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  1. 26

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    During a quiet day at his lakeside cottage, Shane finds himself spiraling over insecurities about Ilya's past and his attraction to women. When Ilya notices something is wrong, he gently pushes Shane to talk—and makes it clear that Shane isn't competing with anyone.

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  2. 12

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    “Hollander. The plane carrying the Boston Bears…” Coach’s voice faltered as he looked Shane in the face. “The event has been postponed because their plane didn’t make it.”

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    or: Ilya's plane goes down and Shane has to deal with the aftermath.

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    Forty-one year old Shane has never bottomed before. Ilya offers to change that.

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    Shane Hollander has learned to be pretty resilient in his life. He’s a strong person. He can handle being the face of a franchise that he’s maybe single handedly dragging back from mediocrity. He can handle being the face of diversity in the NHL. He can handle being the best Asian player in history. He can handle being a little different from his teammates. But what he cannot handle, is being the gay Asian-Canadian franchise player who’s a bit different from his teammates.

    So after he and Ilya Rozanov hook up for the second time ever at the 2011 AllStars game, and Rozanov starts making plans for a third meeting when he’s in Montreal, Hollander gets spooked and makes a decision.

    Fifteen months later he’s married to Alice Webster.

    Here’s how it goes.

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  5. 22

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    Does Shane Hollander have an asthma diagnosis? Technically, yes. But it never comes up anymore and it’s so unimportant that his team doesn’t know. He’s only had two flare-ups since joining the Montreal Metros a decade ago and never in front of them. Only his parents and Ilya know and only Ilya is really worried about it (because of course he is).

    But when it comes back with a vengeance, derailing his health, life, and career, how will he manage to keep the people he loves in his life?

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  6. 31

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    Ilya loved Shane. Ilya was obsessed with Shane. Ilya would do everything for Shane. Almost everything. Because Shane could be stubborn and Ilya made it his task to remind him of that by making empty (playful) threats towards him. Empty, because Ilya's weakness was called Shane Hollander. And it didn't matter how strong he tried to be, Shane made it impossible for him to go through with anything. So yes, Ilya would do everything for Shane.

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    5 times Ilya threatened Shane to not do something for him and then he does it anyway, because Ilya was weak for his husband + 1 time Ilya actually made a promise to Shane he will hold for the rest of his life.

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    “We could’ve had everything,” Shane admitted softly.

    The confession hurt more than he expected.

    “A real relationship. A family. A future.” His eyes drifted toward the planes outside again before he exhaled slowly. “But dreams eventually end.” A small, tired smile pulled at his mouth. “And this is me waking up.”

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    ILYA ROZANOV has wired SHANE HOLLANDER $5,000
    Remarks: Moya lyubov please unblock me

    ILYA ROZANOV has wired SHANE HOLLANDER $5,000
    Remarks: Let me know when you’re ready to talk i will kneel

    ILYA ROZANOV has wired SHANE HOLLANDER $5,000
    Remarks: character not enough but i’ll kneel and apologi

    ILYA ROZANOV has wired SHANE HOLLANDER $5,000
    Remarks: ze to you for hours if you want me to i miss

    ILYA ROZANOV has wired SHANE HOLLANDER $10,000
    Remarks: you so much

     

    Yuna Hollander (Husband's Mom): Did you just wire my son $30K?

    Ilya: It’s the only platform he cannot block me from Yuna I am desperate

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    Rozanov pins Shane down, fucks into him like he almost hates him, gets a hand around his cock, rough and deliberate, and says it low against his ear—go ahead, try it. Say her name one more time, I fucking dare you—and Shane opens his mouth and sobs into the pillow and nothing else comes out. Just tears and the blood under his nails from Rozanov's back. Then he finds the angle he's been finding since Nashville, and the name is gone entirely.

    That's also, more or less, the point.

    Shane hates him for that. He hates him the way you hate something that keeps being right about you.

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    Or: Shane spends nine years building a structure so airtight it functions as a personality, and Ilya Rozanov spends nine years being the single thing that doesn't fit inside it.

    Featuring crazy situationship sex, the complications of sometimes being a terrible person, and one unhinged fixation on Svetlana Vetrova, 31 photos deep, that was never about Svetlana Vetrova.

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  10. 79

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    Ilya Rozanov is many things, most of all, he's perceptive.

    When he sees just how miserable Hayden Pike is on the Montreal Voyageurs, he makes a plan to get the man signed with the Centaurs. Not for Pike's sake, of course. But because Shane misses him. That's it. Not at all because he feels bad or thinks that Pike deserves better. Nothing like that at all.

