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    “You just need to practice, then?”

    “Um. Yeah, I guess.”

    Ilya’s hand has not moved from Shane’s knee, his thumb rubbing soothing circles into the skin there, his touch warm even through the layer of his comforter.

    “We could practice together,” Ilya says casually, a small purse to his lips. As if Shane’s brain is not screeching to a violent halt, his mouth falling open around a choked noise.

    “That’s not—that’s not funny.”

    “Is not a joke,” Ilya says firmly, suddenly serious. “If you are so afraid to be bad, I can teach you. Then you can go kiss a pretty girl, and you can impress her. Whatever.” Ilya shrugs, dark blue eyes darting across Shane’s face, a searching look.

     

    Or, Shane has never been kissed before. Ilya offers to teach him how.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    “What did I,” his throat clicks, swallowing harshly around the tears that he has refused to allow and fall. “What did I do wrong?”

    Mortification feels like fingers wrapped tightly around his throat, tucking himself closely against the wall and too afraid to even look Rozanov in the eye. There’s a long beat of silence where Shane can practically feel his heart climb into his mouth, his chest aching with a relentless thud. 

    “Hollander.” He can’t read Rozanov’s tone even on his better days, quiet and short of breath. 

    Shane wishes that he could dissolve into the floorboards, eyes squeezed shut and a spike of shuddering cold working its way through him.

     

    Or, Shane drops hard and fast after their hook-up in Vegas. Ilya takes care of him.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    “So we thought it’d be cute if we did your legal name.”

    The realization hits Shane only a split second before Harris lifts a Jersey. Same ugly Centaurs Pride Logo, Same 24, same A.

    HOLLANDER-ROZANOV is blazoned across the back, squeezed in to fit the 20 inches allotment.

    Shane and Ilya have their first Centaurs Pride Night as a married couple. They're definitely not weird about it. (Bood disagrees)

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    05 Jun 2026

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    Maybe, just maybe, Ilya can admit the Spyder is a bit suspicious. The Raiders license plate is not helping things but the Lambo has the vanity plate ROZY so what was he supposed to do? Take his Ferrari to pick up his boyfriend? No. Let his boyfriend take a cab to his house from the airport? Absolutely not.

    Luckily Shane is helping the situation by dressing like a broke frat boy in a hoodie that he’s had since he was seventeen years old (Ilya would know), a backwards Blue Jays hat, sweatpants, with nothing but a duffle and an insulated tote bag

    In which; The Hollanders take Ilya on a last minute road trip. Yuna is concerned about Ilya’s career, Shane wants to be the best boyfriend possible, Ilya wants to pay for a damn meal, and David is just happy to be in the kitchen.

    A Prequel to “One For The Road” but both can stand alone

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    04 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 74

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    “Weeks of not having you like this.” Mike’s voice came out ragged. “Weeks of thinking about you. Nothing but you. Always you.”

    Will’s hand faltered.

    “Always?” he breathed.

    “Every goddamn second.” Mike pressed his forehead against Will’s, their breaths mingling. “You think I moved on? You think I could just—”

    “I hoped you would.”

    Liar.

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    A bad breakup, unresolved tension, and Mike’s jealousy issues don’t mix well in a bar.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    "Ilya, like, does this thing.”

    Rose leans in conspiratorially. “What thing?”

    “S’like…like my brain shuts off, finally,” Shane mumbles. “Like everything is floaty, and my arms and legs go numb, and like, all I can feel or think about is just him. It’s like flying, sort of, and then, like, afterwards, he cuddles me and brings me back down to earth.”

    “Oh, so he puts you in subspace?”

    Shane blinks blankly at her. “Huh?”

    “Y’know, like, dominant/submissive type stuff. Where like, the dom puts the sub into subspace.”

    Shane shakes his head. “I have no idea what that means.”

    ***

    Shane gets drunk and spills to Rose about his and Ilya's non-boring sex life. Rose has some thoughts.
    a/k/a Shane discovers that he and Ilya have been kinky this whole time, and no one ever thought to tell him.

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    31 May 2026

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    Shane's search history autofills on Ilya's laptop when he borrows it. The suggestions are devastatingly specific:

    'how to ask for aftercare without sounding needy,'

    'signs your dom is getting bored,'

    'best lube for prolonged anal sex reddit.'

    Ilya stares at the screen, realizing Shane has been conducting independent research on how to be the perfect sub for him.

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    25 May 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 37

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    There was an experiment once, Russian guy who trained dogs to drool with just a bell; Ilya wonders if that’s what’s happening to him.

    Or: Shane, chronic clothes rewearer, steps out in those blue shorts again, and Ilya kinda has to do something about it (again).

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    18 May 2026

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    The first time they’d done this, in Ilya’s bed, Shane had been mystified at Rozanov’s insistence that he not enter the nest without Shane’s permission. Now, Shane feels something akin to smugness flexing its claws in his chest. A primal satisfaction at the rightness that he is the one with the power - at present, if not for much longer - alpha just outside the nest and at his mercy.

