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    Instead of Shane, it is Ilya who suffers a concussion during the Boston-Montreal game in April 2017. Dazed and agitated, Ilya briefly starts speaking and responding only in Russian and the medics can’t calm him down. Luckily, Shane started studying Russian after Ilya spoke to him in Russian on the phone from Moscow. For no particular reason. Certainly not because he’s fallen in love with Ilya Rozanov.

    In Montreal with lingering concussion symptoms, Ilya is advised not to fly home for a few days, and the hospital won’t release him without assurances that he has someone to stay with him until his symptoms improve. Luckily, Shane conveniently has a condo in Montreal no one knows about and a few days before he has to travel again.

    But Ilya’s symptoms don’t resolve after a few days. Which is okay; Shane can handle it. He can take care of Ilya, study Russian, lead his team into the playoffs, and keep Ilya’s continued presence in Montreal a secret. He can do everything, no problem. He is Shane Hollander after all.

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    A whump fanfiction that is secretly a fix-it.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    He saw the dark bruising on Marleau’s cheekbone, which looked even uglier under the bright fluorescent lights. The sight helped Hayden gather some of his confidence back.

    “Nice shiner.”

    Hayden had expected this remark to piss Marleau off, but instead his grin only widened until the slightest hint of straight white teeth peeked out. “Thanks. The guy who gave it to me was a scrappy little thing.”

    “Fuck you, asshole. I’m not little.”

    Marleau gave him a slow down and up look before arching one brow in obvious disagreement.

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    After their fight on the ice, Hayden Pike and Cliff Marleau find themselves next door to each other at the hotel.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    Ilya
    Guess what

    Shane
    What?

    Ilya
    We are getting married tomorrow!!

    Shane
    Oh shit, I meant to tell you
    A thing came up, sorry!
    Totally unavoidable

    Ilya
    SHANE

    or: Hollanov take the 'two birds, one stone' approach to their wedding day.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    Ilya let out a quiet laugh, shaking his head. “I want to be perfect for you, Shane. To make up for all the time we lost.”

    “I don’t want perfect,” Shane said quietly, stroking Ilya’s cheek. “I want something real. Something that we fight to make work, because we want it so much. Because being together is so much fucking better than being without each other.”

    ***

    Ten years ago, Shane and Ilya loved each other in secret and let each other go anyway.

    Now Shane, captain of the Ottawa Centaurs, is a single dad to four-year-old Ollie, and good at pretending he doesn’t think about the man he lost when they were younger and terrified of the fallout of being caught. Then one chance meeting turns into drinks, lingering looks, old feelings, and suddenly Ilya Rozanov is everywhere again.

    Some things, it turns out, never really leave you.

    As Shane and Ilya fall back into each other’s lives - and into something softer, steadier, and openly theirs this time — they realise maybe they’re finally ready for the life they used to dream about.

    Or: two hockey players who were each other’s first love reconnect ten years later and slowly build the family they always wanted.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    In 2023, Hayden Pike will be 33 years old.

    He will also be in a crisis with Ilya Rozanov — but really, what’s new ?, faced with the impending doom of his marriage, freaking out about his sexuality, finding a friend (?) in Cliff Marleau — shocking, he knows, and testing his faith, in every way possible.

    But he’s still 32, and he has a dinner to attend.

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    20 Jun 2026