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Ilya widens his eyes, moves his hands in an impatient “get on with it” motion. He has the urge to say it for him, end both their misery. Shane blinks rapidly a few times, takes another deep breath. “I want to stop,” he says simply.
Ilya lets out one humorless laugh, “Stop what?”
Shane ignores him. “At the All Star Game, I told you I liked you. And you said about Russia and your family. And I looked some things up. I get it. I get it better now. I know we can’t but I can’t stop wanting to be…more. Unless we stop.”
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Shane just wants to be friends and Ilya is, like, fine with that or whatever
- Language:
- English
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- 59,096
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- 13/13
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- 1,876
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25 Jul 2026
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The pieces left behind (I'll keep them close to my heart) by baina
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
03 Jun 2026
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In 2014, Shane Hollander walked away from hockey, from the spotlight, and from every dream he built since he was 8 years old.
In 2014, Ilya Rozanov felt like he was losing himself. So he pushed everything away, so no one would get hurt when he eventually cracked.
Years later, they reunite, Shane — with so many scars, a thousand secrets, and a heart that never learned how to let go.
Ilya Rozanov thought he knew what losing felt like.
He was wrong.Or: Sometimes, love doesn’t leave.
Sometimes, someone keeps it for you.- Language:
- English
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- 143,062
- Chapters:
- 18/?
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- 1,660
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- 3,456
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23 Jul 2026
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Emergency Contact by Itspepperbesties
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
30 May 2026
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555-123-181
If someone got bleach in their eye what should they do
555-926-024
Go the the ER and get an eye wash
555-123-181
Okay but is that really necessary or can I just wash it myself
555-926-024
According the the Internet you might need eye drops for a couple days after so ER it is
555-123-181
Urgh fiiine
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Ilya was looking for advice when he text the wrong number
Shane couldnt leave a random stranger on read during an emergencySeries
- Part 1 of Emergency Contact
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- English
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- 19,502
- Chapters:
- 20/20
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- 967
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- 1,645
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14 Jun 2026
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Oh I'm Tricky But You Figured Me Out by TigerCrossbow
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Mar 2026
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Based on a tumblr post from @notahungrywish, ending with:
Just Shane casually assuming he'll always have to share and never be enough for Ilya and Ilya horrified to realize just how resigned Shane is to assuming Ilya will never be satisfied with him the way Shane is with Ilya.
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- Part 1 of Not a Safe Bet, But You're All In
- Language:
- English
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- 22,719
- Chapters:
- 3/3
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- 696
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- 12,024
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- 3,222
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- 168,887
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09 Jun 2026
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Ilya Rozanov vs The Unintended Consequences of Woke Hockey by Sagebrner
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
02 Jun 2026
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Forester (Admirals🔛🔝)
So the true way to combat the Bisexual Russian Terminator isn’t with homophobia...
It's actually with even more gay
...
You're a goddamn genius.----
The NHL rookies have joined forces to strategize now that two of the greatest hockey players of all time are on the same team and Ilya Rozanov must suffer from the unintended consequences of making hockey more woke.
Mainly, the way everyone keeps implying that they want to fuck his husband.
or: a group of rookies unionize and employ chirping as a form of psychological torture against a one Ilya Grigoryevich Rozanov.
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- English
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- 5,155
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 1,270
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- 24,656
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09 Jun 2026
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You give me fever by Selective_attention
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Jun 2026
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Ilyusha 🩵
Would you like to enlist the Hollander-Rozanov babysitting service for a date night?We have references!
Caitlin
Shane cleaned my kitchen, girl. Take them up on it!Series
- Part 6 of What is a RHOO?
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- English
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- 2,145
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 3
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- 275
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07 Jun 2026
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A glimpse into Shane and Ilya's life after getting together on Facebook Marketplace, and a short-lived attempt at finding a third roommate.
A sequel to hi shane, is this still available?
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- Part 2 of message sent to seller
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 10,172
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 792
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- 14,847
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07 Jun 2026
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As the Romans Do by kooksie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
01 Jun 2026
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As a straight man, Ilya Rozanov has never had a gay roommate before, but it’s going pretty well. Shane Hollander is kind, silly, and an even bigger hockey nut than Ilya.
