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    Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”

    “Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.

    He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.

    A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.

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    25 Jul 2026

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    Ilya clapped his hands decisively, the same way he did when the team was about to hit the ice. "Let me be your wingman. This will be fun."

    He meant it. He wanted to encourage Shane to embrace this, to see if it could help take some of the edge off this tense, tightly wound man sitting across from him.

    Shane bit his lip, and Ilya found his eyes fixating on his plush mouth. Ilya would have to organize a line, complete with a velvet VIP rope the first time he took Shane out on the town to get laid. He was stunning, and he seemed to have yet to realize it.

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    Shane is drafted to the Centaurs two years after Ilya. Ilya takes it upon himself to be rookie Shane's bisexual fairy godmother/wingman, and then immediately regrets it because he catches feelings.

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    16 Jul 2026

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    Ilya let out a quiet laugh, shaking his head. “I want to be perfect for you, Shane. To make up for all the time we lost.”

    “I don’t want perfect,” Shane said quietly, stroking Ilya’s cheek. “I want something real. Something that we fight to make work, because we want it so much. Because being together is so much fucking better than being without each other.”

    ***

    Ten years ago, Shane and Ilya loved each other in secret and let each other go anyway.

    Now Shane, captain of the Ottawa Centaurs, is a single dad to four-year-old Ollie, and good at pretending he doesn’t think about the man he lost when they were younger and terrified of the fallout of being caught. Then one chance meeting turns into drinks, lingering looks, old feelings, and suddenly Ilya Rozanov is everywhere again.

    Some things, it turns out, never really leave you.

    As Shane and Ilya fall back into each other’s lives - and into something softer, steadier, and openly theirs this time — they realise maybe they’re finally ready for the life they used to dream about.

    Or: two hockey players who were each other’s first love reconnect ten years later and slowly build the family they always wanted.

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    10 Jul 2026

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    It was like watching ants in those transparent tunneled habitats: the intricate, horny communication rituals of the modern queer hockey player.

    Or, five or so times Mikhail Popov (award-winning goaltender and gay fairy godmother) nudged Shane Hollander (his best goalie friend) and Ilya Rozanov (annoying hot guy he tolerates) toward their happily ever after, and the one time they finally chose it for themselves.

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    10 Jul 2026

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    No serious hockey fan or sports commentator worth their salt would have considered record-breaking Boston superstar Ilya Rozanov to be Shane Hollander’s rival exactly, but sleeping with a man who had a specific offense-related vendetta against him and a wrist shot like a jet engine to back it up was probably ill-advised just the same.

    Or, Shane is a goalie. Ilya can’t score.

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    09 Jul 2026

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    Barrett apologizes. Shane responds. Ilya learns.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    In a world where Shane & Ilya never hooked up and were only ever rivals and colleagues, Shane does eventually come out (after Scott and Kip’s kiss that changed everything.) He keeps the media at bay by teasing what he’s looking for in an ideal boyfriend.

    Ilya starts taking notes.

    He’s not the only one.

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    27 Jun 2026

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    Ilya held his gaze. A lot had changed. Shane’s jet black hair had grown out, the unkempt ends grazing his shoulders. He looked as though he had abandoned grooming entirely, yet the rugged look worked for him, emphasized by the dark shadow of stubble along his jaw. But it was his eyes that made Ilya pause. They were still brown, still sharp, but quieter now, like something in them had dulled. The sight stirred an uncomfortable familiarity in Ilya, like looking at a reflection of someone he used to be, and that thought bothered him more than he expected.

    or: Ilya ended things with Shane at the 2014 Vegas event, only to deeply regret it when fate crossed their paths again in the summer of 2024.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    This thing that they have—whatever the hell it is—it’s good. It’s easy. It feels like the only thing keeping Ilya afloat sometimes.

    He can’t let it get to a place where it’s more than just a good, convenient fuck and some fun teasing in between. Even if sometimes, in brief moments of tenderness, it already feels like it’s more than that. Or at least like it’s something that can be, if they just let it.

    But they don’t. They can’t.

    Although sometimes, Ilya does find himself giving in to the urge to look at Shane just a little bit longer, to let his touch be just a little bit gentler, more reverent, than what it would be for something as casual as they claim this to be—albeit sparingly.

    Sometimes, just for a moment, he lets himself indulge. He lets some of that affection bleed out of him because he feels like he’ll implode if he doesn’t.

    But he always catches himself before it can linger.