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    Shane could deny it – he could try to pretend the man in the audio whimpering for more isn’t him, that it’s a scam, that it was fake or edited. He could get lawyers involved, or take it to the press before anything leaks and control the narrative himself. But he doesn’t know how much more the blackmailer has, and he can’t risk Ilya getting outed or deported or – well, he can’t risk Ilya.
    *Shane and Ilya don't get caught at the cottage. But they still get caught.

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    All eyes are on Montreal and Ottawa now that Shane Hollander is a Centaur. It's going to be a big year for the Cens, assuming they can get past their first game against the Voyageurs... and their second... and their third? Maybe it won't be as simple as playing one game and proving everybody wrong.

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    Compliant with other works in this series but can be read as a standalone.

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      Power, Poison, Pain, and Joy inside My DNA by theki11erandthefina1gir1
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      All eyes are on Montreal and Ottawa now that Shane Hollander is a Centaur. It's going to be a big year for the Cens, assuming they can get past their first game against the Voyageurs... and their second... and their third? Maybe it won't be as simple as playing one game and proving everybody wrong.

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    Ilyusha 🩵
    Would you like to enlist the Hollander-Rozanov babysitting service for a date night?

    We have references!

    Caitlin
    Shane cleaned my kitchen, girl. Take them up on it!

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    Ilya posts a casual video of himself covered in a necklace of hickeys given to him by his beautiful, freaky boyfriend. In an unfortunate turn of events, girls all over the world join forces to share the details and video evidence of their own sexual exploits with Russia’s pass-around party boy. Shane is not at all consumed by jealousy and absolutely does not fall into a spiral of competitive obsession over these events.

    Or, 5 times Shane tries to be as good as every girl that Ilya’s ever been with, + 1 time Ilya shows him that he has always been better.

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    No matter the trope.
    No matter the universe.
    No matter the setup.
    They find each other.

    “Great, I just need some info from you.” Shane flipped to a new page in the order book and pulled out his favorite pen. “What’s your name?”

    The man tilted his head, smiling almost indulgently at him. Shane waited patiently, then smiled awkwardly when there was no name forthcoming. “You don’t know?” the man said.

    “Your name? No, I don’t– sorry, have we met before?” Shane asked, suddenly embarrassed. He didn't remember seeing this man in the shop before. Oh god, had they gone on a date and he forgot? It had been awhile since he went out with anyone, so it must have been quite a long time ago if that was the case. But Shane was sure he would remember someone who looked and sounded like that.

    The man’s smile widened. “I must just have one of those faces,” he said. “My name is Ilya.”

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    As a straight man, Ilya Rozanov has never had a gay roommate before, but it’s going pretty well. Shane Hollander is kind, silly, and an even bigger hockey nut than Ilya.

    So when Shane starts bringing men over, and Ilya begins to want to bash their fucking heads in, Ilya comes to a startling conclusion: He must be homophobic.

    (He’s jealous.)

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    “Let me do everything.” Shane slowly helped Ilya out of his clothes.

    Shane kneeled beside the tub, grabbed a wet cloth, and carefully washed Ilya’s arms. There was no rush; only the soft sound of the water surrounded them.

    “Shane.” Ilya pulled away slightly. “You shouldn’t be doing this.”

    “I want to.” Shane desperately wanted to make Ilya feel better. He wanted to erase the shame he knew Ilya felt for needing help. To show him that it was okay not to be okay. That he was still deserving of love no matter what.

     

    Or, Shane is there for Ilya during a depressive episode

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  18. 20

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    What if 1 year after Ilya & Shane were married, they were celebrating their wedding anniversary? In celebration, they decide to remake the Las Vegas scene where, instead of Shane showing off for Ilya, Ilya would show off for Shane. Then things like leather, rope, stockings, and red lipstick are involved.

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  19. 41

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    Jane Miller is a new barista in a coffee shop ten minutes from the Canadian Tire Centre. Her life was supposedly boring and temporary while she was saving for college, until the day Ilya Rozanov signed with the Ottawa Centaurs. Along the way, she accidentally befriended the hockey star and became the vessel for him to gush about his girlfriend, who was also named Jane.

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    Ilya Rozanov, get villaged!

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  20. 49

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    “There was something about you that made me curious, that made me want to know you. We were made to be rivals but decided on our own to be something greater, something we figured out along the way.”

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    Russia’s Ilya Rozanov and Canada’s Shane Hollander are finally getting married!!! After over a decade of knowing and loving each other, Shane and Ilya are making it official. What once seemed impossible is here and a brand new chapter of their life is just beginning. <3

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