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Shane was diagnosed with autism after doing an evaluation for the Montreal Metros. It was a shock at first but it quickly explained so much of his life. And while he's not ashamed of it, he doesn't want to tell the team, or anyone really. He doesn't want them to think he's weak or needs special treatment. The fewer people that know, the better.
So why does he suddenly want to tell Rozanov? And what will he say when he can't hide it anymore?
Or: Shane has a melt down after a press conference and of course Ilya is there is help him though it.
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01 Jul 2026
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How to Be Normal (And How to Be Strange) by cthulhusrose
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
16 Apr 2026
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Shane spends his life trying and failing to be normal. Being different than others isolates him in ways he can't understand, until a late autism diagnosis finally gives him the vocabulary needed to explain himself and his experiences. At first, he's ashamed, but, with Ilya's help, he begins to see the aspects of himself that he spent years hating in a new, brighter light.
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4 times Shane is ashamed of his autistic traits and 1 time Ilya shows him that he doesn't have to be.
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- Part 1 of Shane Hollander Unmasked
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01 Jul 2026
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Shane Hollander only likes to eat a handful of foods. He only thinks about hockey. He only feels comfortable around about five total people. He hates crowds and loud noises and bright lights and shoes that aren’t sneakers or skates.
Ilya thinks Shane is completely perfect the way he is. He wishes things were not so hard for his husband, but is always happy to help Shane navigate a world that isn’t built for brains like his.
Yuna and David Hollander love their son more than anything. They don't want any limits placed on his life, or any labels that would hold him back. He can thrive without a diagnosis being put on him.
Or: Everyone knows Shane Hollander is autistic. Except for Shane.
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01 Jul 2026
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The benefits of knowing by Sensommer
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
03 May 2026
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“I think you might benefit from taking an autism assessment.”
Shane wasn’t sure he understood the words at first. Why would he benefit from being assessed for something so random? Like being checked if he had red hair.Shane Hollander gets a late autism diagnosis. It's surprising to him, but apparently not to anyone else. Slowly, he realises how his friends and family have already helped him.
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01 Jul 2026
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A body out of place by Rain_Flower578
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Mar 2026
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Shane didn’t miss the way his husband looked at him, concern filling his eyes and crowding every inch of his face. But he couldn’t explain to him what was going on, when he barely understood it himself. All he knew is that everything felt completely, intrusively, utterly wrong.
Or; Shane Hollander has a sensory overload/autistic shutdown and his husband is there every step of the way
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29 Jun 2026
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corner of the world by berrycluv
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 Dec 2025
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Ilya doesn’t even realize when Arthur slips from his thoughts. There’s no sharp turn, no clear moment where the article stops being about a little boy who loves reptiles and starts being about the man lying beside him in bed. It just… happens. The way his mind always seems to find Shane eventually, like water finding its lowest point.
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a character study on shane’s undiagnosed autism
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28 Jun 2026
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Our First House | BarthTanrak by Billazyzy
Fandoms: Thai Actor RPF, เด็กชายไม่ไปสวรรค์ | Ticket to Heaven (TV)
25 Jun 2026
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“Well… lately you’ve been calling me ‘Rak’ a lot,” the little one said nervously, rubbing the back of Barth’s hand. “And I like it.”
“You like it? You like being called… Rak?” Barth chuckled, his eyes sparkling as he saw how embarrassed Tanrak was in front of him, nodding to admit the feelings he’d been keeping hidden.
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27 Jun 2026
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“Would it kill for you to just talk to me?” his voice cracks. “Or do you hate yourself that much?”
Tanrak only turns his head to the side, enough for Barth to catch the slope of his nose, the clench in his jaw, the faint moles that he spent nights thinking about in his dreams. His eyes are closed, nostrils flaring with restrained anger before he speaks in a calm tone, “You shouldn’t say such things,”
Barth stands until he’s directly behind Tanrak, a safe distance between them. “Why not?” Barth snaps. “Because it makes everything much more real for you? Because it makes you feel guilty?”
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- Part 22 of patbestboi's word vomits
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27 Jun 2026
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he turns off the big light by gurlsrool
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
31 Mar 2026
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Ilya knows firsthand that the world isn’t comfortable. It’s loud, bright, demanding, a harsh place in direct opposition to everything he’s recently learned about autism.
Is it so wrong that he wants Shane to feel safe here? To carve out a space where, even if only for a few hours, he doesn’t have to grin and bear anything? He can just be?
Or: Ilya Rozanov has a lot of good ideas. Telling his fuck buddy that he should consider getting an autism diagnosis isn’t one of them.
