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There was a new boy at their school and in their classes. He was quiet, didn't talk much, and Ryan wasn't sure if he had even spoken a single word to anyone here yet. He sat a few chairs in front of Hunter in their English class, and Ryan spent half of the period staring at the back of his head, watching him fiddle with the gold chain and ring around his throat or scribble something in his notebook.
The following Sunday, he appeared at the church with whom Ryan assumed was his mother. While she mingled and met the congregation, he stood off to the side in a corner or followed closely behind her with his head tilted downward. He didn't sing along to any of the songs, didn't follow along in prayer, and every once in a while, Ryan caught him side-eyeing him from the other side of the church, gaze roving over him in something akin to curiosity.
The next time he looked over at him, Ryan gave him a small smile, and the boy turned away quickly, not looking at Ryan again for the rest of the service.
And Ryan couldn't help but smile wider to himself, pleased.
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My take on Ryan, his relationships, and his suffering throughout the entirety of Leviticus
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- Part 2 of Squee's Leviticus Fics
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Naim turned and stared at the figure standing near the door of his bedroom.
Ryan's face stared back at him, a small smile appearing on his lips.
Except it wasn't Ryan.
Ryan had been found in a field on the outskirts of that small, shitty hellhole in Australia with his body beaten and bruised and one of his eyes gouged out. His head had been bashed in with a rock and his windpipe half crushed.
Ryan was dead. He had been dead for three years now.
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Ryan never made it to the bus stop and Naim left for France alone. The entity keeps him company.
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- Part 1 of Squee's Leviticus Fics
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"I'll beg for forgiveness," he pleaded to Ruben, "if that's what you want."
Niall knew that Ruben didn't want to see him beg. Ruben wanted to see him hurt. And that nasty, evil, twisted part of Niall that he had been trying to push down for over the past decade and a half wanted Ruben to hurt him.
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Niall hasn't stopped thinking about Ruben.
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- Part 2 of Squee's Half Man Fics
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If he could make a home inside of Niall's chest among his ribs so that they would never have to be away from each other again, he would.
One body, one head.
Ruben shifted back slightly and began to pull off his green half-zip. "Come on, Bambers," he said, releasing his hold on Niall's face to grab at his blue jacket. "Lay with me. I want to feel your skin."
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Joanna doesn't walk in on them in the lounge and Ruben stays around for longer
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- Part 1 of Squee's Half Man Fics
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I Forgot Your Eyes But I Still Feel Them as An Ache (I am in Agony) by SqueeNeedsToSleep
Fandoms: The Outsiders - S. E. Hinton, The Outsiders (1983), The Outsiders: The Musical - Jamestown Revival & Levine/Rapp
25 Jan 2026
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"What were you gonna say then, Paul?" Darry sneered. "What's so important that you gotta show up on my doorstep after you got your ass beat in the park?"
Paul was tearing his bottom lip to shreds, tasting copper on his tongue.
"Spit it out," Darry said, "or get going. I'll kick your ass again if I have to."
"I miss you," Paul blurted out, dark eyes boring holes into Darry.
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Paul really wants Darry back.
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- Part 3 of Squee's Outsiders Fics
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Staying Gold by SqueeNeedsToSleep
Fandoms: The Outsiders - S. E. Hinton, The Outsiders (1983), The Outsiders: The Musical - Jamestown Revival & Levine/Rapp
03 Dec 2025
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Ponyboy tiredly fell back onto his bed, the springs protesting under his weight, and pressed his nose into the pillow as he rolled over. He glanced towards his backpack where an orange bottle and a letter from six years ago he had read a thousands times over were hidden away in several pairs of socks. His eyes drooped tiredly and he knew he wouldn't need them tonight. He had refused to let himself sleep on the airplane, wanting to make sure he was as exhausted as possible, and sleep was already trying to pull him down.
He hoped that the exhaustion would keep the nightmares of railroads tracks and hospitals and burning churches away for the night.
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It's been six years and Ponyboy doesn't want to remember. It's hard trying to stay gold.
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- Part 2 of Squee's Outsiders Fics
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You try to run. You must not return to the city. You stumble. You fall. The bishop follows you, and an icy hand clamps down on the back of your neck, pinning you into the water. He turns you over and pulls you to your feet with hidden strength.
