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    Shane Hollander only meant to attend a few hockey games — a small act of rebellion against the boyfriend who controlled every part of his life. But that night changes everything. The arena becomes a refuge, Rose becomes a friend, and the Montreal Metros become the first place he’s felt safe in years.

    No one knows he’s living with domestic violence.
    No one knows he’s planning to run.
    No one knows how much he’s breaking.

    And no one expects him to fall for Ilya Rozanov — the loud, brilliant, closeted Russian winger recently traded under suspicious circumstances.

    Ilya has secrets he can’t share, a past he can’t escape, and feelings he doesn’t know how to handle.

    Shane is learning how to live again.
    Ilya is learning how to feel again.
    Both are learning how to trust.

    But when the truth about their pasts threatens to surface, they’ll have to decide whether they can face it together — or lose each other trying.

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    Or: A story about healing, found family, and the terrifying, beautiful risk of choosing love after surviving what was meant to break you.

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    “You can’t be coming in just for overpriced ginger ale, right?”

    “It’s really good ginger ale!”

    After Hayden drags Shane to The Penalty Box for drinks, he meets the Russian bartender with beautiful curls.

    Shane is obsessed with his curls.

    Ilya is obsessed with his freckles.

    When Shane keeps coming back to the bar for ginger ale, Ilya starts to question his true intentions.

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    E se depois daquele dia que Shane fugiu, Ilya tivesse certeza de que precisava de mais e ele não ia deixar mais ninguém impedir ele de conseguir.
    Mas Shane ainda tinha uma chance, ele conseguiu mais uma chance, e ele ia fazer valer a pena.

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    After Shane suffers another miscarriage, Ilya decides he’ll be the one to get pregnant this time to save Shane and their marriage. But to spare his husband more grief, Ilya vows to keep the secret entirely to himself until they clear the fragile thirteen-week milestone.

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    The screen lit up with Dr. Chen’s last text, sent hours ago: Call me when you’re ready. The offer still stands.

    Ilya stared at Dr. Chen’s message again, thumb hovering over the keyboard. He could still hear Shane’s voice, raw with grief—What if we’re not meant to be parents?—and the memory alone was enough to make his stomach twist.

    Ilya finally found his voice, rough with emotion. “My turn,” he whispered, the words a vow, a confession, and a promise, all in one.

    He typed…

    Ilya: I’m ready.

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    Ilya loves Shane. He will for the rest of his life, but sometimes he feels like he's stolen something that doesn't belong to him. His feelings intensify when he finds out he's pregnant with their first child—navigating his complicated feelings of parenthood, combined with his own experiences with his abysmal and traumatizing childhood, leads to some problems. Ilya thinks he's too similar to his mama, yet is terrified of becoming like his father. He's maybe being a little too drastic to save his own child from experiencing the same trauma.

    Shane is just happy his family is growing, and his happy future is coming to fruition.

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    “Is just the new routine, okay?” Ilya pleaded, his voice breaking. “The pills were working and now there is more stress so I just need to get used to it and will be fixed, okay?”

    “How bad is it?”

    “Shane, please.”

    “Ilya, you promised no more secrets, no more hiding. How bad?”

    He covered his face in his palms, his elbows resting on his knees, and took in a shuddered breath. “...bad.”

     

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    After Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander get married, Ilya discovers that his depression won't magically disappear just because he finally has love and a real family. He gets to live and work with Shane full time now that they are on the Centaurs, but it's becomingly increasingly difficult to hide his deteriorating mental health from his husband. He's haunted by dreams of his mother and the fear that his depression and the hockey world's eruption about their relationship is ruining Shane's life. He has to swallow his pride and begin taking SSRIs, navigate the side effects of medicating his depression, and learn to accept love and support from those he loves most. Will the shame eat him alive or can he finally learn that he's worthy of love even at his lowest?

     

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    Today Shane Hollander turns 17. Shane knows that this means getting “a talk” from his parents that he has been dreading. He can’t hold it against Rin as she is literally the physical manifestation of his own soul; Why blame his best friend in the whole world when he can blame himself directly as he does every time he lets himself have enough down time to actually think? He knows that it doesn’t impact his game --he is the top prospect in the whole country for fuck’s sake-- but the hockey world will not see it that way.

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    The story of Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov fighting for love in a world where humans have animal soul-daemons and the league is entangled in a sinister plot. Romance, hockey, fluff, smut, with a sprinkling of metaphysical mystery and corporate espionage.

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov knew it was only a matter of time before one of their clandestine meetings in public were interrupted. What they didn’t expect was to be discovered by the rendezvousing Prince of Wales and the son of the US President. The opportunity of a lifetime reveals itself and none can pass it up. Reconvening in the Presidential Suite, the four of them find out they have a lot in common. They fuck about it.
    A Russian, Canadian, American, and a Brit walk into a gala… all four of them cum. Call that United Nations. Four dicks. Four assholes. Four mouths.

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    It's been a year since Shane traded to the Centaurs when he and Ilya invite Luca into their bed for the first time. It was just supposed to be for a little fun; Luca is very pretty and gets so adorably flustered over his former-idols-turned-teammates.

    Before they know it, what was supposed to be a one-time thing turns into more.

