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    “Is just the new routine, okay?” Ilya pleaded, his voice breaking. “The pills were working and now there is more stress so I just need to get used to it and will be fixed, okay?”

    “How bad is it?”

    “Shane, please.”

    “Ilya, you promised no more secrets, no more hiding. How bad?”

    He covered his face in his palms, his elbows resting on his knees, and took in a shuddered breath. “...bad.”

     

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    After Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander get married, Ilya discovers that his depression won't magically disappear just because he finally has love and a real family. He gets to live and work with Shane full time now that they are on the Centaurs, but it's becomingly increasingly difficult to hide his deteriorating mental health from his husband. He's haunted by dreams of his mother and the fear that his depression and the hockey world's eruption about their relationship is ruining Shane's life. He has to swallow his pride and begin taking SSRIs, navigate the side effects of medicating his depression, and learn to accept love and support from those he loves most. Will the shame eat him alive or can he finally learn that he's worthy of love even at his lowest?

     

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    07 Aug 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Downloaded to kindle

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    Shane Hollander has every aspect of his life under control: his diet, his training, his sexuality.

    But when he’s forced to share a room with his rival for the number one draft pick, Ilya Rozanov, he begins to question every rule he thought he had perfected.

    Including the one where he would never want a man. Or worse, Ilya Rozanov.

     ——

    Or: one year of college changes the trajectory of Shane Hollander’s life.

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    06 Aug 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Good spice. Also made you cry

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    “Ilya, what are we gonna do?” Shane says.

    Ilya finishes whatever he has been doing on his phone, and tosses it gently to the bed beside him. He crosses the room to Shane, stands in front of him, squeezes into his shoulders with his big hands, rubbing them like he means to warm them up.

    “Looks like we will have a little vacation,” he says, with a big obnoxious grin.

     


     

    Boston and Montreal are sent to Paris to play against each other in an exhibition series in January 2017. Ilya and Shane decide to stay in Paris for one more night. Just one more night, so they can talk. Maybe finally understand each other.

    They aren't expecting a volcano to erupt in Iceland and close all the airspace in Europe, leaving them stranded there. Together.

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    01 Aug 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Paris volcano fic 🥰🥰🥰

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    “I think you are my best friend,” Ilya says softly.

    Shane feels a smile pull his lips. “I know you’re mine.”

    Ilya nods. “I think we should keep doing this. If you like.”

    or,

    across more than a decade, Shane and Ilya move from boys at an academy to men in the league, carrying with them a relationship built in quiet moments, fractured by circumstance, and defined by everything they cannot quite let go of.

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    31 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Read - incredibly tender and sweet with good spice. Keeping to re read in future

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    29 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Read: Team dads, Other end of the world, finsta, good kids, sage advice. raising them right, growing pains, leading by example, bad press, different times, interlude: another friday: another gay centaurs player, take a picture,

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    It's been over a month since Ilya left the cottage. Their first reunion as boyfriends is filled with longing embraces, loving words, and, of course, desperate reunion sex.

    Title from "If I Could Fly" by One Direction.

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    26 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    1st Post cottage meeting. Super hot and mushy. Keeping for re reading.

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    Shane Hollander, 19, Russian Studies student at uOttawa, baby gay, is roped into a hair-brained plan by his best friend, Dominika Rozanova—come home to Boston with her for winter break and pretend to be her loving fiancé so her visiting aunt will stop lecturing her about being perpetually single. He’s promised two weeks of great food, and a chance to improve his grasp of the language and their culture to help with his studies.

    Ilya Rozanov, 19, Boston University’s star center, and Dominika’s twin brother, is also there.

    What could possibly go wrong?

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    26 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Completed. Keeping to re read. Really cute and good spice.

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    After divorce and retirement, Ilya Rozanov finds himself back in Shane Hollander's orbit. It's been thirteen years since they've spoken.

    Ilya finds ways to stay.

    Shane finds ways to let him.

    Or.

    Pathetic Divorced Man Ilya Rozanov spends an increasing amount of time with his ex.

    title from even now by william fitzsimmons

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    23 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Very romantic, funny, and well written spice. Keeping to reread when I need a pick me up. Special guest stars were bagged milk and timbits hockey players. 🥰

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    They’re both horny as hell and want to fuck, but Troy Barrett is right next door, and the walls are so thin they might as well be made of rice paper.

    So: Ilya shoves his thumb into Shane’s mouth to shut him up. Problem solved.

    Shane Hollander has an Oral Fixation and this fic is my official submission.

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    18 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Quick smut. Keeping to re read

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    Shane was twelve when hockey scouts started showing up to his games. He was barely fifteen when a check went horribly wrong, fucked his knee to hell and gave him a grade III concussion. During rehab he found swimming, and he was seventeen when he went to the Olympics as a relay-only swimmer who only swam the prelims.

    He’s 24 and working for his mom’s sports PR company when he meets Ilya Fucking Rozanov.

    May contain: Shane Hollander navigating what it means to be mostly normal when your whole childhood was about preparing you for greatness. Shane Hollander attempting to flirt. Possibly less than 100% accurate descriptions of what a sports PR agent does.

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    18 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Read. Really funny. Keep to re read.

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    14 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Similar to Wolfbird but better.

