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    After Shane reluctantly comes out to his team, it feels like everything is falling apart. He did what his boyfriend asked, and he doesn't understand why it wasn't enough. As a last-stitch effort to fix what is broken, he accompanies his boyfriend to a remote commune in Russia. Their host, Ilya Rozanov, seems eager to teach them everything about his home and their annual pre-summer festivities.

    Shane quickly realizes that this trip is not for him, but his boyfriend is set on staying-- for the research.

    Uncomfortable and determined to leave, Shane wants to convince Ilya that he needs to go home.

    Ilya wants him to recognize that perhaps he is home.

    AKA yes this is my shameless midsommar au

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    29 Jul 2026

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    “Marley.” Ilya says evenly, suddenly knowing he can actually breathe. He had a plan and he knew what he needed to do. And he couldn’t do it from the locker room bench. “If he is very injured, if he cannot play again, if he is very bad, I will kill you. I will kill you painfully.”
    Cliff gapes at him.

    In which the hit that Cliff Marleau had on Shane Hollander goes a little different. For one, they’re in Boston. For another, Ilya realizes he might be panicking? Which is probably not something to do in the middle of a game. And, oh yeah, he just outed both himself and his not-boyfriend to an entire locker room of hockey players.

    But that’s okay, because while Boston may be vicious, they do take care of their own. And they quickly realize that their captain’s happiness and willingness to stay with the Bears is tied to Shane Hollander. The solution is easy, they’ll just have to make Shane Hollander a Bear.

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    24 Jul 2026

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    Shane is hiding something that could end his career.

    Ilya is the kind of person who doesn’t stop until he finds it.

    What starts as rivalry turns into fixation.

    Because something about Shane doesn’t make sense,
    his control, his scent, the way he reacts.

    And Ilya doesn’t like unsolved patterns.

    He likes breaking them open.

    Even if it breaks Shane with it.

    Not instinct. Not luck. Not being an alpha.

    Control.

    So when he watches Shane play, he sees it immediately, something precise, something careful, something just out of reach.

    Something hidden.

    And Ilya has never been good at leaving things alone.

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    23 Jul 2026

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    “What makes you so confident you can handle him when Montreal couldn’t?” A reporter asks.

    Ilya smirks like he’s been waiting for it. “Because he actually listens. Montreal? Didn’t have a damn clue how to handle him. Me? Oh, I got this kid under my thumb.”
     
    Shane Hollander was supposed to become Montreal’s next great star. Months later, a public scandal and a hurried trade have sent him to Boston, where everyone is waiting to see whether he breaks again.
    Raiders captain Ilya Rozanov is arrogant, violent, and far too interested in finding out exactly how much Shane can take. He is certain he knows how to handle him. Shane is equally certain he hates him.
    Neither of them understands yet what it will cost to be right.

    Or; Ilya may be the first person to truly understand Shane, but he is also the last person who should be trusted with him.

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    21 Jul 2026

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    Ilya watched him with infuriating patience, daring to look a little bored.

    Then, because he was Ilya, he said, “You fuck your girlfriends like this?”

    Shane’s eyes narrowed.

    Ilya’s grin widened. “You fuck Rose Landry like this?”

    Or: Shane asks if he can fuck Ilya, just this once. It’s an experience.

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    20 Jul 2026

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