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  1. Public Bookmark 68

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    Ilya's moving to Ottawa to play in the OHL. He loves hockey and this might be beneficial for a future pro career, but his father arranged it, so he's skeptical. He has no idea who the family is that's harboring him or what's waiting for him when he gets there; he just has to survive a year until he can enter the draft.

    But upon arrival, he finds that he may like it more than he thought he would.

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    What happens when the Hollanders harbor Ilya while he plays on the same junior team as Shane? What happens when there's no rivalry?

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    25 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 65

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    Ilya always asks if Shane's ginger ale is cold enough, always. But what if one night Ilya gave Shane a warm can instead. While out celebrating, Shane starts to spiral.

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    24 Jun 2026

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    He went silent again, his brow furrowed so hard it looked painful. Suddenly, his eyes lit up. He stood up, his hockey gear clanking loudly.

    "I have it. I see on internet. A man. He has jar. He has bubbles."

    Shane blinked. "Bubbles? Like... a fish?"

    "No," Ilya said, pacing the room like a caged bear. "He make life from dust. He mix powder and water. He wait. He feed it like baby. Then... BREAD."

    "Oh so baking, you want to try baking bread?" Shane asked skeptically.

    "Not just bake, Shane. Sourdough. Is complex. Is science. Is war with yeast." Ilya's voice grew passionate, his Russian accent thickening. "It is sour, like my childhood. It is hard crust, like my heart."

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    24 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 47

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    Amber Pike has autism, and Jackie and Hayden are in over their heads. Fortunately for them, Ilya connects some dots, and knows exactly what to do.

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    24 Jun 2026

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    The situation is absurd, really. Ilya’s in the nest of Shane Hollander–three-time Stanley Cup champion, generational hockey talent, first omega player in the NHL to be open about his secondary gender–and it’s his job to help him through his heat. To try and get him pregnant.

    Shane Hollander has spent his entire career following orders and living on other people’s timelines; he’s ready to start a family on his own. Enter Ilya Rozanov, a young alpha who is always happy to lend a helping hand.

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    24 Jun 2026