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    where six months of ghosting is shane’s final straw and he cuts contact with ilya after vegas, tired of the wall that just keeps getting higher each time he tries to chip away at it

    so ilya is forced to reckon with his feelings much sooner

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    25 Jun 2026

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    Lime

    A beautiful Caribbean expression for the term hang-out.

    Action: Liming

    “Yeah, me and the boys our here liming.”

    “Come Le Lime.” Zane Boodram says to Shane Hollander, Carter Vaughn, J.J. Boiziau, Svetlana Vetrova and Marcus Lewis.

    or the four times the Shane and the Boyz ™️ hung out with each other.

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    24 Jun 2026

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    Sixteen years ago at the height of Shane Hollander's career, he disappeared. Now years later invites to a wedding for a ‘Luca Hollander’ end up on the doorstep of many people of the past, many of which have their names etched in his father’s diary. Inviting them all with the intention of finally getting to know more about his father, and finally finding out who his fathers soulmate was.

    Will this be the wedding of the century without even knowing it or go down in a dumpster fire?

    coding credits: ireverents

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    22 Jun 2026

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    Shane and Dem Boyz is a series dedicated to Shane Hollander and his fellow POC and their friendship. and Dem Boyz include: Zane Boodram, Jean-Jacques Boiziau, Carter Vaughn, Svetlana Vetrova, Marucs Lewis (OC) and Anong Okafor (OC).

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    We are African Americans...... and Mark (Shane)
    Mec, j'ai besoin (J.J./Carter)
    Between I and She (Svetlana/Rose)
    Bitch Better Have My Money
    (Lean) On Me (can be read as a stand alone)
    Come Le We Lime (can be read as a stand alone)
    My Shining Star (Marcus/Anong)

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    18 Jun 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 64

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    Transcript:
    Please Feed Dani
    Ep: 57 - Shane Hollander

    Summary: Montreal's newest Hockey Hunk Shane Hollander drops the gloves for a sec to talk sisters, sass, and how he got That Ass.

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    Shane Hollander grew up the baby of the family and the only boy.
    This comes with its own set of complications.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    Yuna and David were worried that Shane's love for hockey might burn him out so they made him try out new hobbies, out of a million hobbies they've tried, skaterboarding's the only one that sticked.

    Skateboarders are a weird bunch, and Shane fits right in that bunch. So he's a bit more comfortable in his skin. A bit more emotionally mature.

    He still plays hockey professionally, but as his past time he loves skating.

    Tldr; Sk8boi Shane Hollander makes friends.

    (Set during the 2000s around their rookie season.)

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    07 Jun 2026

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    30 May 2026

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    Multiverse. Semi-Connected. Semi-Not. All can be read as standalone fics.

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    29 May 2026

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    an impulsive decision to snoop through ilya's phone for jane's contact leads to cliff marleau forming one of the closest friendships with someone he's ever had. unbeknownst to him, his new best friend is actually shane hollander.

    a canon divergent in which cliff marleau befriends jane, and accidentally forms the friendship of a lifetime ;-)

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    24 May 2026

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    “We do not say anything about the Hollander situation,” LeClaire tells them even though it sounds like he’s already resigned to what he knows is going to happen.

    After all, Roz gets extremely mad whenever it’s brought up. Not that Cliff can blame him, he’s pretty sure that Roz liked Hollander before this (wouldn’t chirp him half as much if he didn’t). Finding out that he’s such a bastard must sting.

    Not to mention that Roz does not mess around with people that disrespect girls. Or women. Or kids. Or dogs. Or the elderly (excluding Scott Hunter). Or really anyone, if it’s for petty stupid reasons.

    “Of course,” Cliff agrees for both of them since Roz is still too busy texting someone.

    It’s apparently not good enough for LeClaire because he asks, “Roz?”

    “Just one second,” he answers without raising his eyes from his phone or stopping his typing. “Need to get my Jane to agree with something. She’s very stubborn.”

     

    Or. My take on the 'their text leak and now everybody thinks that Shane is an abusive bastard' premise. Featuring Ilya giving a presser, Marly realizing in real time who 'Jane' is and the internet reacting to the craziness.

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    22 May 2026

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    The things I deemed related to the Rozanov sex-tape scandal thingy i wrote and then actually wrote

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    22 May 2026

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    The Ottawa WAGs saw the sex-tape leak. Now they wanted Jane in the Chat. Chaos ensures.

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    45,627

    22 May 2026

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