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Give You Up by Eigengrau (aussiebee)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Mar 2026
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Shane watches Ilya shove a hand through his hair, waits for him to meet his eyes. “You pretend to want things, pretend I can have things that we both know you won’t let me have,” he says, his newfound self-esteem carrying him past the point of no return. He wishes he’d never discovered it, because it’s making Ilya’s face do something awful.
“Oh, you mean I hurt your feelings?”
Close enough, Shane supposes, his chest aching again. He goes to lift his hand again, sees Ilya zero in on the movement, doesn’t. “I guess so.”
Ilya scoffs, mean and sharp. “So sorry, Hollander, I didn’t mean to make you get so emotional about a casual fuck.”
Asshole. So many times he has lobbed the word at Ilya in exasperation, reluctant affection and disbelief, but now he thinks it with vitriolic anger. “I think you should go.”Shane finally decides that Ilya's ability to weaponise sex isn't enough for him anymore. Ilya doesn't take it well, but Shane holds firm. Then they start to text about it. Sort of.
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12 Jun 2026
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"Apologise to my husband."
Comeau stared at him.
"I'm not-"
"I didn't ask if you wanted to," Shane said, his voice ice cold. "I said apologise to my husband. You're going to do it now, in front of this building full of people, and then we're going to finish this game, and if I hear you say something like that again, to either of us or to anyone else in this league, the next conversation we have will not be as easy as this one."
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Five times the people who loved Shane Hollander finally saw who he actually was and the one time they saw why him and Ilya worked so well.- Language:
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11 Jun 2026
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Ilya hopes Shane doesn’t notice his trembling fingers when he touches him.
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11 Jun 2026
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On a winter night in Ottawa, Shane slips into Ilya’s house carrying all the tension, control, and want he has been holding onto for weeks. Behind closed doors, their reunion turns urgent, intimate, and impossible to keep contained as they lose themselves in each other before the rest of the world can touch them.
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11 Jun 2026
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forgive me if i jump at the rattle of your keys by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 May 2026
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Ilya knew, right from the very moment he met Shane Hollander, that he would never be good enough for him. He’d seemed so…pristine, when they first met. Untouched. And Ilya knew his unclean hands would only dirty him up. He’s always been selfish, though; his father used to tell him that.
So it’s no surprise, really, that Shane has finally gotten tired of it. Of him, always needing more from Shane than he deserves - always begging for more than he has earned.
Ilya would leave himself, too, if he could.
(Or, five time Ilya thought Shane would leave, and one time he knew he wasn’t going anywhere.)
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11 Jun 2026