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There was a new boy at their school and in their classes. He was quiet, didn't talk much, and Ryan wasn't sure if he had even spoken a single word to anyone here yet. He sat a few chairs in front of Hunter in their English class, and Ryan spent half of the period staring at the back of his head, watching him fiddle with the gold chain and ring around his throat or scribble something in his notebook.
The following Sunday, he appeared at the church with whom Ryan assumed was his mother. While she mingled and met the congregation, he stood off to the side in a corner or followed closely behind her with his head tilted downward. He didn't sing along to any of the songs, didn't follow along in prayer, and every once in a while, Ryan caught him side-eyeing him from the other side of the church, gaze roving over him in something akin to curiosity.
The next time he looked over at him, Ryan gave him a small smile, and the boy turned away quickly, not looking at Ryan again for the rest of the service.
And Ryan couldn't help but smile wider to himself, pleased.
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My take on Ryan, his relationships, and his suffering throughout the entirety of Leviticus
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- Part 2 of Squee's Leviticus Fics
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Naim turned and stared at the figure standing near the door of his bedroom.
Ryan's face stared back at him, a small smile appearing on his lips.
Except it wasn't Ryan.
Ryan had been found in a field on the outskirts of that small, shitty hellhole in Australia with his body beaten and bruised and one of his eyes gouged out. His head had been bashed in with a rock and his windpipe half crushed.
Ryan was dead. He had been dead for three years now.
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Ryan never made it to the bus stop and Naim left for France alone. The entity keeps him company.
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- Part 1 of Squee's Leviticus Fics
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"I'll beg for forgiveness," he pleaded to Ruben, "if that's what you want."
Niall knew that Ruben didn't want to see him beg. Ruben wanted to see him hurt. And that nasty, evil, twisted part of Niall that he had been trying to push down for over the past decade and a half wanted Ruben to hurt him.
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Niall hasn't stopped thinking about Ruben.
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- Part 2 of Squee's Half Man Fics
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If he could make a home inside of Niall's chest among his ribs so that they would never have to be away from each other again, he would.
One body, one head.
Ruben shifted back slightly and began to pull off his green half-zip. "Come on, Bambers," he said, releasing his hold on Niall's face to grab at his blue jacket. "Lay with me. I want to feel your skin."
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Joanna doesn't walk in on them in the lounge and Ruben stays around for longer
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- Part 1 of Squee's Half Man Fics
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I Forgot Your Eyes But I Still Feel Them as An Ache (I am in Agony) by SqueeNeedsToSleep
Fandoms: The Outsiders - S. E. Hinton, The Outsiders (1983), The Outsiders: The Musical - Jamestown Revival & Levine/Rapp
25 Jan 2026
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"What were you gonna say then, Paul?" Darry sneered. "What's so important that you gotta show up on my doorstep after you got your ass beat in the park?"
Paul was tearing his bottom lip to shreds, tasting copper on his tongue.
"Spit it out," Darry said, "or get going. I'll kick your ass again if I have to."
"I miss you," Paul blurted out, dark eyes boring holes into Darry.
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Paul really wants Darry back.
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- Part 3 of Squee's Outsiders Fics
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Squee's Outsiders Fics by SqueeNeedsToSleep
Fandom The Outsiders (1983), The Outsiders - S. E. Hinton, The Outsiders: The Musical - Jamestown Revival & Levine/Rapp
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