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It hurts. God, it so,so,so hurt-

"A-anh, h-hyung! S-stop-"

"What’s wrong, Tay? I thought you like it too?"

"N-no, f-fuck! It’s hurts, you asshole! Ah-ahh, p-pull out, please-"

*thrust,thrust!*

H-help… how did things turns into this..?

*a few moments before*

"Tay!"

Ah, it’s Seo-hyung. Guess his student council’s meeting has ended. Seo-hyung had just transferred from another school. He was pretty popular among both girls and boys. Even the teachers admired him, saying how the others should learn from him. Despite only being here for a couple of months, he had managed to win everyone’s favour. Even the stingy discipline teacher, Mr. Choi. 

"Seo-hyung…" I greeted him as he walked into the classroom, coming closer to me, who was still sitting comfortably at my desk.

The classroom was empty, as the school session was long ago ended.

"Waiting for Jaeui again?", pulling the closest chair, Seo-hyung popped himself onto it, facing my bored face.

"Yeah… it was a sudden meeting, so even uncle had to join too and couldn’t send me home first", I explained while pouting, clearly hating to be in this class still. Especially during this peak hour during the summer.

"I swear, the heat could’ve killed me…", I complained as I took my thin notebook that I used to doodle random sketches it in, and flapped it near to my face. Using it as a manual fan, which is kinda working supposedly.

I could feel the sweat damping the entirety of my school shirt.

Ugh, it’s so sweaty and uncomfortable…

"Hyung?", finally turned my gaze to Seo-hyung who hasn’t uttered a single word after he sat down, I noticed he had been pinning his gaze sharply towards me.

…huh? Is he staring at my-

"Ah? Y-yeah, Tay. Sorry, it just… the heat was too unbearable. Got me dozed off for a sec", he exclaimed, also flapping his hand, creating a bit of air to cool his face down.

"Anyway, look what I brought! They got extra, so I thought I’d give you some!", he grinned as he hand me a paper bag. I promptly accept the bag, which was still cozily warm at the bottom of it. A pleasant smell hits my nose as I opened the bag.

"Bungeoppang! Woah, thanks hyung! I’m actually really craving for it earlier", I blurted out, really liking my luck at the moment.

Guess I won’t be using my money today~

I beamed happily as I took a bite out of the fish, belly first. The warmth of the soft crispy bread, accompanied with the sweetness of the red bean paste. It really hits the spot.

"Mmmph~!", I murmured in delight as I took another big bite of the fish-shaped pastry.

Seo-hyung let out a breathy laugh, clearly enjoyed see my reaction.

A couple of minutes has passed as I keep on eating the bread, and Seo-hyung was just sitting there, staring at me. It’s making me feel weirdly uncomfortable.

"Hyung, is there something you want to talk about?", finally called him out, he snap out of it and focused onto my gaze with quite a trying-to-cover-up look. It’s like my calling has pulled him out of his daydream. It’s like… he’s being caught doing, or thinking, about mischievous things. Caught guilty, they’d say.

"Oh, it’s nothing… Just a bit tired, I guess", scratched the back of his head, hyung wore a tired smile, tried to assure me that he’s fine.

…

"Then, why don’t you just head back home now, hyung? The classroom would be too hot, and it’s much more comfortable resting at home", I suggest as I took a bite of another Bungeoppang. 

Oh, this one’s custard! How nice~

Chuckled again, hyung simply replied, "Nah, it’s okay. I want to keep my favourite hoobae’s company".

As he spoke, he propped his chin in his palm and smiled sweetly at me.

…?

"Ah, it seems like they sure took a while…" hyung states as he glanced at the ticking clock on the wall. Followed his gaze, I could see that the clock’s face had shown that it’s already 6 in the evening.

"Yeah…"

"Ah, shot!" Suddenly fumbled his pants' pockets, hyung cursed under his breath.

"What's wrong, hyung?" I asked with my mouth still chewing bits of the custard filling.

"God! I think I've left my house key in the council room!", hyung cried, totally devastated.

"Oh, then let's go grab it? I'll accompany you" I offered as I stood up from my seat, ready to go.

"Gosh, thanks, Tay!" hyung chirped happily as we walked out from the classroom. Any much longer, we’ll probably be cooked, no joke.

"Now we can call it even", I grinned as I jokingly said that.

Hyung laughed out loud, as he always did.

It's nice to have someone as energetic and bubbly as hyung.

The walk through the hallway was full of hyung's bickers and jokes. The council room was located so far and isolated on the third floor, in the east wing. Since that was the office building, where students rarely passed by, it’s making that specific wing felt so empty and eerie.

I can't help but to feel the chills creeped up in my veins.

Hyung, the observant he was, noticed my discomfort. He simply shrugged it off with a hearty laughs, before assured me, "It's okay, Tay! There's no ghosts here~"

"Aahahhaah, very convincing, hyung...", I replied as my eyes kept looking at all the empty meeting rooms we’ve passed through along the way.