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    No serious hockey fan or sports commentator worth their salt would have considered record-breaking Boston superstar Ilya Rozanov to be Shane Hollander’s rival exactly, but sleeping with a man who had a specific offense-related vendetta against him and a wrist shot like a jet engine to back it up was probably ill-advised just the same.

    Or, Shane is a goalie. Ilya can’t score.

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    Chapters:
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    14 Jul 2026

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    Goalie Shane!!!

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    "We have newest member of the team with us today, as you all have seen.”

    Shane glanced up again, watching as the captain gestured vaguely toward Shane without looking at him. “Shane Hollander.” The name came out of his mouth like it was laced with poison.

    Shane became very aware of many eyes turning to him now. He felt a few claps on the back and tried to force a tight smile. But his eyes wandered back up to Ilya Rozanov, who was looking at him with so much quiet contempt, that Shane started to understand the phrase ‘if looks could kill.’
     

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    OR: Ilya spirals into a deep depression when Shane breaks things off with him definitively after a horrifying run in with their feelings (and tuna melts).

    They go no contact for close to a year until Shane is unexpectedly traded to Boston the following season.

    Shane finds his new captain is a version of Ilya he's never seen before: dark, icy, and distant.

    But their newfound proximity mixed with old feelings creates a complicated dynamic that they can't ignore forever.

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    Chapters:
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    14 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Reunited fic. Doesn't make you cry about wasted time bc they were only apart for a year. Keeping to re read

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    "He saw the corners of Ilya's lips curve up ever so slightly in that infuriating, tiny hint of a smile. “Goodbye, Shane Hollander.”

    Shane could only ogle as Ilya walked away. Fuck. His ass was fat. This was so bad.

    Shane Hollander, star athlete, D1 hockey team captain, campus heartthrob, was being completely undone by a brooding Slavic art major that he would probably crawl on his fucking knees and bark for."

    --

    Shane is ready for another boring semester where he has to pretend like he cares about anything other than hockey. Until he sits down next to a mysterious Russian art student who also happens to be the hottest guy Shane has ever seen.

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    14 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Hockey Jock Shane and Art Major Ilya. Keep to re read. Funny, romantic, hot, and buzzy. Featuring guest stars backwards hats and socks!!

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    Veteran player Ilya Rozanov knows that Shane Hollander is into him. They're both out and the spark is undeniable but Ilya isn't sure he's the best choice for his much younger Captain...

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    10 Jul 2026

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    Vet player Ilya. Young captain Shane have a rendezvous at all stars. 🔥🔥🔥

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    Ilya buys Shane a dildo which is an accurate replica of his dick and Shane is embarrassed, until he’s not.

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    07 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander was the number one draft pick and is now captain of the Boston Raiders. Ilya Rozanov quit hockey after his mother died and now owns a bookshop in Boston. When Shane moves into a new apartment down the street from One Good Memory, he finds more than just a convenient place to grab a new book.

    Or...Shane is lonely and closeted and reads a lot; Ilya is charmed and quotes books at him.

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    07 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Currently reading. Patiently waiting for Chapter 15
    They went to the club and spent Christmas together. Shane invited him to the cottage. Shane is going to tell his parents and marly. They got matchin bracelets and Ilya's father passed away.
    Keep once completed to re read for booklists.

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    “You want to see it?” Shane was surprised, he hadn’t expected this reaction.

    “I mean sure, why not.” Ilya said, leaning in to kiss Shane who melted into the kiss. “Tell me Shane, has anyone ever fucked your pussy?” Shane pressed his legs together after hearing those words, the alcohol made him feel hot and Ilya wasn’t helping by talking like that. He tried to get some friction with his jeans and his underwear was starting to get embarrassingly wet.

    Heat rose to Shane’s cheeks. “No. It was only me,” he admitted.

    Or : Shane gets a pussy on every full moon.

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    05 Jul 2026

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    “I’m trying to figure out,” Rose wonders aloud. “Are you always a complete prick? Just with women? Or just when you lose a game?”

    Ilya barks a laugh, shocked and almost delighted, and his smile spreads wide enough that Rose can see all those pearly whites of his that are so much nicer than she expected any hockey player’s to be. “All the time,” he grins, “all the time. However much of an asshole Hollander has told you I am, double it.”

    She answers truthfully, shrugs her shoulders in her tiny silver dress. “He hasn’t mentioned you at all.”

    After a shitshow of an evening in a Montreal nightclub, Ilya wakes up the next morning in Shane’s bed. Only, he’s not in Shane’s bed — Rose Landry is, and he’s in Rose Landry’s body, and she’s in his. Well, what the fuck are they supposed to do with that?

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    04 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Ilya & Rose body swap. Waiting for chapter 17 (possiblyaug 14). THEY SWITCHED BACK.

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    Ilya and Shane are broke roommates, until Ilya discovers streaming and starts making bank jerking off for the viewers
    Naturally, he offers his good friend Shane a chance at making money the same way
    And if they touch each other a little it’s only because of the tips, not because they are into each other

    ~~~~~~

    Shane and Ilya are both completely straight here
    #ISwearrr

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    9/?
    Comments:
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    01 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Patiently waiting for chapter 10. "Straight" roommates that stream together. Making a ton of money every night but now Shane has to go to the cottage for his dad's bday for a week. Ilya came to the cottage! They kissed and had sex again OFF STREAM. Ahh. They went to Troy's bday party and found out he was gay. Going to the gay awards!

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