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25 Jun 2026
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between you and me and all the love in this little world of ours (how to make it last?) by athousandbyeol
Fandoms: เด็กชายไม่ไปสวรรค์ | Ticket to Heaven (TV)
22 Jun 2026
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"that doubt of choosing me, the look in your eyes when you're staring at me, you seem so fearful for someone so in love," it hits where it hits—straight to the heart, ruthlessly.
the hopeless are you? doesn't go unnoticed.
tanrak wished he hadn't heard it.
barth swallows the fire, and tanrak prays it'll be water instead—but is it too late?
"i don't know where i stand, where i should be, now that i realised, that i can't be more than just a second option, a back-up plan, another what-if in god's plan—in yours."
or, tanrak doesn't know how to make this last, even when he swears, he'll love barth forever.
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- Part 9 of for barthtanrak
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22 Jun 2026
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When you do your best for love, it feels like Christmas by Julie_Anne
Fandoms: Maurice (1987), Maurice - E. M. Forster
06 Jan 2021
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I decided to write this quite suddenly, after seeing the prompts on Tumblr and liking them. Since it had been good fun to write a Christmas story last year, I thought it might be fun to do it again. It certainly was fun, but also a workload. Still, I managed to get it done by Twelfth Night and it was a good morale boost in these grim plague times. Hope someone reads it and likes it.
Here it is:
Christmas in hard times: 1917 - War, 1930 - Depression, and 1939 - Yet another war approaching- Language:
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16 Jun 2026
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Loving Barth was easy, like breathing in oxygen.
It was God that was suddenly difficult to love.
Or, what happened after the storm in episode three of "Ticket to Heaven".
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16 Jun 2026
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love, it's safe here, with me by athousandbyeol
Fandoms: เด็กชายไม่ไปสวรรค์ | Ticket to Heaven (TV)
16 Jun 2026
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"lust is one of the deadliest sins, but why does it feel so right, to like you?"
oh.
"why does it feel like you're saving me from drowning?"
shia.
"why is it easier to breathe when you're with me?"
good fucking god.
or, barth is now a believer, again, only because tanrak is his only religion.
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- Part 8 of for barthtanrak
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16 Jun 2026
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a god and her worshipper by owlswings
Fandoms: Bridgerton Series - Julia Quinn, Bridgerton (TV)
24 May 2026
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Sophie's thoughts begin to eat at her, but Benedict is there to comfort her.
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15 Jun 2026
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Illicit Affairs (and Clandestine Meetings and Stolen Stares) by always_a_queen for ohemgeeitscoley
Fandoms: Bridgerton (TV)
02 Jul 2026
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Behind her back, Sophie folds up her dance card and slips it into her glove. “Uh, sir, you see I would love to, but I have misplaced my dance card.”
Sophie holds up her empty hands to show him.
“Oh,” the gentleman says. “That is… unlucky.”
There is another male voice from behind her, and a presence of someone on her left side as another gentleman joins them. “Lord Napier, forgive me for interrupting, but I have just found this young lady’s dance card.”
The new gentleman glances down at a dance card in his hand that is decidedly not the one poking into Sophie’s skin from inside her glove.
“But, unfortunately, my name is up next.”
Sophie’s soulmark burns.---
Or: Benedict and Sophie are Soulmates. This should make their lives easier. It does not.
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15 Jun 2026
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15 Jun 2026
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The Art of Loving by snarkmcsnark
Fandoms: Bridgerton (TV), Bridgerton Series - Julia Quinn
19 Jun 2026
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Wade a little deeper into a world where soulmates find each other again and again, no matter the century or the circumstances. This series of eight interconnected one-shots reimagines Benedict and Sophie's story across different historical settings, each a unique exploration of the societal expectations, class differences, and their own fears and desires. Through ballrooms and battlefields, studios and stairwells, Benedict and Sophie fight for their love, proving that some connections are simply meant to be.
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15 Jun 2026
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Short and sweet/Short and sour by Julie_Anne
Fandoms: Maurice (1987), Maurice - E. M. Forster
07 Sep 2017
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Little stories that don't really go anywhere and can be read as standalones.
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10 Jun 2026
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With my body I thee worship by Julie_Anne
Fandoms: Maurice (1987), Maurice - E. M. Forster
24 Feb 2017
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How the boys turned up in Malta, the way I imagined it.
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- Part 1 of Through the wars
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- 2/2
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10 Jun 2026
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"What had happened that night remained unknown to me, but at the end of it, Mr. Hall was gorgeous, and the thought of us standing in the rain together was dreamy and glorious. I felt close to him. In that rainy evening, we seemed to share something. He didn't see me, but I hoped he had sensed my existence in the rain. And I hoped he felt better for it."
In the 1910's in England, a young gamekeeper caught sight of who he thought was the most gorgeous man ever laid foot in Pendersleigh Park. He kept watching him to the most exhaustive detail, and slowly built connection with him.
A tribute to E.M. Forster's motto "Only connect". A plot filling fic for Maurice (the film, 1987). The last few chapters of Maurice from Alec Scudder's perspective.
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09 Jun 2026