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Rose volunteers for a nonprofit that rescues sex-trafficked omegas, and Shane thinks it's a great cause. He even attends their fundraising galas.
Then, one night, Rose calls to ask for a favor: She wants Shane to let a recently-rescued male omega live with him. In his apartment.
His name is Ilya, Rose explains, and the thing is, despite omega hormone levels, he acts and smells just like an alpha. He can't keep staying in an omega group home because he's scaring the other omegas and endangering the staff.
But he could live with Shane, Rose insists. "You're a big strong alpha hockey player, so he can't intimidate you physically. But also he needs to feel safe, which he can with you, because you're not like other alphas." She pauses. "You know?"
By which she means Shane has never had a full rut, his scent glands barely work, he can't form a knot, and he has no interest in sticking his dick in anyone. Which, whatever. It's fine.
But if being a failure as an alpha means he can help this omega, Ilya, who's apparently as much of a biological anomaly as Shane is…
Shane says yes.
And maybe it's a stupid decision. But he knows that it's also the right one.
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09 Jun 2026
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I Want To Be Who You Drunk-Text At Midnight by Simp4Huddy_2481
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
06 Jun 2026
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Shane get's drunk on a night out in Boston with the Metro's, and Ilya is the only one who can get him to leave the club.
"Hollander, no.” Ilya says as he pulls Shane's head to his chest. He begins stroking his cheek, wiping away the tears while he's there. “I don't hate you. I could never hate you. Never. Okay?”
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07 Jun 2026
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To be known is to be loved by TwentyFirstCenturyJane
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
06 Jun 2026
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In which Shane Hollander is sick, and Ilya Rozanov is the only one who notices he's not himself
“How…you’re calling him Shane, you…how do you know…”
Ilya isn’t sure how much he wants to say, needs to say, in order to get Pike to do something, he doesn’t want to out Shane, doesn’t want to take that choice from him, but no one is listening.
“I’m…” Shane can hate him, Shane can hate him as long as he’s himself, as long as he’s Shane again, “I’m Boston Lily.”
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07 Jun 2026
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Won't You Pull Me Through? by Patel_Moon
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
06 Jun 2026
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Ilya Rozanov signed his life away at 18, spending the last ten years being owned by multiple Alphas in Russia. Regardless of how softly and sweetly these Canadians talk, being owned by Shane Hollander will be no different.
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07 Jun 2026
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my grass is greener than yours by Kach_wow
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Jun 2026
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“So. That’s it? Those are the rules?” Hayden asked. “Don’t go through your texts or photos, keep up with your workouts and diet, and listen to everything Yuna says, without question.”
Shane seemed to be thinking about it, pausing a second. All of a sudden, he looked up at Hayden, again with that intense anxiety face.
“And most importantly, do not talk to Ilya Rozanov. Ever. No matter what.” Shane said, “Avoid him. Don’t even look at him. OK?”
Hayden nodded, and resisted the urge to roll his eyes. Like he even needed to be told that. Besides, Shane had been avoiding Ilya Rozanov for his entire career. How hard could it be?
OR a well-meaning witch bodyswaps Shane and Hayden (to teach them about the power of friendship) the day before the 2017 All Stars Game.
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25 Mar 2026
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I Win, Mars by chuckisgod
Fandoms: The Martian - All Media Types, The Martian (2015), The Martian - Andy Weir
24 Nov 2016
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You didn't just have to save him. You have to put him back together, too.
Ares 3 was in time to save Mark's life, but not quite his mind. The Hermes has hundreds of days of space travel before they all get back to Earth. It's a ship running without maintenance, and the primary engineer has the world's most severe case of PTSD. What happens? Canon-compliant.
Edited and updated September 2021.
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- Part 2 of Watch Mark Watney Live
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24 Oct 2025
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Close to Home by Glowstick
Fandoms: The Martian - All Media Types, The Martian (2015), The Martian - Andy Weir
10 Jun 2026
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He's waited four-ever.
NASA doesn't know Watney is alive. How will trying to survive in total isolation until Ares 4 change him? What new challenges will he face? Can he make it 1408 sols without completely losing himself?
