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“I feel fucking explosive, Buck. Like I’m about to go off at any second. I don’t want you caught in my mess.”
His eyes sting. At the very least, Buck contains the sound of it in his voice. “Eddie, I don’t know if you’ve noticed,” he replies, “but I already am.”
Eddie self-implodes. Christopher, seeking refuge, flees to Buck—whose priorities amount to, in varying order: take in the kid, get Eddie to talk to him, and keep the three of them afloat in the process. (Oh, and Tommy’s there too. He thinks.)
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27 Jun 2026
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In which Eddie and Buck are complicated and their childhoods definitely fucked them both up.
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16 May 2026
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I just don't wanna miss you tonight by theirmohawk
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Dec 2025
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“I... have a surprise for you.” Shane says. He can't wait for Ilya to see it.
“Surprise? What surprise? You have an Olympic game to attend, no time for surprises!” Ilya replies, almost worried.
“Well, it wouldn’t be a surprise if I told you what it is! I just wanted to make sure that you’d watch the game,” Shane explains shyly. As if there is even the slightest possibility that Ilya won’t watch the whole game from start to finish and then the interviews and then all the commentary on it.
“Silly husband. Of course I will watch it all. Always."
Shane smiles at the empty room, then picks up the phone from the desk. “я тебя люблю.”
“I love you too, babe. Now go fuck up Sweden!”
OR: Shane plays for Canada in the Beijing Olympics, Ilya is back home in Ottawa, and they surprise each other.
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18 Jan 2026
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After a case doesn't go the way they planned, Dean blames himself.
Castiel comforts him.title from total control by djo
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18 Mar 2025
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When he dies, and is buried however many states away from Eddie, if they crack him open and slice his heart up, Buck wonders if they’ll find glinting, glittering gold chunks of fossilized Diaz that he’s kept as close to the core of him as possible. Wonders if they’ll know he lived off of them until he couldn't anymore. If they’ll study that organ and put it in museums, present it to a room full of academics dead set on disproving the physical effects of this love he has, if they'll be disappointed when they can't. He feels a gust of air leave Eddie’s lips and Buck thinks, I’m home. I’m home here, is this home to you? Not Texas, not here, but me, here with me. Does it feel that way to you?
or, eddie actually goes to texas and suddenly, five years have passed.
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16 Feb 2025
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Re: Buck & Natalia’s Wedding E-Vite
Eddie [email protected]to buckleybuck
Thank you for your email. Here are my two cents:
Cent one: I will NOT be attending.
Cent two: I suggest you hire a better graphic designer than Chimney. This wedding invitation looks like it had been pulled straight out of the first free template on Google and then edited on PicsArt.With warmest wishes to the happy couple,
Eddie Diaz.
___OR Buck and Natalia get engaged, and Eddie flees the state about it. A petty email correspondence ensues.
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07 Feb 2025
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“Which do you think makes you feel most loved?”
Eddie thought for a long moment. Too long, maybe. Then he shrugged, “Honestly, Buck? I have no idea.”
Buck’s brows pinched up. “What do you mean? When have you felt the most loved?”
“Don’t make a big thing of this, Buck. Promise?”
Buck made a show of crossing his heart, brows still raised curiously.
“I’m not sure I’ve ever… really felt loved in a relationship? I’m not convinced that I know what makes me feel loved…”
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After finding out that Eddie doesn't know what his love language is, Buck sets about finding out for him. He begins a five week experiment, one for each love language, to figure out which will make Eddie feel the most loved.
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31 Jan 2025
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“Just say it, Chim,” Eddie replies, his tone clipped.
Chimney winces but presses on. “Eddie…” He hesitates, glancing at Karen like he’s begging her for an out. She nods firmly. No turning back now. “Buck is dead.”
The line goes silent. A heavy, eerie silence that settles over the room like a shroud. She knows what Eddie must be feeling right now—the cold shock, the hollow ache, the frantic disbelief. She remembers how it felt when Chim had told her Hen was dead, how her world had stopped spinning for one agonizing moment. Her hands curl into fists against the table. This is fine. This is part of the plan.
But then there’s a screech through the phone, followed by an extended, blaring honk.
Karen’s stomach drops. Her eyes dart to Hen’s, wide with alarm.
Fuck.
OR: When Eddie leaves for Texas on bad terms with Buck, their friends can't help but meddle.
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26 Jan 2025
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The chances of being struck by lightning twice are incredibly minute, but Buck still manages to pull it off. During a double date with Marisol and Natalia, nonetheless. Eddie manages to resuscitate him, but as Buck recovers from yet another trauma, Eddie can’t help but notice there’s something very different about him. He’s not quite sure what version of Buck he got back.
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23 Jan 2025
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Eddie starts telling people Buck’s his husband to get out of annoying flirting situations on calls.
Buck starts to like it a little too much.
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21 Jan 2025
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I'll Feel You Forget Me Like I Used to Feel You Breathe by turningthepages
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
22 Mar 2023
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A car accident leaves Eddie without ten years of memories. He forgets meeting Buck, falling in love, getting married, and bringing two more kids into their life. As Eddie struggles to adjust to this new life, Buck struggles with being in love with someone who doesn't want to remember him.