"We're here!"

As he announced our arrival, hyung inserted the council room's key into the rusty keyhole, and swing opened the old door, with the loud creekkk!! sound of it.

A cold soft breeze be feel kissing my face.

"Ahhh!! It’s so cold, hyung!", feeling the nice breeze, I deliberately entered the room, feeling more of the coldness.

how nice~

Chuckling, Seo-hyung closed the door behind us as he flip on the light switch. The flickering fluorescent light managed to make my eyes winced before I get adjusted to it.

*flick, flick!*

Ah, too bright…

"Sit wherever you like, Tay. I’ll go look for my key a while. It should be around here somewhere…"

As my eye getting comfortable with the sudden brightness, I look around to scan the interior of the council's room.

The council room was just the same as the other club rooms. 6 students' desks are pushed all together in the middle of the room, with a moveable whiteboard to the side. I could see some notes being wrote on the whiteboard, alongside with some doodles of chibi manhwa characters.

There’s a cute brown bunny, and a… crocodile?

What a weird combination…

Ah? It’s that a snow leopard and black leopard cuddling together?

So cute.

"Found it!", hyung chirped as he dangle his keys in front of my very face.

"Great. Now…", I waited for him to tell me his plan.

"Ah, I’m thinking of staying here for awhile. It’s better than in the heating classroom, right?" he looked at me with a suggestive smile.

…

"Yeah, I guess we can stay here."

 It’s way more better than being cooked in that classroom anyway.

We took our places on the chair, getting comfortable as I keep on munching the remaining bread.

"Ah, Tay. There’s a bit of custard on your cheeks." Suddenly, Seo-hyung licked my right cheek, simply wiped off the custard.

"HYUNG-?!", I yelped, surprised as I touch the same cheeks, moving away from him.

What the fuck?!

The weird sensation of his tongue brushed over my cheeks managed to make me shiver in my bones.

"Ahahahah! I’m sorry, Tay… Your cheeks looks so squishy and the custard looks so tasty on it…" hyung simply laugh, acted as if it was a natural thing to do.

"Right, hyung… don’t do it again. It feels weird.", I warned him, though it seems like just a wind passing by judging by his still playful smile.

"Ah, Tay! It’s not like you aren’t use to it!".

…huh?

"What do you mean, hyung?", I look at him, suddenly being aware.

"Aren’t you gay, Tay?",

…ah.

"… Where did you hear that?"

"Ah, just some birdie told me. Is it a secret I wasn’t supposed to know?", hyung look at me with a… quite complex expression.

Scared? Concern? It’s like he was unsure whether he supposed to know this information or not.

"No… I guess it’s not that much of a secret. Thought I’d love to keep it from everyone knowing", I mumble underneath my breath, hoped by now hyung gets it already.

"Ah, I see…" hyung’s voice started sound a bit low and uncertain, probably tried to not make it weird.

A few moments of silence pass by, and my bungeoppang had already finished.

"Actually, Tay…" hyung voice cut through the silent humming of the air conditioner.

"Hmmm?"

"When I first heard it, I was really glad."

Huh?

Suddenly, a hand creep onto my back. Hyung slowly gets closer to me, pulled me in along the way.

"H-hyung..?", I try to keep my body from getting any closer, trying to scoot away.

Hyung’s face gets closer to mine as his eyes never wandered off its gazed from mine.

"Tay, from the very first moment I’ve laid my eyes on you, I’ve always thought, you’ve got some really nice body".

Ack! It’s hurt!

I winced as his grip on my left arm suddenly started to feel a bit too strong. 

"H-hyung, let me go!", I tried to push him away, but he was way much more sturdier than I thought.

"C’mon, Tay. I bet you’re used to this, no?"

Huh? Used to this?

I couldn’t react to him as he snarled those words and pulled my shoulder up, easily prompted me on the table.

"Agh!", I yelped, feeling my back hurts from being push onto the table with such strong force.

"Don’t play coy now. I bet you’ve done this thousand of times with that silver-head foreigner!" he clicked his tongue as he muttered these words.

"What are you talking about!?", I tried to punch him in the face, maybe that’ll give his some sense of reasoning back.

Silver-head foreigner? Is he talking about Ilay??

"Ah, stop with the bullshit! Everyone can see how he treated you! That crazy mad Rick…"

Is all I heard under his grunted voice as I struggled to free myself.

Fuck! This guy’s too strong!! What have they been feeding him?!

"Fuck, hold still, will you? I just want a taste of my beloved Honbae, is all… this nice plum tits…" he breathed out so heavily, full of lust as he ripped open the front of my summer shirt uniform. The buttons flew off as my chest being exposed, wide naked to his hungry eyes.

