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if you come around again by Ominous for mostly_maudlin
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
09 Feb 2025
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At age seventeen, Jean Moreau is gifted to Kevin Day. A husband, a token, a distraction.
It's all Jean thinks he is to Kevin; he's something to help pass the time, even though Jean wishes for so much more.
Years later, he finds those feelings of love hard to banish, and they may not be as one-sided as he thought.
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14 Jun 2026
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if you come around again
Ominous
Kevjean
Summary:At age seventeen, Jean Moreau is gifted to Kevin Day. A husband, a token, a distraction.
It's all Jean thinks he is to Kevin; he's something to help pass the time, even though Jean wishes for so much more.
Years later, he finds those feelings of love hard to banish, and they may not be as one-sided as he thought.
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Only one thing mattered.
Nathaniel Wesninski was alone in the Nest.
Nathaniel Wesninski was alone with Riko.
Jean Moreau — weak, broken Jean Moreau — had left Nathaniel Wesninski to die.----
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Raven!Neil AU.
Picks up with the beginning of The Sunshine Court. Jean, Kevin, and Neil have grown up together in the Nest. Jean and Kevin made it out.
Neil didn’t.
*The first part is complete. Updates every weekend.*Series
- Part 1 of What We Leave Behind
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26 May 2026
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The Fallen Court
Booksaremeanttoberead1998
Andrail
Summary:Only one thing mattered.
Nathaniel Wesninski was alone in the Nest.
Nathaniel Wesninski was alone with Riko.
Jean Moreau — weak, broken Jean Moreau — had left Nathaniel Wesninski to die.----
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Raven!Neil AU.
Picks up with the beginning of The Sunshine Court. Jean, Kevin, and Neil have grown up together in the Nest. Jean and Kevin made it out.
Neil didn’t.
*The first part is complete. Updates every weekend.*
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Nathaniel knows he’s not supposed to be pleased, or glad about being owned, but a small part of him is overwhelmingly excited to leave that house.
He feels even worse as his mother’s corpse cools, but this way, both of them are getting out. He looks up and sees Lord Moriyama’s black eyes looking down at him.There’s no comfort there, but that’s okay, Nathaniel has always had to create his own comfort, anyway.
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Nathaniel in the Nest, from 10.
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14 May 2026
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Hand Over Heart
ThegaydepressionSummary:
Nathaniel knows he’s not supposed to be pleased, or glad about being owned, but a small part of him is overwhelmingly excited to leave that house.
He feels even worse as his mother’s corpse cools, but this way, both of them are getting out. He looks up and sees Lord Moriyama’s black eyes looking down at him.There’s no comfort there, but that’s okay, Nathaniel has always had to create his own comfort, anyway.
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Nathaniel in the Nest, from 10.
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The Broken Blonde Boy Reading Hemingway on Aizawa's Couch by DumbassAquarius
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
14 Nov 2021
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Aizawa can pinpoint the exact moment he figured out who the UA traitor was.
He just wonders if it was for better or worse that he didn’t find out till later. Till after he began to care for the boy, watched him grow and learn, and till after he watched his son fall in love with the traitor.
Denki Kaminari was an amazing actor. Aizawa couldn’t deny that. He had been an underground hero for years and hadn’t suspected a thing. He wants to say he had a suspicion since the beginning, that he always knew there was something wrong with the boy. But he hadn’t, and he didn’t.
Denki Kaminari hid everything behind a perfectly crafted smile. No one ever saw anything he didn’t want them to see.
Aizawa can pinpoint the exact moment he saw the boys mask slip.
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- Part 1 of Lichtenberg Scars
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- English
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- 101,715
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- 25/?
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02 May 2026
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The Broken Blonde Boy Reading Hemingway on Aizawa's Couch
DumbassAquarius
Shinkami
Summary:Aizawa can pinpoint the exact moment he figured out who the UA traitor was.
