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and other oxymorons by anyabarnes
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 May 2026
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He doesn’t try it on. Not yet, anyways. Ilya opens the drawer and stares at the dress once a day–sometimes twice, sometimes three times–petting along the soft fabric and wondering how it would slip down his body. Would it contour to his chest, all fat and muscle? Would it fall just mid-thigh, or would the length of his torso force the hem upwards? Would he put it on and look in the mirror and recognize himself? Would he take it off the same man? Would he–
Femininity, Ilya learns, does not have to come at the expense of his dominance.
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04 Jul 2026
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been careless with a delicate man by splatticus
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Jun 2026
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What was it about that night that made Shane flinch that way, like Ilya has brushed against a splinter under his skin that he didn't know he was carrying?
A decade later, Ilya re-litigates Vegas.
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10 Jun 2026
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[Podfic of] Deep Misunderstanding by klb
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
23 May 2026
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Podfic by klb of Deep Misunderstanding by some1_around.
Author's summary: “Am I a bad friend?”
Hayden has always been the guy Shane joked with, the guy he trusted to feed him without mocking him, the guy he roomed with on the road, and Shane is the only man who has ever seen Hayden cry, and Hayden loves Shane. He fucking loves him. They are like brothers, and they have been for almost ten fucking years. He’s always been Shane’s guy, Shane’s best friend.
Except all along, maybe that wasn’t true. Ilya Rozanov, apparently, had been the guy. Before Hayden had ever met Shane, Ilya Rozanov had been there. And Hayden had never even noticed.
Shane is all over every inch of Hayden’s life. Hayden thought that was reciprocal.
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“You know I think about you all the time,
And my deep misunderstanding of your life,
And how bad it must have been for you back then,
And how hard it was to keep it all inside.”- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 16
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 32
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- 117
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05 Jun 2026
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Hollanov vs. the Ottawa WAGs by sillylittlepal
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
02 Feb 2026
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- 2
- Bookmarks:
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04 Jun 2026
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Told entirely through scrollable text messages between two hockey rivals who absolutely should not be doing this. But they do it anyway.
Hidden behind the names Jane and Lily, Shane and Ilya trade sarcasm, provocation, and bad decisions, until the conversations slide into reckless flirting, explicit suggestions, and messages sent way past the point of good judgment.
No filter, no restraint, no self-control. Just timestamps, ruined sleep schedules, and sexting that feels inevitable when neither of them knows how to stop pushing the other’s buttons.
________Chat conversations are displayed in the form of interactive scrolling HTML widgets.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 19,169
- Chapters:
- 11/?
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 207
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- 1,027
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- 159
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- 22,032
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04 Jun 2026
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Fangirling Too Close To The Sun by thingcalledlove
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Dec 2025
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Becca @IsThisRealLife · 48m
Forced to watch hockey with my dad and the only thing I can think is…when do they kiss?Josh @Josh1625 · 40m
They don’t. This is a hockey draft?Becca @IsThisRealLife · 37m
Have you SEEN these two??? They look like they want to kiss #NewShipAlertTrishaaaaa @NHLBarbie · 35m
Babe. That is Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov. They do NOT want to kissSeries
- Part 1 of Hollanov vs The Internet
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31 May 2026
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Change Your Win Conditions by Vee (Vera_DragonMuse)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Feb 2026
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Sometimes life came at you with a clenched fist and Ilya had never figured out how to duck.
So here he was, twenty-eight years old, single, dealing with the fallout from injuries given to him by the game he loved, and the second youngest assistant coach in the league to one of the worst teams. Stability was hard to come by, but he was managing.
Then along came Shane Hollander to knock him on his ass, one more time.
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- Part 1 of win conditions
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 102,971
- Chapters:
- 10/10
- Comments:
- 7,619
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- 26,762
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- 11,587
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- 741,325
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25 May 2026
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so you must like me for me by alasse
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
10 May 2026
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Shane wants to figure out if he's gay before he gets drafted—and no, the way he felt when Ilya Rozanov smirked at him with a cigarette between his lips in Saskatchewan has nothing to do with it. Unfortunately, the random guy he hooks up with to try and make sure one way or another takes a picture, and Shane gets outed before the draft. In the ensuing scandal, he goes seventh overall, to Ottawa.
It turns out, having the worst thing you can think of happen to you when you're seventeen years old can end up being pretty liberating. And land you an unexpected best friend.
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- English
- Words:
- 36,231
- Chapters:
- 2/2
- Comments:
- 1,487
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- 9,271
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- 80,910
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25 May 2026
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Take it Easy on Me by silversurfer
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
19 Apr 2026
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Against all odds and despite Boston taking home the cup, Shane wins MVP in Vegas.
In Penthouse 1, this is what he asks for.
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- Part 1 of My Moon My Man
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03 May 2026
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The Peg by BardicPhoenix
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Feb 2026
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“You are not… hole. You are” Ilya gestures emphatically to encompass Shane and his entire body “You are… whole!” He frowns. “English is stupid.”
They’ve tried virtually everything together at this point, or at least everything they care to try, and it’s all been good, great, bordering on perfect, so why does this feel different?
Or, musings on the social significance of sexual roles, internalized homophobia/misogyny, and Ilya’s perfect butt.
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- Part 2 of Future (possible)
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02 May 2026
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When I Walk Into The Room, I Do Not Light It Up. Fuck. by TeaTimeAllOverTown
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
03 Apr 2026
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He can’t tell Ilya though. He can’t tell Ilya that his team might not be right for Shane. That this perfect solution is making Shane a worse hockey player, a bad teammate.
That maybe Shane Hollander of the Voyagers really was his full name. That Shane Hollander of the Centaurs might not exist.