    Like Shane will only yield for someone who has earned it. He can draw out Ilya’s suffering just a little longer, make him earn it.

    Shane rakes his gaze over the delicious chest and bicep muscles bunching above the edge of the nest. “Waiting for something, Rozanov?”

    “Are you going to let me into your nest, omega?” His pronunciation of the endearment is more Russian than English, accent thickening around the syllables.

    “Depends. You gonna give me your knot?”

    “Hm, does not sound like begging yet to me.”

    Some months after Shane recovers from rejection sickness in Ilya's bed, they share their heat/rut together at the cottage, both clinging to the delusion it's still casual.

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    16 May 2026

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    “Shane doesn’t want to take something from Ilya that he enjoys. And he doesn’t want to plant the seed of resentment. He’s already asked Ilya to give up so many things for him. He’s asked Ilya to always come back to him in the end, and Ilya always does and always will. That has to be enough for Shane. It doesn’t matter what Ilya does with other people. It’s just sex.”

    ——

    When Ilya offers Shane an open relationship during The Long Game, Shane assumes that’s because Ilya isn’t willing to be monogamous. Ilya has always been with other people. Why would that change now?

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    13 May 2026

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    “Perfect,” Shane repeats under his breath, like it’s a ridiculous word. He stretches his shoulders out a bit; broad, strong torso pushing into the wall behind his body. God, he looks good. Ilya’s gaze slides down to his bare feet on the wooden balcony, then back up the strong walk of his thighs. 

    “Yes, perfect. Too gay to fuck any women, but not so gay you bother to fuck any other men. Is my ideal situation.”

    Years into their messy situationship, it takes sleeping with another man for Shane to figure out that he's gay. Ilya finds this out later.

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    13 May 2026

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    Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”

    “Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.

    He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.

    A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.

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    13 May 2026

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    “I guess I’m just angry about a lot of things.”

    “Things like…?”

    “Like, Mason, for fucking one.” Mike groans, untangling one of his hands to coarse through his bangs. He pushes it back, revealing his beautifully expressive brows. They curve, swoop, frown. Will holds back the urge to kiss it better. “And the fact that I knew your heat was coming but couldn’t get you to the nurse’s office fast enough. The fact that I couldn’t even stand up to Mason and his lackeys. That you did and I let you.”

    If anybody else had said that, Will would’ve been offended. But coming from Mike, he knows he didn’t say that to mean he thinks Will can’t protect himself. He knows that he can. He was the only one to know it. Instead, it loosens Will’s control over his pheromones and a puff of affection shoots out.

    Mike picks up on it, obvious from his quick sniff, but he keeps rambling on anyway. “The fact that that mouthbreather’s pheromones are what triggered your heat when it should have been mine,” he snarls out the last few words.

     
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    Or, alternatively, how many heats does it take for Mike and Will to get together? The answer will not surprise you.

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    12 May 2026

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    “I always want to be fucking you,” Ilya continued as he pressed a finger deep into Shane. “It has taken over my brain. My life. When I am not with you, I am thinking of you.” He added another finger easily, pushing deep. “If I could have my way, you would never wear clothes again. You would simply recline on a throne of furs and softness, where I would fuck you at your leisure.”

    Or: Pregnant omega Shane is feeling insecure about his expanding body. Ilya will make him feel better.

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    10 May 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 17

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    Mickey Milkovich’s alpha is in a big stink and it’s pissing him the fuck off. 

    Christ, how the times have changed... 

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    08 May 2026

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    “I dunno, you had some very interested fans in the audience.” He’s not jealous. Or, at least, he’s trying not to be. He knew the fans, the public image of Ilya would be something that he had to face this season. For some reason, it’s just harder to let go of than he thought.

    He pulls back, scanning Shane’s face, frowning. “You're jealous of fans with signs, now?”

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    07 May 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 43

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    Ilya is obsessed, always kissing Shane, touching him, reminding both of them that this is real, they're here together. Working out together, swimming together, touching together. The two of them, for two weeks.

    Domestic Cottage Bliss!

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    07 May 2026

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    As a child, the silence in his house was always oppressive. Proof that his mother was gone, that his father had nothing to say to him unless it was critical. But the silence with the Hollanders is… cozy. There’s no tension, just three people enjoying watching the sun set over the lake, silence broken only by the howl of the loons and the crackle of the fire.

    “So,” Yuna says, eventually. “Uh, the CCM commercial you were in - in 2010.”

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    Ilya and Shane spend the evening connecting with Shane’s parents. Then they spent it connecting with each other in new ways.

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    07 May 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 96

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    a (future series) of one-shots from the longer work 'touch me with a kiss, feel me with your lips' — subscribe for updates!

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    06 May 2026

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    Shane is an omega. Ilya is an alpha. Their compatibility is… inconveniently high, but that’s hardly their problem. When Shane’s heat hits, Ilya helps. When Ilya’s rut comes around, well. It only seems fair to return the favor.

    It’s practical. It’s efficient. It works.

    It doesn’t mean anything. Really.

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    05 May 2026

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