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For You, I Would Ruin Myself by DisillusionedDanny
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
28 May 2026
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"I chose you"
The words were circling Shane Hollander's head as he watched Ilya walk out the door after stating he needed air. But what started as a way for them to both calm down, quickly turned into a night of heartbreak as Ilya is hit by a car on his walk.
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What if instead of Ilya telling Shane to leave after the fight on boxing day, he takes a walk and gets hit by a car.
Featuring Shane having hard conversations with both David and Troy about communication and being brave when you're in love.
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- Part 5 of Dis Writes Heated Rivalry
Bookmarked by MatildaJohnson
29 May 2026
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Alligator Bites Never Heal by flawlessassholes
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Mar 2026
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His outstretched glove hangs there, frozen, as the noise of the arena mutates into a ringing buzz. Then he’s moving, pushed away by Marlow, and then Boston’s goalie. There’s a flurry of movement, a trainer with a towel, more blood dripping onto the ice, and he just. Stands there. Staring.
Ilya is helped off the ice. Shane doesn’t even tap his stick.
Remember when Sidney Crosby caught a puck with his jaw? That doesn't happen to Shane. That happens to Ilya.
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- Part 1 of Alligator Bites Never Heal
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- English
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- 72,072
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- 9/9
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Bookmarked by MatildaJohnson
07 Apr 2026
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Not a Strip of Paper Merely by Marivan
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
23 Mar 2026
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“I am Russian, not Canadian.”
Shane raises up onto his elbow and looks, hard, at this man he loves. “You could be. Canadian, that is. If you wanted to.”
Ilya’s gaze back is searching. Shane doesn’t know what he’s looking for, but then Ilya says, “Loyalty is important in hockey.”
Stuck between a mother country that doesn’t want him and an adopted country in which he feels foreign, international hockey remains complicated for Ilya. An open, festering wound.
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- English
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- 26,142
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- 5/7
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- 231
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Bookmarked by MatildaJohnson
07 Apr 2026
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Rites of passage by L0stboy83
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Jun 2026
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He is about 20 minutes out of Montreal when his phone buzzes for the first time. Then again. Then again. He pulls in at the next rest stop.
It's Ilya.
Omg Shane. You are probably driving now. But is bad news. I think Troy choose bad restaurant for lunch today.
I got sick. He just text me saying he is sick too.
Don't worry please! You can see your parents. I will be okay. ILY <3
Fuck.
He calls Ilya straightaway. It rings out.
'Hi, this is Ilya. I will never listen to your voicemail.'
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Shane and Ilya's weekend plans are derailed when Ilya gets sick. Set somewhere in the timeline close to Role Model and The Long Game pre-plane incident. POV shifts between characters.
Bookmarked by MatildaJohnson
20 Mar 2026
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Wolfbird by OpalApparition
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
27 Apr 2026
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Shane Hollander is hockey’s closeted golden boy with everything to hide. Ilya Rozanov is a professional Dom with everything to lose and an expired visa.
Through their arrangement at a discreet Montreal kink bar, where NDAs protect secrets and sessions are charged per hour, they discover the most dangerous thing isn’t being caught—it’s wanting more than those hours allow.
- Language:
- English
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- 180,137
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- 14/?
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- 17
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14 Mar 2026
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Small Serendipity by the_hemlocked
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Feb 2026
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When he was seven years old, Shane Hollander was briefly lost at an airport. Luckily, the kindness of a stranger ensured he made it back to his parents safely, putting an end to a terrifying three hours for the Hollanders. It takes twenty years (and one heated rivalry) for Shane to learn the name of his rescuer. It takes twenty years for Ilya to learn his wish had already come true.
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- English
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- 3,296
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- 1/1
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- 21
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- 1,499
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Bookmarked by MatildaJohnson
13 Mar 2026
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Teeth by Nerve_Itch
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
06 Mar 2026
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Men do not cry. Ilya knows this, as much as he knows that being strong is only part of the battle ahead of him; being seen to be strong matters more. Ilya is twelve years old, and no longer a child. It has been four long, brittle days since his mother— since her accident.
The practice rink is busy, tonight. Under the stern tutelage of Coach Baranov, everyone here is fighting to justify their time on the ice. Hockey, Baranov tells them, often, is not a team sport. Hockey is an act of violence, and of endurance.
Ilya believes he is practiced at both.
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Six times Ilya gets his teeth knocked out (not metaphorically), and learns to heal a little trauma
Bookmarked by MatildaJohnson
27 Feb 2026
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Rivers and Roads by Ryszand
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
14 Jun 2026
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17 Feb 2026
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Break The Chain by Ryszand
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
30 Jan 2026
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Alexei's world tilts on his axis on a regular Thursday, when he finds two police cars and an ambulance parked in front of their driveway.
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Alexei Rozanov and the ordeal of growing up too fast.Series
- Part 1 of Rivers and Roads
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- English
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- 7/7
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- 187
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Bookmarked by MatildaJohnson
17 Feb 2026
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The Mortifying Ordeal by fandom_commitment_issues
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
23 Jan 2026
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- 32,514
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- 2
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- 2,047
Bookmarked by MatildaJohnson
11 Feb 2026
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Constellations by Pondermoniums
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Jun 2026
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Heartbreak and hockey don't mix.
