yearningneed
Fandoms
Recent works
-
Tags
Summary
Their entire discography is suffering. That's all he knows how to make, because that's all Sleep ever lets him feel.
'You can't build a legacy on nothing but pain,' Perpetua says gently. 'Your silent companion seems to have forgotten that.'
***
At Back to the Beginning concert, Vessel, possessed by the parasitic Sleep, crosses paths with Perpetua, who is guided by Satan. Noticing Vessel’s condition, Papa offers a strange solution: each of them should face the other’s deity.
Series
- Part 1 of Now who will pray for Babylon?
-
Tags
Summary
Struggling freelance journalist Sam Hallett is blackmailed into going undercover with Sleep Token to write a story that could expose them. What starts as a desperate attempt to survive quickly turns into something far more complicated. Now he's trapped between the people who won't let him walk away and a band he's no longer sure he can betray.
lie
breathe
feed.
withering in jealousy
do you believe that it
that it was ever worth it?..*the title and the main theme from "i let it in and it took everything" by loathe.
-
Tags
Summary
With Morpheus vanished in Hell, the Dreaming begins to draw enemies, and Lucienne has no choice but to go after her king alone.
Recent series
-
Now who will pray for Babylon? by yearningneed
Fandom Ghost (Sweden Band), Sleep Token (Band)
07 Jun 2026
- Words:
- 22,112
- Works:
- 1
Recent bookmarks
-
Tags
Summary
Two is slowly unraveling, the chaos brewing under his skin is different than anything he’s ever felt before. He should be immune to chaos, after all his partner is the god of such things. Yet as another severe season approaches, Two is finding it hard to pull himself back from the edge.
Will there ever be a sun god to balance the storms or will Two find himself lost in them forever?
Vessel never wanted to be a god. Content to spend his days living on his grandparents farm, he’s finally called to ascend to the realm of the gods. It’s a title he never wanted but the god of storms with the pale blue eyes has him intrigued, even if his chaotic partner seems to hate him.
A Sleepy AU where the boys are gods and things are….complicated.
Bookmarked by yearningneed
19 Jul 2026
-
Tags
Summary
“I, um, I don’t know how to go about this but I, uh, heard from a guy I work with that you go on dates, with people, for money. I don’t really know how I’m supposed to ask but- would you like to go out on a date with me? For money of course- shit, sorry.”
Or Vessel is a sweet virgin trying to obtain II’s services to pop his cherry- feelings ensue.
Bookmarked by yearningneed
29 Jun 2026
-
Tags
Summary
II doesn’t have anything apart from a smoking habit, his beat up docs and if his counseler is to be believed, a bad fucking attitude. Plus his very tall, water obsessed best mate, who he’s only slightly in love with.
OR
Vessel is a community pool junkie that II's hopelessly in love with
Bookmarked by yearningneed
02 Jun 2026
-
Tags
Summary
When Vessel reaches a breaking point, II is forced to confront a love he never admitted out loud. But supporting Vessel stirs up parts of himself he’s tried hard to bury. As both of them struggle, II must decide whether to let others in or face his own pain alone in order to give Vessel all the support he needs for his recovery.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 14,598
- Chapters:
- 9/?
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 24
- Kudos:
- 52
- Bookmarks:
- 11
- Hits:
- 1,694
Bookmarked by yearningneed
26 Apr 2026
-
Tags
Summary
III does not believe in permanence.
Living with BPD, DID and Autism has taught him that attachment is a countdown and people leave eventually once they know too much. They keep their life precise, controlled and deliberately small. Structured.
When a Polyamorous Trio - Vessel, II and IV begin drifting into their orbit, dont try to fix or rush them. And keep choosing them day after day even when things become difficult, things change.
-
This is a character driven slowburn romance about patience, care, chosen family and building a life slowly enough to be real.
(Note: (attempted Slowburn. Told from mainly IIIs perspective, mental health (BPD, DID and autism) is central and written from experience. No quick fixes, no rushed intimacy and no ending where anyone needed to be healed.? Currently getting overworked ¿
Series
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 162,790
- Chapters:
- 37/?
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 219
- Kudos:
- 169
- Bookmarks:
- 22
- Hits:
- 6,282
Bookmarked by yearningneed
22 Apr 2026