He just wonders if it was for better or worse that he didn’t find out till later. Till after he began to care for the boy, watched him grow and learn, and till after he watched his son fall in love with the traitor.
Denki Kaminari was an amazing actor. Aizawa couldn’t deny that. He had been an underground hero for years and hadn’t suspected a thing. He wants to say he had a suspicion since the beginning, that he always knew there was something wrong with the boy. But he hadn’t, and he didn’t.
Denki Kaminari hid everything behind a perfectly crafted smile. No one ever saw anything he didn’t want them to see.
Aizawa can pinpoint the exact moment he saw the boys mask slip.
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Palmetto State University experiences a category six earthquake. Andrew Minyard, trapped in a crumpled building and waiting for help, suffers through the dark and damp room with another student he can’t see and doesn’t know.
The other student, as one does in a life-or-death situation, fatalistically begins sharing all his secrets—he hates cookies, he thinks his roommates are kind of annoying, he kissed a girl and he didn’t like it, he grew up with the mob, he has a million dollars, he’s killed a man (well, probably).
But Andrew and the stranger are eventually rescued and do not die.
And the stranger in the dark disappears without even a face for Andrew to put to a name.
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18 Feb 2026
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give or take
bazookajo94
Andreil
Summary:Palmetto State University experiences a category six earthquake. Andrew Minyard, trapped in a crumpled building and waiting for help, suffers through the dark and damp room with another student he can’t see and doesn’t know.
The other student, as one does in a life-or-death situation, fatalistically begins sharing all his secrets—he hates cookies, he thinks his roommates are kind of annoying, he kissed a girl and he didn’t like it, he grew up with the mob, he has a million dollars, he’s killed a man (well, probably).
But Andrew and the stranger are eventually rescued and do not die.
And the stranger in the dark disappears without even a face for Andrew to put to a name.
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Married to the King of Nightmares by PandoraButler
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
25 Feb 2021
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Shinso is handpicked to marry the King of Light.
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- Part 1 of Arranged Marriage AUs
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- English
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- 38/38
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09 Feb 2026
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Married to the King of Nightmares
PandoraButler
Shinkami
Summary:Shinso is handpicked to marry the King of Light.
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The one where Andrew makes a perfectly reasonable request and Neil takes it too far like the dumbass he is.
Or, relationships are complicated and communication is hard. They don't always nail it.
So, Andrew has hit his limit. Neil’s charged silence next to him is so loud that Andrew can’t read over the buzz of it in his ears.
“Get out,” he says, turning to glare at Neil.
Neil blinks at him.
“Whatever stupid thing you’re obsessing over. It’s irritating. I don’t have time to solve your problems for you. Handle it. I have to study.”
Instantly, he realizes it was a mistake. He watches Neil’s face and body shutter up, closing tight like he’s locking down for a hurricane. It took so fucking long to get Neil to open up in the first place. Andrew had to peel him open one truth at a time. Fuck.
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19 Jan 2026
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You Might Get It
likearecord
Andreil
Summary:The one where Andrew makes a perfectly reasonable request and Neil takes it too far like the dumbass he is.
Or, relationships are complicated and communication is hard. They don't always nail it.
So, Andrew has hit his limit. Neil’s charged silence next to him is so loud that Andrew can’t read over the buzz of it in his ears.
“Get out,” he says, turning to glare at Neil.
Neil blinks at him.
“Whatever stupid thing you’re obsessing over. It’s irritating. I don’t have time to solve your problems for you. Handle it. I have to study.”
Instantly, he realizes it was a mistake. He watches Neil’s face and body shutter up, closing tight like he’s locking down for a hurricane. It took so fucking long to get Neil to open up in the first place. Andrew had to peel him open one truth at a time. Fuck.
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There’s very little Andrew likes less than being tricked, but not knowing things does make the cut. He stands, throws his messenger bag over his shoulder, grabs his coffee, and stomps over to slide into the chair across from the guy. He looks up at Andrew with a flash of calculated flight or fight in his eyes, but he quickly smooths this over and affixes a look of polite interest on his face. “Can I help you?”