Boston's Ilya Rozanov decides to do what he'd been putting off for years. He calls off his affair with Shane Hollander, Montreal extraordinaire, right before a Montreal vs Boston game. He gets a hockey puck shot right into his hamstring for it. Right in the middle of the game. Honestly, he never guessed Hollander had it in him to be vindictive.
As for Shane...it works. He didn’t want to see Rozanov anymore. In this game. In this season. And now Ilya’s out. Ball and chained to healing and recovery, pain meds and physical therapy for the next year. Maybe when Rozanov comes back, Shane will be able to stomach breathing the same air as him again.
And Rozanov will be back. That much is guaranteed. Shane just fails to measure how back Ilya Rozanov will be. If he thought Rozanov was a nightmare on the ice before his injury, he’s got a reckoning coming.
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- English
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- 243,170
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- 45/48
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- 2,113
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Bookmarked by MatildaJohnson
09 Feb 2026
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The Five Year Farewell by Ilya_Was_Here
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
21 Jan 2026
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At age 46, Ilya Rozanov, retired former Captain and star forward of the Ottawa Centaurs, six time Stanley Cup Winner, and widely regarded as one of the most talented hockey players of all time, is diagnosed with dementia.
Five years later, the legacy he leaves behind is beautiful.
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- English
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- 27,626
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- 926
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- 90,399
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05 Feb 2026
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Miracle by thesevenpercent
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Feb 2026
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Forty-eight people boarded the charter flight from Raleigh. Only one woke up in a Savannah hospital.
Ilya Rozanov is the unbreakable Captain of the Ottawa Centaurs. Now, he is also the sole survivor of a tragedy that the NHL would rather treat as a PR nightmare than a massacre. With a shattered body and a ghost team, Ilya finds himself at the center of a corporate conspiracy fueled by blood money.
But he isn't alone. Shane Hollander has always been his greatest rival. Now, he’s his only anchor. Because sometimes, the only way out is through.
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More Details on the Main Character Death Tag
Hey! The MCD tag is STRICTLY for the death of the Centaurs team, right from the beginning. Neither Ilya nor Shane die at any point in the fic.
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- English
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- 40/40
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Bookmarked by MatildaJohnson
31 Jan 2026
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Based on The Long Game by Rachel Reid, in an alternate universe where the Ottawa Centaurs’ plane crashes.
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I do not condone misconduct with any of my AO3 publications.Series
- Part 1 of Time Comes in Roses
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- English
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- 24,232
- Chapters:
- 5/5
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- 150
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- 1,224
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- 13,635
Bookmarked by MatildaJohnson
29 Jan 2026
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Oceanic Flight 815 goes down with Flint and Silver on board.
“How will anyone find us?” Silver muses aloud, eyes trained on the starry sky and not on the man next to him. They’ve been holding off on this conversation for days, while Flint’s been busy trying to ensure their survival and Silver’s been attempting to recover from his injuries sustained in the crash. “We all know what the pilot said before he died. By the time the plane went down, we were a thousand miles off course… They don’t know where to look.”
Bookmarked by MatildaJohnson
05 Dec 2025
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Silver spends his mornings writing while sitting at a table in Café Nassau, a cute and cozy coffee shop near his apartment. At the opposite table, a handsome man works on his laptop almost every day. One particularly busy day for the café, the two are forced to share a table...
But also: the disability ramble disguised as a meet-cute i wanted to write for a long time. Bear with me, there's going to be some angst and some hurt but the comfort will come.
Bookmarked by MatildaJohnson
22 Nov 2025
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T.J.'s life is a disaster, but honestly, the fact that he's still alive is a goddamn miracle.
An exploration of TJ's life and mental health from coming out to post-show recovery.
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- Part 1 of LJ-verse
- Language:
- English
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- 204,084
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- 35/36
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- 1
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- 233
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- 191
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- 53
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- 7,072
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04 Nov 2025
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a wild heart to charm by gleamingandwholeanddeadly (something_safe), printersdeadly, printersdevils (tuesdaysgone)
Fandoms: Game of Thrones (TV)
03 Nov 2019
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Jon Snow moves North of the Wall and finds several things in quick succession: an old friend, an orphaned puppy, and a cheerful giant of a farmer who likes to tease him and likes even more to come to his rescue. It's enough to make a lost soldier feel like he might just be ready to live again.
- Language:
- English
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- 54,542
- Chapters:
- 6/6
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- 1
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- 69
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- 931
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- 320
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- 17,902
Bookmarked by MatildaJohnson
10 Sep 2025
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Murphy and Emori broke up a lot. The last time seemed like it'd stick.
Or: what happens when you feel like the only person you are capable of being loved by abandons you and so you decide to isolate yourself from what might well be the last eight people alive.
(Read the tags for more information!)
Bookmarked by MatildaJohnson
16 Aug 2025
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Octavia can't seem to make a foster care placement stick--all she wants to do is live with her brother. But when she lands on the Griffins' front porch, she starts to wonder if family can exist outside of her bloodline.
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- 25/26
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- 469
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- 512
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- 114
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Bookmarked by MatildaJohnson
13 Aug 2025