Oh, and they have really cute kids.
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Just another Hollywood Amnesia story the fandom probably didn't need but lived in my head rent free for too long.
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- Part 1 of I'll Feel You Forget Me
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13 Jan 2025
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28 Dec 2024
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Eddie falls in love with Evan when he’s nineteen. He falls in love with Buck when he’s twenty-seven.
And he loves him all the years in between.
(or the one where Eddie and Buck meet when they work together on Eddie’s uncle’s ranch, and again when Eddie walks into the 118 eight years later.)
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17 Dec 2024
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Marriage and all the other mistakes we’ve made. by Meluene
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
07 Aug 2025
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Divorce - who doesn’t dread one? Unfortunately, it sometimes happens, leaving ex-partners to deal with the bitter aftermath.
Luckily for them, Dean and Castiel - very much divorced and quite happy with their now separate lives - left it all behind a few years ago. Everything would be great if they could just continue ignoring each other instead of dealing with a quite substantial inheritance that everyone seemed to be interested in. Well, everyone except for Cas and Dean, who would rather be sent to outer space than spend another five minutes in the same room.
Lost in the world of awkward discussions, a great deal of tension and many misunderstandings, they both just want to survive until the end of this situation.
Little do they know, fate has a completely different idea for both of them!
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15 Sep 2024
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After Dean cheats death (again) on a hunt gone wrong, he finds himself talking to Castiel once in a while, because Cas's sacrifice is an unhealed wound. He never expects an answer to his prayers...but there are new rules to this old game, and the Winchesters are overdue for a miracle.
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16 Aug 2024
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Dr. Castiel Winchester once believed that the toughest challenges in his marriage revolved around trivial debates over Marvel versus DC and mundane household chores. However, his perception shatters when he and Dean are plunged into a harrowing abyss of relentless torment. Struggling to cling to each other in the suffocating darkness, they face a monstrous ordeal that threatens to tear them apart forever. Can they navigate the treacherous waters of their shared nightmare and emerge intact, or are they destined to be swallowed whole by the abyss of their own despair?
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16 Jun 2024
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Dean did a lot of thinking about when and how he would get Cas back. Months of it, actually, stretching into a year, because while Sam and Eileen were settling into their new lives, Dean was stuck. He was stuck in a faraway corner of the bunker, dark and empty and hollow, ringing with the sound of a vibrating phone.
So when he falls to his knees in that same room, exhausted, hurting, breathless, and he feels a hand on his shoulder and looks up to see Cas, he realizes that he doesn't have a single clue about what to do now. Getting Cas out had been easy--actually, it'd been the opposite of that--but the planning of it, the methodical desperation of one attempt after the other had been a familiar rhythm. It'd been soothing almost, solid, something to focus on that wasn't Cas's eyes, watery and jubilant in a way Dean hadn't ever seen that up close on anyone, let alone Cas.
And now Cas is pulling him to his feet, and Dean's stumbling, and he instinctually grabs Cas's arm, and his hand lights up with a fire that he isn't prepared for.
"Hello, Dean."
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- Part 3 of Season 15 Fix-Its
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31 Mar 2024
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flatline by rizcriz
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston, Red White & Royal Blue (2023)
18 Oct 2023
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Alex gets the call at 7:57am.
It’s from an unknown number, so he answers it with an accent on his tongue and laughter in his throat, ready to troll the scammer for all they’re worth. But the voice on the other side of the line is serious, solemn, when she asks, “Is this, I apologize, all I’ve been given are initials, AGCD?”
He frowns, turning away from the coffee shop he’d been about to enter. “Who’s asking?”
There’s a moment of hesitation on the other end. “There’s been an incident. On the individual's phone, there’s a sticker. It says, if found, return to AGCD, alongside this phone number. Does it sound familiar?”
Alex freezes in the middle of the sidewalk. “What kind of incident?”
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Or, Henry's been in an accident.
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Bookmarked by Brainworms4SPN
15 Oct 2023
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16 months ago, Cas became human.
12 months ago, Cas left the bunker and a broken-hearted Dean behind.
Now they must work a case together, where married couples are dying mysterious deaths and the only way to earn the neighbors' trust is by pretending to be married. Slowly, Dean finds that he loves being in a relationship with Cas, fake or not, and Cas finds his loneliness retreating, despite the harsh reality looming right around the corner. As Dean and Cas navigate this fake, but all too real, relationship, can they find the monster that is on a mysteriously motivated killing spree before it’s too late?
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01 Oct 2023
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all that glitters (is not gold) by indomitablelove
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston
09 Jan 2022
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Alex Claremont-Diaz has it all. His mom won the election, he’s got the perfect boyfriend. He gets to love Henry out loud. Everything is great. Perfect.
Except for the itch under his skin every time he goes outside, and the tightness in his chest when he goes online, and the fact that he can’t fucking sleep.
But it's fine. He's fine. Really.
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Or: after the emails, Alex Claremont-Diaz isn’t fine.Series
- Part 1 of all that glitters (is not gold)
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- 111,709
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- 30/30
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Bookmarked by Brainworms4SPN
25 Sep 2023