“Are you on Grindr?” Andrew asks. Bluntly.
“Uh,” the guy says, looking more confused. “I don’t know. What is it?”
“It’s a hookup app gay men use.”
“Oh,” he says, frowning. “No, I’m definitely not on that.”
“Because you don’t do gay men?”
The guy shrugs. “Because I don’t do hookups.”
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- Part 1 of Catfish
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12 Jan 2026
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Catfish
likearecordSummary:
There’s very little Andrew likes less than being tricked, but not knowing things does make the cut. He stands, throws his messenger bag over his shoulder, grabs his coffee, and stomps over to slide into the chair across from the guy. He looks up at Andrew with a flash of calculated flight or fight in his eyes, but he quickly smooths this over and affixes a look of polite interest on his face. “Can I help you?”
“Are you on Grindr?” Andrew asks. Bluntly.
“Uh,” the guy says, looking more confused. “I don’t know. What is it?”
“It’s a hookup app gay men use.”
“Oh,” he says, frowning. “No, I’m definitely not on that.”
“Because you don’t do gay men?”
The guy shrugs. “Because I don’t do hookups.”
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The Only Girl by Yikesbigtime
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
28 Dec 2023
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It was supposed to be a good day! You even woke up telling yourself it would be a good day if it was the last thing you did! Yet through a weird turn of events you end up moving in with a childhood friend, six of the top Pro-Heros in Japan and an Ex-villain! You had no idea how long you would be there and what would happen while you stayed but your roommates didn't seem to mind. It was just a little weird for you to be the only girl.....
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06 Jan 2026
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The Only Girl
YikesbigtimeSummary:
It was supposed to be a good day! You even woke up telling yourself it would be a good day if it was the last thing you did! Yet through a weird turn of events you end up moving in with a childhood friend, six of the top Pro-Heros in Japan and an Ex-villain! You had no idea how long you would be there and what would happen while you stayed but your roommates didn't seem to mind. It was just a little weird for you to be the only girl.....
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"It looks like someone got you with a knife-" The words die in his throat as the night comes together in a sharp, horrifying sort of clarity. He can barely speak the idea into existence when he says, "wait- did Andrew do this to you?"
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After a bad night, Neil comes to Aaron for help.
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- Part 1 of On The Edge Of A Night
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24 Dec 2025
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Who You Were Before
sambutwithbooks
Andreil
Summary:"It looks like someone got you with a knife-" The words die in his throat as the night comes together in a sharp, horrifying sort of clarity. He can barely speak the idea into existence when he says, "wait- did Andrew do this to you?"
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After a bad night, Neil comes to Aaron for help.
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“He’s joining us earlier than we anticipated.”
“He’s a flight risk. This way there should be no more risk of him getting away from you. I’ve killed his mother. He belongs to you.”
“Six years old and already training in the Raven’s nest. He will be a player that won’t be rivaled.”
Nathaniel lives a hard life in the ravens nest, choosing Jean and Kevin's safety and happiness over his own constantly. Like the martyr he is. Then one day he is given a chance. It's a fools bet, and Nathaniel is unlikely to win it.
But he has one season to take the Foxes to championships and win.
If he doesn't, well.. he doesn't like the other options.
So he makes his own. Win or die.
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- Part 1 of DFDF
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- English
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- 200,180
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- 55/55
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19 Dec 2025
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Die Free or Die a Failure
Mickey_99
Andreil
Summary:“He’s joining us earlier than we anticipated.”
“He’s a flight risk. This way there should be no more risk of him getting away from you. I’ve killed his mother. He belongs to you.”
“Six years old and already training in the Raven’s nest. He will be a player that won’t be rivaled.”
Nathaniel lives a hard life in the ravens nest, choosing Jean and Kevin's safety and happiness over his own constantly. Like the martyr he is. Then one day he is given a chance. It's a fools bet, and Nathaniel is unlikely to win it.