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    After a brutal practice, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov notice bruises on their young teammate Luca Haas that have nothing to do with hockey. When a concerned lunch invitation turns into Luca bolting in shame, the married couple refuses to let him spiral alone.
    What starts as worry turns into something deeper when Luca finally admits the truth: he’s a masochist who’s been meeting strangers on Grindr because he has no one he trusts enough to give him what he needs.
    Shocked, ashamed, and certain he’s too broken to be wanted, Luca never expects Shane and Ilya to offer him a place in their relationship — not out of pity, but because they see him. Because they want him.
    Now the three of them are navigating trust, boundaries, and a new dynamic built on praise, pain, and patience. Luca just wants to be good for them. Shane needs control and care. Ilya wants to protect them both.
    Slow burn polyamory, heavy kink negotiation, and the realization that maybe the bruises were always leading him home.

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    So many feelings, so much smut.

    Shane & Ilya navigates through new kinks as they grow into their sexual life together.

    Which might have a thing or two to do with Shane's newly aquired hot 'dad' bod.

    They're so raw, so vulnerable and so in love with each other.

    ⥼✦ ♡ ✦⥽

    This story is all about feeling safe and secure in a relationship.
    About growth & healing

    "Feels in a smut shaped box"
    This comment won my heart.

    I hope you enjoy!

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    It's always the same thing: eat, workout, practice, read, sleep, just to start it all over again tomorrow. Shane Hollander finds an escape from the responsibilities being thrown at him by his family, his town, himself by retreating into video games.

    Who else would he find online but Ilya Rozanov? The boy across the world retreating into the same games but maybe for different reasons.

    The beauty of gamertags is you never know who might be behind them...

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    The NHL introduces a rule that every omega hockey player needs to be bonded... to an alpha.

    Quickly, Shane offers a solution.

    He offers to bond with Ilya.

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    Shane Hollander: Hockey’s Golden Boy, the sport’s strongest proponent, the most revered player. His talent drew people in, whether by jealousy, admiration, or wonder— reason didn’t matter.

    Ilya Rozanov was the only player who seemed to press at this narrative, pulling at it until it threatened to snap.

    Vying for the spot of number one— visceral on the ice, animal in the sheets— they find themselves orbiting each other; gravitating closer during games, closer beneath dim hotel rooms.

    Over the years a bond forms, inexplicable and dizzying, Rozanov can’t find the will to stay away from him. Entranced, maybe even hypnotized.

    Sometime in late 2016, biting wind and whipping snow, a quiet night finds them sharing Rozanov’s rut together; a whirl of passion, confusion, and devastation.

    Two months later, Tampa, Florida brings a life-changing discovery.

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    Shane, Ilya, Hudson, and Connor, have been transported into a universe where everyone is part animal. Very weird at first, then very fascinating, but eventually it seems it would have been better if they had become police dogs or bloodhounds, with the amount of detective work they have to do. Someone is wreaking havoc across Ottawa, and it's up to them to figure out who is it and put a stop to it... with a little help from some new friends, of course.

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    Ilya is all but forced to leave Russia to play for Montreal after rumors of his sexuality are surfacing

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    "I should just push in here right now, listen to you cry about how big it is. But I'm feeling nice for now, I want to play with you all day. I forget how delicate you are. Big strong man needs to be prepped like a little princess." Shane slid a finger into Ilya without any lube and Ilya gasped at the intrusion and tried to shake Shane off to no avail.

    Or

    Free Use Bottom Ilya Rozanov

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    After building a life from grief, Hayden, Shane, and Ilya have learned that love doesn’t replace what was lost, it grows around it.
    Now, settled into the rhythm of a family that was never part of the original plan, they find themselves facing a different kind of unknown.

    As their children grow and their bond deepens, Ilya begins to confront what it means to want more, not out of absence, but out of hope.

    This chapter of their story follows quiet decisions, shifting roles, and the delicate balance of holding onto what they’ve built while daring to imagine something new. Together, they navigate change, fear, and the fragile, stubborn belief that love, once found, can keep unfolding in ways they never expected.

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    Ilya used to refuse sexual intimacy with Shane until he finally confesses that he's a trans man. He definitely wasn't expecting Shane's reaction.

    “Wow,” Ilya said lightly, “are you jealous of Cliff?” Shane scoffed at once, rolling his eyes like the accusation itself was ridiculous.

    “Please.” Shane stepped closer anyway, voice dropping quieter, warmer. “You know you’re mine.” The confidence in the words made Ilya’s smirk widen, heat creeping unexpectedly into his cheeks despite himself.

    “That so?” he murmured.

    “Can we still do it?” Shane asked carefully. “Because I really want to show you you’re mine.”

    Ilya blushes before he nods and Shane licks his lips, slow and deliberate, his gaze dropping to Ilya's mouth like he was starving. The way he looked at him made his whole body flush from head to toe, skin prickling with something between terror and dizzy anticipation. "Okay," Shane murmured, voice rough, and then he was sliding off the couch onto his knees between Ilya’s legs with a grin that was all teeth. "Let me get on my knees and we can start from there, yeah?"

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    Shane lets out a deep sigh. “I want to fuck you,” Ilya laughs but before he can say anything, Shane continues. “I wanna fuck you. For my birthday. I want to try to make you feel good the same way I do. I dont want to always fuck you or anything, i love your cock inside me too much but, i wanna try.”

    ---

    “I want you to beg. Beg for my fingers.” Shane says.

    Ilya is shocked by this display of dominance from Shane as he slowly shakes his head. “No, Shane, just- just give me more!” He wont beg, Shane is crazy if he thinks he will.

    He does.

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