I looked at him with terrors in my eyes. Seeing how shameless he was, licking and bitting his bottom lip, makes me feel all the goosebumps downright in my bones.

"Fuck! Let me go, hyung!", I tried to swing my free hand across his face, only for his hand to push my head back on the table, slamming my head hard onto the board surface of the table.

I can feel my ears ringing so loud, accompanied with the unshakeable dizziness in my head.

O-ow… my h-head…

I tried my best not to lose my consciousness, simply tried to breathe in. Shaking my head aggressively, in hoping it’ll somehow shove away the dizziness.

Hyung snorted enthusiastically, liking where this is going, seeing how powerless I am by now.

"It’s okay, Tay… relax…" with fraud kindness, hyung soothe me while pinned both my wrist on top of my head, tying them with a tie.  

Where did that tie even come from?!

"Nghh!! F-fuck you, hyung!", with full rage, I lunge forward, manage to bite his left ear as he let his guard down, thinking I’ve already surrender as my wrist being tied.

"Arghhh!!" A loud wail could be heard from him. He looked away for a second, winced in pain. He touched his bitten ear with his free hand, before looking at me menacingly. I can’t help but to grin smugly, feeling a bit of victory as we both saw the warm red crimson liquid smothered on his palm. But my smile faint instantly as I saw his face grew darker with ill intentions.

"You little piece of shit-"

*slap!*

O-ouch…

Ah, is this…?

A sharp, metallic taste of iron could be taste in my mouth. If before, the metallic bloody taste was surely his as I didn’t feel any pain, but now I’m quite confident that this is the taste of my own blood from the inside of my mouth. Seems like the inside of my right cheeks has been cut open, probably grazed by my teeth.

He slap me. Seo-hyung slap me…

I blinked. 

Once. 

Twice.

 I doubt the pain in my mouth hurt even a half as how painful and excruciating my heart was. Does this mean, all this time he was just waiting for an opening? 

To get a taste of me?

And what does he even mean by I’m used to this? To be assaulted? 

What did he took me for? A whore?

Don’t tell me he thought I have this kind of relationship with Ilay. 

THAT Ilay Riegrow at such…

"H-hyung, you-"

"Shut up", a cold voice cuts through my own. He took out a small white handkerchief from his pocket and stuff it aggressively into my mouth, with no kindness whatsoever.

"Mhmph!! M-mhmmppph!!", I promptly shake my harshly, hoping the handkerchief will somehow fall. 

"Ahahahaha… gosh, Tay. You should really looked at your face… it such a turn on", I gritted my teeth with disgust as hyung commented about my face.

The fuck…

Licking his lower bottom lips, hyung slowly hover his free hand to unbuckle my belt.

!!

I tried to wriggle again with the remaining strength I had, but with hyung’s massive sturdy legs locking mine, i couldn’t help but to feel oh so helpless. 

With my head still feeling all dizzy due to the hit earlier, and the slap on my right cheek, I don’t think I could push him away, let alone land a single more hit on him. 

It felt so… exposed. Being spread opened like this, writhing underneath him, all helpless and under his mercy.

P-please… a-anyone…

J-jaeui… 

Unc…

…Ilay…

"..?". The sound of mumbling and people talking in the meeting room sounds inaudible, but it’s enough to tell there’s an important discussion going on.

Huh, there’s still people around this late. What are they discussing about?

Nonetheless, it wasn’t worth to think over it, Ilay thought.  

Striding across the hallway, Ilay silver-cold eyes catches the still lighten up council room’s fluorescent lights. The one that’s on the other end of the office building’s floor, very hidden from passer-by views.

Oh? Now that’s weird. Wasn’t the council meeting have long ended…?

Deciding to check on it out of pure curiosity, Ilay walked slowly towards the room. The air outside it already felt heavy, hinting that something was off. As he tried to reach for the doorknob, he finally noticed the sounds that were made from the inside of the very same room.

Now the room itself radiating such heat. It was thick with an unfamiliar, musky scent that could be feel even from the outside of the room. Ilay did had the urge to discover who they were, might as well be a good source for blackmailing later on, but he doesn’t have the desire to witness such filthy scene so late in the evening. Especially during the summer.

Let just ignore these horny rabbits. 

He thought it would be much easier if he didn’t uncover the identity. At least that much, there wouldn’t be any chance to be interrogated in the future. He can simply brush it off, implying he didn’t witness it, and make up an alibi to proof himself.

Oh, if only he had opened that very door during the evening…

He surely won’t feel as shitty as right now.

"F-fuck, Ilay… it hurts. I- I think something torn…?", sniffling, Taeui looked at the stood-still Ilay in front of him.

Ilay face at the moment was unreadable. It was a face that none wish to see even in their afterlife. 

"Taeui… Jeong Taeui… who did this?"

Sniff!