But he has one season to take the Foxes to championships and win.
If he doesn't, well.. he doesn't like the other options.
So he makes his own. Win or die.
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Kevin's childhood friend is transferred into their school out of the blue. Andrew doesn't care at all.
Neil isn’t much taller than Andrew himself but he’s definitely leaner. His auburn hair consists of short wavy strands, high cheekbones a little rosy like he just got exposed to cold. Wrapped in his long grey coat, he has no business looking this well groomed as if they’re in the middle of a cocktail party.
Pale blue eyes focus on Andrew momentarily as a barely there, hesitant smile appears on the guy’s full lips. Then Neil opens his mouth and says “Hello.” in the most fucking posh accent and hell no.
Andrew immediately scowls. “No.”
Neil merely shrugs, easy elegance showing itself in his movement. "Okay."
Andrew decides at the moment he hates this guy with a burning passion.
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18 Dec 2025
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venus as a boy
kybelles
Andreil
Summary:Kevin's childhood friend is transferred into their school out of the blue. Andrew doesn't care at all.
Neil isn’t much taller than Andrew himself but he’s definitely leaner. His auburn hair consists of short wavy strands, high cheekbones a little rosy like he just got exposed to cold. Wrapped in his long grey coat, he has no business looking this well groomed as if they’re in the middle of a cocktail party.
Pale blue eyes focus on Andrew momentarily as a barely there, hesitant smile appears on the guy’s full lips. Then Neil opens his mouth and says “Hello.” in the most fucking posh accent and hell no.
Andrew immediately scowls. “No.”
Neil merely shrugs, easy elegance showing itself in his movement. "Okay."
Andrew decides at the moment he hates this guy with a burning passion.
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The monsters run into Luther at Aaron's Trial. Luther has things to say. But Neil does too.
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- Part 1 of Neil and Katelyn's Deal
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12 Dec 2025
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No, This is a Misunderstanding
Mickey_99Summary:
The monsters run into Luther at Aaron's Trial. Luther has things to say. But Neil does too.
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The title says it all. This is book 1 from Andrew's point of view.
I'm focusing a lot on Andrew's thought process, therapy journey and memories. Also, a lot of pining for Neil from basically the very beginning.
Every trigger warning for the original work also applies here.
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- Part 1 of Andrew's All for the game
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11 Dec 2025
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Andrew's Foxhole Court
Eva_Blu
Andreil
Summary:The title says it all. This is book 1 from Andrew's point of view.
I'm focusing a lot on Andrew's thought process, therapy journey and memories. Also, a lot of pining for Neil from basically the very beginning.
Every trigger warning for the original work also applies here.
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The Last Resort program is the newest attempt from the goverment to simultaneously appease the vampires and get rid of their homeless problem.
Every homeless person can sign up to be a vampire's alive blood donator. In return the vampire has to take care of them, give them housing and food and help them become a useful member of society again.
It sounds perfect.
The only problem is that no one really cares about homeless people and everyone is just glad that the vampires are satisfied.Neil would have never chosen to be a part of that program, but it isn't called Last Resort for nothing.
So he has to trust one Andrew Minyard to not hurt him and Neil is pretty sure that he won't have that kind of luck. He never did before.
Hopefully this isn't the last mistake he'll ever make.Series
- Part 2 of Last Resort
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08 Dec 2025
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Last Resort
Lyndis
Andreil
Summary:The Last Resort program is the newest attempt from the goverment to simultaneously appease the vampires and get rid of their homeless problem.
Every homeless person can sign up to be a vampire's alive blood donator. In return the vampire has to take care of them, give them housing and food and help them become a useful member of society again.
It sounds perfect.
The only problem is that no one really cares about homeless people and everyone is just glad that the vampires are satisfied.Neil would have never chosen to be a part of that program, but it isn't called Last Resort for nothing.
So he has to trust one Andrew Minyard to not hurt him and Neil is pretty sure that he won't have that kind of luck. He never did before.