He can’t say that. He can’t ruin everything. He can’t dim the shine in Ilya’s eyes, the bounce in his step, the color in his cheeks he didn’t have the last few years.
Ilya sacrificed hockey for their relationship for two years, played on a crappy team and watched Shane win. It’s Shane’s turn to sacrifice, to figure out how to make this work and let Ilya lead this time.
Or:
Transitions are hard for Shane. Joining his husband's team turns out not to be an exception to that rule.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 12,255
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 217
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- 3,081
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- 23,197
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18 Apr 2026
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Shane/Ilya: A Dating Simulator by bestbeforeapril
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
09 Jun 2026
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Demo features include:
- Brief romance routes
- Hockey environment
- Branching choices that shape relationships and outcomes
- Extremely bad decision-making opportunities (yours and theirs)
- A concerning amount of hockey (not!)
Ongoing WIP. New scenes and dialogue coming soon. Not affiliated with any real persons, teams, or organizations.Series
- Part 3 of felt cute, might delete
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 3,483
- Chapters:
- 5/6
- Collections:
- 3
- Comments:
- 421
- Kudos:
- 2,386
- Bookmarks:
- 477
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- 29,219
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17 Apr 2026
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Don't Think Too Hard by Selective_attention
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 Jul 2026
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Daily posts on the Ottawa Centaurs social media.
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- Part 1 of Don't Think 'Verse
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 69,982
- Chapters:
- 33/?
- Collections:
- 12
- Comments:
- 10,197
- Kudos:
- 24,726
- Bookmarks:
- 4,963
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- 696,194
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17 Apr 2026
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Some can't stand homophobia.
Some can't stand the Voyageurs.
And some can't stand the dynasty that the Voyageurs inadvertently created when they ran Shane Hollander out of town for being gay.
So when news of why Shane Hollander signed in Ottawa alongside his husband comes out, 31 teams take it upon themselves to get back at the Voyageurs for all that they’ve done.
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- Part 2 of Be Gay, Get Even
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 21,006
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 13
- Comments:
- 1,945
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- 23,696
- Bookmarks:
- 4,529
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- 281,551
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16 Apr 2026
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Shane Hollander, Certified Freak™ by pinkhairandbooks
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
17 Feb 2026
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Five times where someone accidentally discovered that it’s always the quiet ones, and one time where Shane told them directly.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 5,048
- Chapters:
- 6/6
- Comments:
- 394
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- 10,708
- Bookmarks:
- 1,537
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- 108,158
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16 Apr 2026
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Ilya clicks a link to AO3 and doesn't know what it is. He figures it out fast. He reads things he probably shouldn't. He screenshots things he definitely shouldn't. Shane's phone will never know peace again — and despite his best efforts, neither will Shane.
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07 Apr 2026
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The story is the one you know. Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are the two best hockey players in the league. On the ice, they’re fierce rivals. Off the ice, they share a bed, share secrets, share their hearts.
But in a world where soulmates exist, where at a young age you form a mental connection with the one who was made for you, what happens when the lines between what’s in your head and what’s in front of you begin to blur? When Ilya is desperate for the man that he talks to every day who is both blunt and shy? When Shane is searching for the man whose voice matches the low, accented one in his head?
What happens when you fall in love with the same man twice, and you don’t even realize it?
AKA the Hollanov “you share a telepathic connection with your soulmate” AU of my dreams
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 78,961
- Chapters:
- 15/20
- Comments:
- 760
- Kudos:
- 1,554
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- 493
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- 38,142
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06 Apr 2026
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i've been the archer (i've been the prey) by londonfoglatte (nimbus2003)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Dec 2025
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five times their friends realize shane might be the scary one, after all -- and one time ilya reminds the world he's only soft for shane.
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their friends – and hayden fucking pike, who, for some reason, remains shane’s best friend – are slowly realizing they can be more complex than Hollander and Rozanov. they can be Shane and Ilya, too.
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- Part 1 of hollanov 5+1
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 4,046
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 22
- Comments:
- 808
- Kudos:
- 40,902
- Bookmarks:
- 7,330
- Hits:
- 338,475
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04 Apr 2026
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Wishes For Lily by ItsMayBiTheWay
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Mar 2026
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When Hayden celebrates his 26th birthday at the beginning of November, surrounded by family and close friends, he realizes he has nothing more to wish for. He has everything he needs, a perfect life. The only thing he regularly wishes for is for his best friend to have an equally perfect life, someone standing beside him. Someone who loves him and someone he loves. Hayden realizes he wants Lily to be here too, holding Shane’s hand as she takes her place around the table among family and friends.
Closing his eyes, Hayden wishes that Shane could finally talk about his feelings with Lily. He wishes they would stop lying to each other and people in their lives about what they mean to each other. Six years is a long time to be causally seeing someone. Then he blows his candles.
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- Part 3 of Hayden Pike Hockey-matic Universe
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02 Apr 2026
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Real Housewives of Ottawa by Selective_attention
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Mar 2026
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After deciding to be less intense about guarding their relationship, Jane joins the Centaurs WAG Group Chat.
SELENA: Don't tell Nick I said that
CASSIE: This is the super secret wag space nothing leaves this chat without express permission 🤞
LISA: 🤞
CAITLIN: 🤞🤞
NICOLE: Sisterhood of the traveling puck 🤞
JANE: 🤞
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- Part 1 of What is a RHOO?
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 4,517
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 15
- Comments:
- 859
- Kudos:
- 21,999
- Bookmarks:
- 2,445
- Hits:
- 117,412
Bookmarked by MusicallyChaos
31 Mar 2026