You continue to struggle, and the bishop's grip tightens on your jaw, cradling your face with both hands. Your body slumps slightly, unconsciously calmed by the presence of your bishop, and you lift your eyes to his.
He tilts his head, his painted bottom lip pulling into a slight pout. "Child," he says softly, "don't you want to come home?"
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The cycle restarts. A new Clancy must be found.
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- Part 2 of Squee's TOP Fics
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Expectations that I'm Gonna Make It by SqueeNeedsToSleep
Fandoms: Twenty One Pilots, Clancy - Twenty One Pilots (Album)
18 Mar 2025
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"You make it sound like it will be easy," Torch had said quietly, reaching a hand down to help Clancy to his feet.
"It won't be. But you'll just have to trust me like you've been trusting me now for years." He had smiled at him then. "Besides, I want this over with as soon as possible so we can start making music together again like we've talked about. Without Bishop influence this time around."
Torch continued to stare silently at the tallest tower, waiting for a glimpse of Clancy in the window he would have climbed through -- a flash of red tape, the feline ear-like outline of the balaclava, a victorious wave of a painted black hand.
There was nothing.
It was taking too long.
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The Torchbearer finds Clancy after the battle with Nico.
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- Part 1 of Squee's TOP Fics
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A Piece of My Soul by SqueeNeedsToSleep
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
06 Jan 2025
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"I am still in awe of how you managed to figure this out all on your own," Viktor murmured, flipping a page in the notebook. "You had no one helping you?"
Jayce shook his head. "No," he said softly. "No one wanted to believe it was possible. I was always told that it was...silly."
"Well, I think you proved tonight that your dream was possible," Viktor said. "You've shown them wrong."
"We've shown them wrong," Jayce corrected. "We're partners in this, Viktor, fully."or
JayVik Week Day 1 -- Beginning/End
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- Part 2 of Squee's Arcane Fics
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Does It Make You a God Now? by SqueeNeedsToSleep
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
19 Nov 2024
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Some nights, though, when he was still somewhat alert, he would grab the oversized blue blanket that he kept in the lab and sit at Viktor's feet. Sometimes he would talk to him, telling Viktor about his day and acting almost as if nothing had happened. Sometimes he sat before him in silence, staring at his uncovered face.
The lab floor was cold and uncomfortable as he curled up on his side to sleep, blanket pulled tightly around him, but at least Viktor was close to him.
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A deep dive into the emotions I feel like Jayce is going through during this breakup along with some added bits
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- Part 1 of Squee's Arcane Fics
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"...You coulda taught an old fool like me a lot..." Swansea went silent for a long moment, filling the lounge with nothing but the sounds of Daisuke's pained, struggling gasps for air.
Daisuke thought of all the times that he had tried to make Swansea proud. He had tried to so hard to please him and show him that what he was teaching him was working and that he was learning. He wished he could have done more. He wished that he had listened to Swansea and refused to get into the vent. He shouldn't have gotten into the vent. He should have listened.
"Close your eyes, Daisuke."
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Hibiscuses have a short life span.
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- Part 1 of Squee's Mouthwashing Fics
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Whisper in My Ears (Speaking Nothing All Day) by SqueeNeedsToSleep
Fandoms: Ghost (Sweden Band)
14 Oct 2024
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"Have you messed around with anyone else but me?" he asked playfully.
Mountain shook his head, legs jerking as the water ghoul played with the head of his cock. "N-No...haven't had time. Your voice just keeps luring me in..." He laughed weakly, trailing off into a groan. "Y-You're...You're like a siren."
"A siren, huh?" Dewdrop asked and Mountain nodded. "I like that..."
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Kinktober Day 9 -- Voice Kink
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- Part 9 of Squee's Kinktober 2024
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"Touch me," Rain choked out. "Dew, please, touch---"
"No," Dewdrop interrupted, hips snapping up into the water ghoul faster. "No, you don't need it, Waterlily. You can cum just fine like this...C'mon, Rainy, have fun with me," Dewdrop purred, grinning at the cry Rain let out as he slammed his hips into him, hitting his prostate dead on. "I know you can do this...Aether doesn't lie when he brags."
Rain groaned, squeezing his eyes shut again at the thought. "T-That's...That's different---"
"All that's different is a little quintessence to make you stupid," Dewdrop said. "And I think you're starting to get a little stupid right now."