Hopefully this isn't the last mistake he'll ever make.
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Neil is a hooker in Las Vegas and struggles to make ends meet. So when an opportunity arises to earn easy money by just sitting in someone's lap, he can't not take it. Even if his new John seems anything but harmless.
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- Part 2 of Vegas AU
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- English
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- 18,081
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- 10/?
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07 Dec 2025
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Gambling - Full Fic
Lyndis
Andreil
Summary:Neil is a hooker in Las Vegas and struggles to make ends meet. So when an opportunity arises to earn easy money by just sitting in someone's lap, he can't not take it. Even if his new John seems anything but harmless.
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Neil is married off to Andrew Minyard. He tries to be a good husband. When he searches something in their shared bedroom he finds something unexpected, something very much not good.
Andrew likes Neil but he also knows his father and he knows what that man is capable of. He doesn't think for one minute that Neil is unharmed, even though his experience is strikingly beautiful. But while he is fully prepared to take care of his new husband, he had no clue what he was signing up for.
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“These are for self-defense.”
“Of course they are.” Neil was quick to respond, looking up for the first time and giving his husband an empty, lifeless smile. He couldn’t do better at the moment.Series
- Part 1 of Just one thing
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07 Dec 2025
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Just one thing
Lyndis
Andreil
Summary:Neil is married off to Andrew Minyard. He tries to be a good husband. When he searches something in their shared bedroom he finds something unexpected, something very much not good.
Andrew likes Neil but he also knows his father and he knows what that man is capable of. He doesn't think for one minute that Neil is unharmed, even though his experience is strikingly beautiful. But while he is fully prepared to take care of his new husband, he had no clue what he was signing up for.
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“These are for self-defense.”
“Of course they are.” Neil was quick to respond, looking up for the first time and giving his husband an empty, lifeless smile. He couldn’t do better at the moment. -
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Neil's father is a cruel lord known as The Butcher. When his father forces him to marry, Neil's expectations are low and his understanding of sex and what it means to be in a relationship is even lower. But slowly, as he gets to know his new husband, he begins to see that there is a future worth fighting for.
Andrew has only ever been able to rely on himself. When he's sold to The Butcher and forced to marry his son, he's more alone than ever. But as he begins to trust and find safety in his new husband, he learns that being alone is more dangerous than relying on someone, and freedom isn't what he thought it would be.
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07 Dec 2025
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The Butcher's Son
joarchSummary:
Andreil
Neil's father is a cruel lord known as The Butcher. When his father forces him to marry, Neil's expectations are low and his understanding of sex and what it means to be in a relationship is even lower. But slowly, as he gets to know his new husband, he begins to see that there is a future worth fighting for.Andrew has only ever been able to rely on himself. When he's sold to The Butcher and forced to marry his son, he's more alone than ever. But as he begins to trust and find safety in his new husband, he learns that being alone is more dangerous than relying on someone, and freedom isn't what he thought it would be.
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the past still bites us by DepressedTerrestrial
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
11 Jun 2023
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On a usual Fox game night involving drinking, a very drunk Nicky hits on Neil and reveals what happened at Eden's Twilight the first time Neil was there. None of the Foxes are pleased, Andrew especially.
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02 Dec 2025
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the past still bites us
DepressedTerrestrial
Andreil
Summary:On a usual Fox game night involving drinking, a very drunk Nicky hits on Neil and reveals what happened at Eden's Twilight the first time Neil was there. None of the Foxes are pleased, Andrew especially.
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Andrew’s soulmark won’t make up it’s mind.
(soulmark au where the name of your soulmate is tattooed onto your wrist. neil’s many names confuse the fuck out of andrew.)
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- English
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- 2,806
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- 1/1
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01 Dec 2025
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the name game
orphan_account
Andreil
Summary:Andrew’s soulmark won’t make up it’s mind.
(soulmark au where the name of your soulmate is tattooed onto your wrist. neil’s many names confuse the fuck out of andrew.)