had bared his teeth and thrown Ilya back and through the sweat in his eyes saw Ilya’s responding grin of promise.

    Mean Dom Ilya Week 2026, Day 6: Free Use / Total Power Exchange / "anything you like"

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    12 Jun 2026

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    Shane & Ilya’s adventures in lingerie. Written chronologically, but each more or less functions as a oneshot.

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    12 Jun 2026

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  10. Public Bookmark 66

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    Why are you here; why are we here? Ilya kisses the girl in front of him. The kiss lasts seventeen seconds, Shane counts, what are we doing? Ilya is dragging the tender, ugly parts of them out here for everyone to see. Seventeen seconds, or at least until Rose leans in and Shane insistently presses his mouth on hers to remind himself of what he wants.

    The kiss breaks. Shane has to leave, his body lurching. When he meets Ilya's eyes, he sees the gesture for what it really is: a reminder of his place.

    or; Shane tries. He really does.

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    12 Jun 2026

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  11. Public Bookmark 43

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    There is a woman sprawled across Rozanova’s bed. Between her thighs, Shane can see Lilya’s head bobbing. The woman has her fingers in Rozanova’s curls, pulling—

    Shane finds out that Lilya’s pre-game ritual is eating pussy.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    Shane and Ilya walked out of their university's heat center as a couple. They've settled into a new routine, and life that involves each other in it. Ilya's rut is coming up, and has to deal with the fact that it means he's going to have to be more vulnerable than he usually gets around the omega.
    Aka - Follow up to Heat Center fic, it's time for Ilya's Rut! Can be read standalone.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    The Boston Raiders are making decent time heading up into Michigan when one of the horses almost breaks an ankle on what’s left of the road.

    A highly lethal—and highly contagious—virus has swept across the planet, taking down the power grid, toppling society, and leaving behind only a tiny fraction of the population. For a while, it seems like everything is over. This is not the case.

    Or: The world ends. Shane Hollander starts playing for Boston. Yes, in that order.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    It takes some time for Shane to notice.

    With three kids, they are busy, so it’s not surprising when Shane doesn’t observe at first. Shane and Ilya are both forty-five years old, and they have such full lives that sometimes time feels like a cruel joke. They’re busy, and always on the go, and blindingly happy.

    Shane tells himself this is why it takes him so long to realize. 

    That lately, Ilya’s gone quieter during their evening nighttime routine before bed. When they shower and brush their teeth, Shane meticulously flossing between each molar while Ilya sort of haphazardly takes care of his own business, that Ilya doesn’t joke or laugh as much as usual. When they shower, he lets Shane get out first every time, and spends a little extra moment to himself. That he doesn’t lean in to let Shane card his hands through his hair anymore, and he used to love the feeling of that.

     

    -- or, a study of aging beside the person you love, via hollanov--

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    07 Jun 2026

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    The room moves around him, nurses in and out to check on his progress and remove his IV. A new doctor comes in with discharge papers, instructions about PT that Hollander studiously writes down. Ilya lets himself be moved and nods when it seems appropriate. But he hears none of it. The blood rushes through his ears and one word echoes in his chest over and over again. Husband.

    In 2025, Ilya suffers a hit on the ice and wakes up in the hospital. Shane Hollander is there, holding his hand. But the last thing Ilya remembers is a tuna melt (aaaaaaand Rose Landry).

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    07 Jun 2026

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    It was sick, that’s what this was. It was sick. Shane’s too-long hair—Ilya’s choice, always a reminder of Ilya—was drenched with sweat, and it stung his eyes, having escaped his helmet. It felt like a brand. Like Ilya had whipped him across the face and he wore the mark in front of everybody. It was sick, that it excited him, to wear his hair the way Ilya liked it in public, it was sick, but he wore that sickness with a thrill. He couldn’t stop smiling. It felt like his face would crack under the force of it. It felt like he’d earned this. Because he had, he’d fought for it, for so long. Had thought the moment the world found out about his and Ilya’s private life, over a year ago now, that he would never have this again, had shrunk away in misery and shame from all of it. Never again. He never wanted to go back.

    Or: Ilya and Shane with belts, through the years.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    imagine Heated Rivalry but with a slapdash of magical realism, ghosts, and the slowly dawning realization of just how much Shane and Ilya have to gain, if only they could figure their shit out. featuring: the most supportive team in the world (the Bears), the seething underbelly of malice (Montreal), and three tiny babies (boston's rookies), who just want to meet their stepmom.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    rozanov takes things into his own hands after getting injured.
    When a playoff injury sidelines Ilya, Shane flies in to play nurse, sparking chaos, cuddles, and a very slow-burn “soft launch” of their relationship online.
    Rivals on the ice, lovers in secret, and completely chaotic off it. Hockey will never be the same.
    or: ilya being a little shit that we love, stressing Shane out and causing chaos

    instagram needs to be taken of Ilya Rozanov or Shane might die
    TIMELINE HAS BASICALLY GONE TO SHIT but oh well
    right I did have the chapter titles here but there are too many now I have gone over the character limit 😭🤚

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    03 Jun 2026

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    Cliff: You want me too break your nose?! (Ilya is on a sex ban and would do anything to get out of it. Anything.)

    Yuna: She can't stop herself from peaking, to make sure Ilya can calm Shane down - she see's something else. (Shane has a meltdown and Ilya calms him down through the power of a biting kink)

    Scott/Kip: What do you mean i remind you of your brother? What do you mean you don't know your a bottom? (Ilya and Scott finally talk and become friends. Shane and Kip are talking about sex. Kip introduces the concept of BDSM. Kip has regrets.)

    Hayden: First he fails at convincing Shane to become his third, then walks in on him getting his back blown out, then Shane gets kidnapped. Oh no.

    Svetlana: Plane crash rewrite - somehow this leads to Svetlana following Shane up a mountain in hopeless rescue attempt

    Ilya: My dick too big and my bitch too hot (Shane is in SubSpace then the hotel fire alarm goes off, the team finds out something new)

    Luca: what’s a BDSM relationship? (Luca sees some stuff that sets of an internal alarm)

    Or a collection of one shots of people clocking how unhinged Ilya and Shane are for each other, somehow this is a perfect relationship.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    Shane is heavier than he used to be; his weight bears down on Ilya in a new way. He’s put on pounds of muscle since Ilya last touched him like this. Ilya flattens his palms, skims them under Shane’s undershirt, feels the flat solidity of his abs, the bulk of his lats, the swell of his chest. It’s the same and it’s new, this body; it’s the boy he couldn’t stop thinking about when he was 18 and the man he loved enough to let go at 26 and the person who somehow always comes to find him when he’s lost.

    A stranger, and the love of his life.

     

    or, Ilya's father doesn't die in 2017; Ilya breaks up with Shane instead of confessing his love. They get older, but not any less stupid about each other. Shane gets a boyfriend; Ilya gets on medication; they work on becoming whole people. And they always find their way back to each other.

    OR a story for those who love Shane and Ilya's baby love but ALSO think it's hot when people in their thirties make active choices about who they are and what they want in their partner!!

    Note: the "cheating" tag refers to the relationship between Shane and his aforementioned BF, not to Shane and Ilya cheating on each other.

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    185,324

    31 May 2026

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