For god's sake, someone send him a new mix-tape.
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24 Oct 2025
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we shall be free; we shall find peace by mediant for januariat, hoebiwan
Fandoms: Superman (Comics)
08 Aug 2024
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Clark has accepted what it means to be Lex's prisoner - the pain of the Green, the experiments, the hands on it. The long years buried in its containment cell, let out only to act as Lex's weapon, as Lex's tool. It had fought back at first, but years have ground it down and away to almost nothing.
Then Lex hands it a baby. And Clark realizes that while it may have hurt humans, and lied about what it is, and it may deserve to be locked away - Kon deserves to be free.
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21 Jul 2025
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The sheriff watched him for a moment, then he sighed and turned slightly. He reached out to open a cabinet door beside him, and pulled out a shelf. It was on a track, so it rolled out of the cabinet fairly easily, and held a small CCTV. Derek frowned and inched his chair to the side a little bit so he could get a better angle.
He was looking at a teenager, or someone at least young enough to be the same age as Scott. He was sitting on a bed in what looked to be a larger room, the area he was in surrounded by four glass walls, with his legs crossed and head tilted.
He was also staring directly into the camera, as if he knew someone was watching. A creepy smile slowly slid onto the teen’s face, and he held up one hand, wiggling his fingers in a slow, eery wave.
Derek felt his mouth run dry. He didn’t know who this kid was, but he didn’t like him.
“Who is that?” he asked quietly.
“That,” said the sheriff, “is my son.”
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22 Oct 2023
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Jaime has spent seven years locking werewolves into cages, and his past has finally caught up to him.
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- Part 1 of mage in a wolf pack
- Part 1 of Envy's Original Fics
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22 Oct 2023
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Dean's never seen himself as a particularly optimistic person.
But even if he had. He thinks he'd have had trouble feeling overly positive about his new owner. A thirty-year old weirdo, some lonely alpha shut inside a malfunctioning lighthouse like it's his own personal fortress. Plus, the kindhearted captain, reluctant to bring him up. The people in town, who don't see much of him.
Dean, about to be thrown to the wolves.
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16 Jul 2023
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When a series of unusual murders happen, Sam and Dean find themselves in North Carolina. Sam might have a little hell in his head, but he can still get the job done. The only real problem is that the BAU is also in town.
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Aka the Criminal Minds/Supernatural crossover event- Language:
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14 Jun 2023
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Actions Speak Louder than Words by isthatbloodonhisshirt (wasterella)
Fandoms: Teen Wolf (TV)
22 Jan 2020
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“I apologize.” The cop finally looked back up at his face, seeming thrilled. “It’s just—it’s been so long. And we finally have you.”
That was a bad word. Not found.
Have.
Stiles wrenched his hand free and took a step back, but before he could even think up a gameplan, he felt a prick in his neck and jerked away, reaching up to slap one hand against it and twisting in the same moment.
One of the others had come up behind him while he hadn’t been paying attention, and his vision began to swim even as his eyes caught sight of the half-empty syringe the guy was holding.
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08 Jun 2023
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"On a worn-down mattress, a very human-looking frame sits curled up in the left corner, some lumpy thing tugged around it. Long shaggy hair curtaining its face, and a pair of hazel-eyes peer through them, straight at Dean.
It’s wearing worn jeans and a short-sleeved shirt, clothes which surely have seen better days.
“What the fuck? You got yourself a … what is he?” Dean tilts his head and grimaces. He knows psychics, is aware what they’re capable of. But Gordon would never dare to use a human being, right?
That’d be Dean’s – probably only – boundary he won’t ever overstep.
“A freak. Bound to demons, but not quite one,” Gordon explains, “and no, before you ask. It’s not a psychic. – We don’t do shit to humans.”"- Language:
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07 Jun 2023
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Castiel was entrusted with the most sacred mission: protect the Michael Sword, the Righteous Man, until he can be of use to Heaven in the war against Lucifer. He willingly fell to Earth, with the knowledge that he would be captured, enslaved, and eventually fall into the possession of the Righteous Man’s father. He was not prepared for what that would entail, and the horror he would be forced to face at his master’s hands.