So when Shane starts bringing men over, and Ilya begins to want to bash their fucking heads in, Ilya comes to a startling conclusion: He must be homophobic.
(He’s jealous.)
- Language:
- English
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- 40,186
- Chapters:
- 4/4
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- 4,415
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31 May 2026
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good on my own accord by impetuous
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
13 May 2026
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No serious hockey fan or sports commentator worth their salt would have considered record-breaking Boston superstar Ilya Rozanov to be Shane Hollander’s rival exactly, but sleeping with a man who had a specific offense-related vendetta against him and a wrist shot like a jet engine to back it up was probably ill-advised just the same.
Or, Shane is a goalie. Ilya can’t score.
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- Part 1 of #42 Shane Hollander
- Language:
- English
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- 148,928
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- 18/18
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- 9,172
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- 24,245
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28 May 2026
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biting my tongue swallowing it down by yellobaby
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 May 2026
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Shane can’t look at him. He can’t really look at anyone but he manages to lift his head and stare right back into Troy’s glistening eyes.
“I never had that advantage, Troy. I never got to take it out on anyone, for any of it. All the times I got on that ice to play some hockey and some… fuckwit idiot like Kent, or whoever was calling me slurs— whether they were gay ones or racist ones… I couldn’t just hurl them back and call it a day like you did.”
He swallows hard. He thinks he might be sick a little bit in his mouth.
“You know how fucking lucky you are? To have gotten away with it? They love you, Barrett. This team loves you! You’re fucking celebrated because you overcame this big, terrible thing but for me it’s—”
He thinks about his mom in that very split second. His beautiful, wonderful mom who’d coached him his entire life on how to be polite, how to be well behaved. How to answer to teachers the right way, to coaches, to cops to the press to the general public to his fucking teammates—
He looks away. The fight suddenly drains right out of him and he goes back to his bag.
or: shane decides to confront troy if no one else will
- Language:
- English
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- 6,942
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- 1/1
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- 258
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19 May 2026
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Public Bookmark 2244
Mystery Work
Part of Private Privy Priv
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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18 May 2026
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You Have a Little Life in You Yet by OrYouCouldHaveMine
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Mar 2026
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PLANE CARRYING OTTAWA CENTAUR’S HOCKEY TEAM, COACH, PERSONNEL, REPORTEDLY LOST CONTACT, PRESUMED MISSING -
Shane’s eyes scan over the words, once, twice. It’s not true. It’s some mistake. He knows it.
“Lost contact?” Hayden asks, his tone a mix of concerned and confused. “What’s that mean? Like they lost their ability to communicate? Won’t that make landing hard?”
J.J. frowns. “I do not think they will be landing,” he says solemnly.
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The Ottawa Centaurs plane crashes in the Canadian wilderness. Shane tries to get answers while Ilya tries to stay alive.
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- English
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- 38,306
- Chapters:
- 5/5
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- 770
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- 2,185
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14 May 2026
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cardiac tamponade by asthestarsforetold
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Apr 2026
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Cardiac tamponade: pressure on that heart that prevents it from filling and beating adequately.
Shane thought he knew two things: his move to Ottawa would cause chaos, and that the Ottawa Centaurs were nice.
As it turned out, he only knew one of those things.
(Or: the Cens are still a team of professional hockey players. They're going to fuck up.)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 32,502
- Chapters:
- 2/2
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- 3
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- 1,812
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- 10,305
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- 3,268
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13 May 2026
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If I lose you, darling, then I lose everything. by AngelWithoutAShotgun
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Apr 2026
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"He didn’t want Ilya to know that he had driven all night. He would be worried. But there hadn’t really been another option. Shane had been too tense to sleep, too tense to breathe properly. Seeing Ilya would help him relax. He was always good at giving Shane what he needed. He would tease him first, of course.
“Fucking relax, Hollander.”
But he would. Relax. As soon as he had Ilya in his arms. His heart would stop hammering, his bones would stop vibrating, the rush in his ears would quiet. He knew it. He just needed to see him. Because he was fine. Ilya was fine.
