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    Jackie has to help Shane when Ilya unexpectedly goes into labour after a brutal game. Set after episode "Rose." Graphic birth, Mpreg.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    In 2009, Shane Hollander was picked first in the MLH draft, but he didn’t feel like he earned it. Deep down, it felt like a reminder of his place in the MLH because, compared to Ilya, he was the far more palatable omega.

    In 2009, Ilya Rozanov was told how excited the Montreal Metros were to have their first omega player while his brother hissed under his breath at him in Russian. Ilya was not meant to draw attention to himself. Ilya reminded Alexei that if he didn't want any attention drawn to him then he shouldn't have let him pursue hockey.

    In 2005, Alexei Rozanov dumped his father's body in a frozen lake, knowing it would not be found until the ice melted. By then, the evidence would be gone: the kitchen cleaned, the knife disposed of, and the blood on Ilya's hands washed away.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    Ilya closes his eyes.
    He blinks back his tears. He wants to nod or shake his head or something, but he can't.
    This can't be happening.
    He blinks and blinks and blinks again but he's still in the hospital and he still feels like shit and his mom is dead and Shane is far away and he thinks he's depressed and there is something inside of him that he doesn't know what to do with.
    Fuck, he thinks, in russian and in english and in french, even. Fuck.

    Or, in 2020, Ilya has a (very) unplanned, (very) complicated pregnancy, Shane has to learn that sometimes things don't work out the way he planned, and some other things. Set in The Long Game, kind of.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander: Hockey’s Golden Boy, the sport’s strongest proponent, the most revered player. His talent drew people in, whether by jealousy, admiration, or wonder— reason didn’t matter.

    Ilya Rozanov was the only player who seemed to press at this narrative, pulling at it until it threatened to snap.

    Vying for the spot of number one— visceral on the ice, animal in the sheets— they find themselves orbiting each other; gravitating closer during games, closer beneath dim hotel rooms.

    Over the years a bond forms, inexplicable and dizzying, Rozanov can’t find the will to stay away from him. Entranced, maybe even hypnotized.

    Sometime in late 2016, biting wind and whipping snow, a quiet night finds them sharing Rozanov’s rut together; a whirl of passion, confusion, and devastation.

    Two months later, Tampa, Florida brings a life-changing discovery.

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    30 Jun 2026

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    Following the internet success of Shane and Ilya's presentation at the NHL Awards, ESPN decided to contract with them to do a whole series. It goes far better than anyone could have dreamed.

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    “When you think about it,” Jackie said, when Shane had dinner with her and Hayden a few days later, “hockey’s basically already reality tv.”

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    26 Jun 2026