When Dean was seven, Dad went on a hunting trip, and came back with a bound, beaten man in a tan coat who suddenly went everywhere with them. His job, Dad explained, was going to be protecting Dean and Sam while Dad was away hunting.
At first, Dean doesn’t understand why the man stays around just to basically babysit them... until one terrible day he does: it’s not that Castiel won’t leave, it’s that he can’t — and after that, nothing will ever be the same.
Slavery AU — goes from Dean’s childhood to early adulthood, and the friendship he builds with the angel his father enslaved. Book 1 of 4.
Please note! Dean/Cas is the endgame, but does not happen while Dean is below the age of consent.
Title inspired by: Louder Than Words from Tick, Tick… Boom!
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- Part 2 of Cages or Wings (Ask the Birds)
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23 Apr 2023
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Castiel was entrusted with the most sacred mission: protect the Michael Sword, the Righteous Man, until he can be of use to Heaven in the war against Lucifer….
Castiel thought he’d known what to expect when given orders to protect ‘the vessel’. He was a warrior, a commander, and most importantly, he was personally chosen by Michael. He was unafraid. He was ready.
He was wrong.
Slavery AU: Cas POV remix of Louder Than Words, from when he fell from Heaven to just past the end of LTW. Book 2 of 4. (Please note: Dean/Cas is the endgame, but does not happen while Dean is below the age of consent.)
Title inspired by: Louder Than Words from Tick, Tick… Boom!, and Endless Night from the Lion King
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- Part 3 of Cages or Wings (Ask the Birds)
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23 Apr 2023
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High school can be rough. It can be a place of nightmares. But for Nicolas it is a place of dreams.
Everything is better than being at home.
Because at school he is something. He is a jock, or as close to it as he will ever be. He is the predator.
While at home he is the prey. At home he is nothing.Series
- Part 1 of The NHITB collection
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13 Apr 2022
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Which hurts worse? broken bones or a collar?
(Neither. A promise of kindness kills faster than any weapon.)
((So why isn't he dead yet?))
For as long as he can remember, Techno's been a fighter, a weapon, a tool for others to use and discard.
Maybe this time would be different. Maybe this time sweet words wouldn't come with stinging fists and promises of pain. Maybe this time he could finally wash the blood from his hands and live a simple life.
Eh.
Probably not.
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Buried to his eyes in debt from both his own failings and his son's stupid decisions, Philza Craft is forced to do the one thing he promised himself he would never do.
Buy a slave to enter the rings.
aka, the fic where Techno is an abused fighter and Philza unwittingly adopts him into his chaotic family. Will he learn he's more than a weapon to be used? Yes. Will it take a considerable amount of time and convincing? Yes. Will it be easy? Heck no, especially not with their pasts looming over them.
What was it Tommy always says? 'pog through the pain'?
Pog through the pain they will.
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- Part 1 of Broken Chains
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14 Feb 2022
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Something Shattered by Thoughtstream
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Thor (Movies)
27 Aug 2023
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Loki is given to S.H.I.E.L.D as a prisoner after the events of the first Avengers movie. With his magic bound and his body in a near-mortal state he is tortured until he breaks and then tortured again. Finally Nick Fury is made aware of the situation and he turns to everyone's favorite billionaire: Tony Stark. And that's how Tony is suckered into allowing a damaged Norse God into his tower as his prisoner/servant.
Basically I like writing angsty pieces and delving into the psychological states of people in pain. And bringing egos low.
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18 Jan 2022
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Ascent from Perdition by dreamsofspike
Fandoms: Good Omens - Neil Gaiman & Terry Pratchett, Good Omens (TV)
29 Apr 2023
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Book Two in the Perdition series.
The saga continues. ;)
See Story Notes for more detailed information about this story, including spoilers for Book One, Descent into Perdition.
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- Part 2 of Perdition (Good Omens)
- Language:
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- 294,086
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- 29/?
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18 Jan 2022