Ilya almost died. Ilya almost -"
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A character study looking at how well Shane Hollander would deal with, and process, almost losing the love of his life.
Spoiler alert: Not well.
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- English
- Words:
- 17,663
- Chapters:
- 5/5
- Comments:
- 123
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- 1,520
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- 375
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- 19,292
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10 May 2026
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it's all fun and games until cap is in his feels again by thegreenempty
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 Mar 2026
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Roz: it’s weird with her
Roz: idk if anyone else ever has this happen
Roz: but I can’t get enough from her
Roz: usually after sex with someone I am done
Roz: but the more I have of Jane, the more I want
Roz: weird, right?Hammer: sounds like you’re falling for her, Rozy
Roz: no, no
Roz: like, sometimes I want to see her even after sex
Roz: or text her but not dick pics
Roz: weird feeling, like horny but for talking or hanging out
Roz: its confusing, hard to explainCliff: you’re literally just describing liking a person
Cliff Marleau's seen his captain through some crazy times and some wild crash outs. This is a little foray into some of the group chats and nights out with the boys. Especially when Cap is in his feels about his Montreal Girl.
Also known as the "Ilya Bisexual-Terminators his way across town in record time when he hears there's a stripper who looks a bit like Shane" fic.
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- Part 3 of it's all fun and games
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 10,458
- Chapters:
- 2/2
- Collections:
- 8
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- 976
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- 11,059
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- 1,444
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- 99,756
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28 Apr 2026
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ay, recházame (oh, reject me) by vanillatunamelt for blankjournals
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Apr 2026
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Shane
Last chance. Take your tank top back.Lily
no, it's a fucking gift
keep itShane
Fine.
I'll show you what I do with gifts from alphas like you.Lily
what the hell is that supposed to mean???
hollander
fuckShane doesn't get injured after Tampa, and Ilya breaks up with him to save both their hearts. (Un?)Fortunately for Ilya, Shane isn't letting him go without a fight.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 57,322
- Chapters:
- 5/5
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- 1,686
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- 14,190
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- 4,818
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20 Apr 2026
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bad case of lovin' you by imbihesgay
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 May 2026
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“Okay, give me five minutes. This patient will not take long.”
Luca nods in thanks and scurries off to busy himself in the meantime. Ilya huffs another sigh, shaking his head as he finally pulls up the digital chart.
Shane Hollander
Age: 27
Height: 177.8cm
Weight: 88.5Kg
Temp: 36.6
BP: 118/75-Patient presented with syncope, nausea and vertigo.
-shane hollander comes into ilya rozanov's ER, two months after they had a wild one-night stand)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 100,176
- Chapters:
- 15/15
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- 2,328
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- 13,264
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- 3,495
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- 344,418
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07 Apr 2026
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You've Got Mail! by wermbrain
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Mar 2026
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The hockey world is shocked when #1 draft pick Ilya Rozanov backs out of the NHL last second and opts to play for the KHL in his home country. Nobody knows why, and he leaves North America without comment. So Shane does what any kid with a crush did in 2010.
He emails him.
Or; the Hollanov epistolary email fic
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 16,880
- Chapters:
- 6/6
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- 1
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- 1,353
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- 8,482
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- 1,962
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- 72,345
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05 Apr 2026
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rozanov's roster by gurlsrool
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
20 Jul 2026
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Emmy: When did you first hook up with him?
Jane: 2010
Caro: WHAT
Megan: GIRL
Tia: SEVEN YEARS??
Megan: My jaw is borderline unhinged rnOr: In 2017, Shane finds a place where he can talk about his sex life...a group chat for girls who have slept with Ilya Rozanov
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 20,618
- Chapters:
- 8/12
- Comments:
- 7,469
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- 31,266
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- 6,368
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- 442,742
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04 Apr 2026
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While in search of a roommate, Ilya comes across an interesting Facebook Marketplace listing from Shane Hollander.
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- Part 1 of message sent to seller
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 6,676
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 2,128
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- 43,241
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- 300,676
Bookmarked by Nandaali005
27 Mar 2026