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Kinktober Day 8 -- Hands Free Orgasm
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- Part 8 of Squee's Kinktober 2024
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Dewdrop slumped further into Aether, head growing even more foggy, and he clenched around the phantom quintessential fingers thrusting inside of him. He rubbed against the thigh he was straddling, adding to the stimulation from the sensation of quintessence stroking his cock, and Dewdrop tilted his head slightly to mouth sloppily at Aether's jaw.
"A-Aeth," Dewdrop groaned. "Wan' you. Need you so fucking bad---"
"I need to finish this first, Dew," Aether interrupted, kissing Dewdrop's sweaty temple as he gestured vaguely to some paperwork from the infirmary. "Just give me five minutes...Just sit there and keep feeling good and making all those noises for me."
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Kinktober Day 7 -- Quintosis
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- Part 7 of Squee's Kinktober 2024
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"Come on, Mount," the fire ghoul snapped, tugging harder. "Earth's the only one in here and you know he can't hear shit from all his years of drumming."
"I know..." Mountain murmured, eyes still on the entryway as Dewdrop's legs tightened around his hips. "Doesn't mean someone else won't come in."
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Kinktober Day 6 -- Quickie
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- Part 6 of Squee's Kinktober 2024
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Zephyr's eyes flicked up to him after a long moment of silence and they gave him a small smile. "Need something, Fritter?"
Ifrit nodded, swallowing the excess amount of spit in his back. "Can I...Can I touch, sir...?"
"Touch what?" Zephyr asked.
Ifrit closed his eyes tightly for a brief moment as he felt his ears warm. "Can I touch you, sir?" he corrected himself.
Zephyr smiled down at him, nodding. "Of course you can. So polite for asking."
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Kinktober Day 5 -- Lingerie + Dom/sub
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- Part 5 of Squee's Kinktober 2024
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"Want to start or do you wanna mess around for a bit more?" Swiss asked, pawing around on the bedding for the bottle of lube.
"Ready to start," Phantom said, shifting his hips slightly and spreading his thighs more.
Swiss eyed them as he found the lube, patting one of their thighs. "You sure?"
Phantom nodded quickly. "Yeah, gotta try this at some point..."
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Kinktober Day 4 -- Anal
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- Part 4 of Squee's Kinktober 2024
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"You're no fun," she growled, undoing the buttons and zipper on her pants, and pulled her cock from her pants. She stroked herself a few times, grabbing Alpha's chin to tilt his head upward. "Stick your tongue out."
Alpha narrowed his eyes, trying to yank his chin out of her grasp, but Mist only squeezed his jaw tighter.
"Stick your tongue out," Mist hissed, painted claws digging into the sides of Alpha's face, and when Alpha still refused, she moved one of her feet forward, stepping on the fire ghoul's balls. He only stuck out his tongue once she started to increase the pressure and Mist eased back slightly. "Good ghoul."
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Kinktober Day 3 -- CBT
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- Part 3 of Squee's Kinktober 2024
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"Yeah?" Cumulus asked, sliding her hand down the front of her teddy. "I can tell." She then started to roll her hips against him, drawing a whimper out of Mountain. "Want to take yourself out for me?"
Mountain felt his ears burn but he followed Cumulus's request, pulling his cock out of his pants.
"Touch yourself for me?" Cumulus purred. "Nice and slow?"
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Kinktober Day 2 -- Jerking Off Instructions
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- Part 2 of Squee's Kinktober 2024
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Aether pressed his face back into the crook of Swiss's neck, mouth pressed against his ear. "I know you can be patient," he rumbled. "We'll have more time at the hotel..."
Swiss groaned at the thought, hips moving quicker against Aether's hand.
"Yeah?" Aether purred. "You like that idea?" He began to roll his own hips against Swiss's ass. "Want to know what I'll do at the hotel?"
"Uh-huh." Swiss nodded dumbly, hips thrusting quicker as his cock throbbed.
"I'll get you to take off your clothes," Aether purred, "and then get you bent over on the bed." His hand moved faster against Swiss then. "I'll open you up, all nice and slow. Maybe I'll get you to cum once or twice." He grinded the heel of his palm roughly against the tip of Swiss's cock, earning a loud moan. "But you'll be begging for my cock and once I shove it in you, you're going to be nothing but a stupid little puddle..."
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Kinktober Day 1 — Foreplay
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- Part 1 of Squee's Kinktober 2024