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  1. Public Bookmark 21

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    One night, half-asleep, Shane says to Ilya, “You make everything easier to exist in.”

    The words slip out gently, unguarded, like something he’s carried a long time and finally lets fall.

    It steals the breath out of Ilya. He goes liquid against Shane and turns his head just enough to brush kisses along the line of his jaw.

    Shane drifts under like that, held there by the knowledge that love can be quiet and spacious, that it can move through him in a way that is kind to his nervous system.

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    Tenderness looks a thousand different ways. This is theirs.
    (or: a Hollanov one shot collection)

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    15 Jun 2026

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    ch2

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    June 25, 2026 — Sir George-Étienne Cartier Parkway, somewhere off Rothwell Drive

    Shane Hollander opened his eyes and felt relief.

    I don't know. I don't know. I don't know.

    What don't I know?

    It didn't matter. He just needed to not remember.

    And he didn't.

    Good.

    Then everything was black.

    or: a married Hollanov amnesia fic

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    27 May 2026

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    chapter 10

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    14 Jun 2026

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    part 1

  4. Public Bookmark 90

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    “You know,” Rozanov speaks up, walking backward for a second so that he can face Shane, “if we are pretending to be boyfriends, you should probably work on looking less offended every time I speak.”

    “You should work on speaking less.”

    “Oh, I feel the chemistry already.”

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    OR: When a college dean’s homophobic comments threaten to cost Northlake University its main sponsors (and therefore its entire hockey program), campus golden boys Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are asked to fake-date for damage control.

    Shane thinks the plan is absurd. Ilya thinks it’s hilarious. Unfortunately, both of them care too much about hockey to say no.

    Now they just have to survive staged dates, invasive campus gossip, suspicious teammates, and pretending to be disgustingly in love for a few months.

    Which would all be a lot easier if they weren’t starting to enjoy it a little too much…

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    31 May 2026

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    chapter 8

  5. Public Bookmark 67

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    Ilya barely had time to grab hold of the island countertop before he felt his knees give out. His back hit the base as he crumpled to the floor. 

    Irina. 

    "Alexei," Ilya’s voice came in gasps, "why does your daughter have our mother's name?"

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    After Alexei discovers he has an illegitimate child, he turns to Ilya for help. Will Ilya choose duty to a family that despises him and save an innocent child? Or will he choose his love for Shane Hollander? Because Ilya is certain that he can't have both.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    read from chapter 7