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    Shane has never been religious. But he found himself praying, to something, to anything, to the wind that can anchor every wish he had for Ilya—to keep him safe, to keep him healthy, to make him happy again. 

    He thinks of Ilya’s cross on his necklace, and thinks of his Mom. 

    Is he going to meet her now? Will he get the chance to tell her how wonderful her son grew up to be? Will he be able to tell her that he tried to love him for the both of them the best way he knew how? 

    Or: what if it's Shane's plane that almost crashed?

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    Shane can’t think of a better way to wake up than this: 

    The sun is casting rays from the big window, spilling all over their white bedsheets, blanketing them in luminosity and warmth. The big comforter is haphazardly thrown around them, half of it on the floor, and there is a glow, a light that he can’t even begin to explain, everywhere

    If he raises his head just slightly from the warmth of Ilya’s—his husband’s—back he can see the river, and make out the blue sky.

    He chooses not to raise his head and instead bury the growing smile on his face to Ilya’s back. His husband

    Or: their first morning as husbands spent dancing to an old Japanese song and saying vows in Russian.

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    Buck realises two things as he watches the truck drive away. 

     

    First, he will never have Eddie Diaz in his life the way he did just a minute ago. 

     

    Second, he will never have Eddie Diaz. 

    Or: a season 8 episode 9 speculation fic where Buck saves a dog and watches the love of his life drive away.

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    She nods her head, “Thanks.”

    It echoes something far back, but it still catches her off guard.

    Bradford and Chen. Tim and Lucy. In the same hospital walls.

    “For what?”

    He smiles this time, not the one Lucy has memorised in the whole year she was his rookie, not the one he’s reserved for her when they were making bets and teasing each other, not the one where he’s slightly amused by all of her antics, but this one that Lucy promised herself she’d fight to always keep. “Doing my job?”

    Or: where Tim keeps to his promise of showing his love appreciation in the small doses Lucy allows.

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    “Stay,” Eddie says and he follows.

    “Okay.” 

    Or: a 8x06 coda fic where buck stays and eddie wakes up with him in the morning after

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    Eddie opens his palms stretching them to the expanse of where his shoulders meet his neck and holds him there, firm and final and important. Like all Buck has to do is stand up and look him in the eye.

    Eddie flicks his hands towards him and Buck feels warm in his core as he wraps him around his arms. Eddie looks at him and he feels like he’s touched him in the middle of who he is, accepts him palm up and cradles him close.

    Or: Eddie rests his head on Buck’s shoulder and he lets himself follow.

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    Eddie Diaz was seven.

    He didn’t have a word for it. 

    Or: an introspective Eddie fic where he goes through different ages in life and tries to say the word he’s always been afraid of.

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    For a moment, he wonders with his eyes open fixating on the mole under Eddie’s left eye as he’s peaceful and serene and near that if Buck were to reach out and touch him—would he be considered holy?

    Would the touch bleed through his flesh? Would he be regarded as sacred having to touch something reverent?

    Would this be a prayer?

    Would this be talking to God asking him to do something divine?

    Or: Buck realises his feelings for Eddie as Eddie learns to bake, shaves his moustache off, tries to bring his son back home and realises he’s gay all this time.

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    The truth is Evan Buckley can recognise Eddie Diaz by his breath alone.

    Buck did not spend six years of his life attached to Eddie like a lost little dog without burning knowledge in the crooks of his ribcage, hurting every time he so much as breathes. Buck did not spend those six years expecting he’d ever have a life not following him around, not hearing his voice, not seeing his smile for every damn day of his life.

    He did not expect he’d have a life void of Eddie Diaz.

    But it has been three years.

    Three fucking years. 

    Or: Buck and Eddie see each other at a grocery store three years after Eddie decided to stay in Texas.

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    Because Eddie is angry and he is selfish and he needs Buck.

    ”What about me?”

    “What?”

    He looks at him on the bed, wide eyed soft brows drawn together.

    “What about me, Buck? Did you stop and think about me?” 

    Or: Buck throws himself in the middle of a collapsing building and Eddie gets mad at him for it.

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    Look, it’s just—I’m just trying to make sense of this, of all of my feelings. I’m just looking at the past thirty years with a different lens, and some of it makes more sense now. Some still don’t, and maybe those are truly lost pieces I won’t ever understand, but a whole chunk of it—it makes sense.

     

    Which part am I?

     

    What—

     

    Which part do I fall into? The parts that make more sense now, or am I one of the lost pieces you won’t ever understand?

    Or: Buck and Eddie finally put words to their feelings. Until they don’t. Again.

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    Christopher gets excited when he meets Dad’s new friend; Tommy.

    Carla picked him up from school, and just dropped him off on their foyer, already rushing to her next appointment. She kissed his head and said, “Say hi to your Dad for me. Have to go.”

    So, he says hi to his Dad as he keeps his eyes wary on the new person sitting at their breakfast table, waiting for him to introduce them.

    Or: Christopher's POV on everything that has been happening with Buck, Eddie, and Tommy. And Buck coming out to him.

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    Buck thinks again, Oh.

    Buck thinks again—and breathes.

    Or: Buck’s journey to his sexuality, and my personal ode to him.

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    When Marisol brings it up after their date, Eddie gets a deep frown in the middle of his eyebrows.

    “They’re cute.”

    “Huh?” Eddie looks at her from his side of the car, “What do you mean?”

    Or: Eddie’s not homophobic and he’s definitely not gay.

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    Chim is talking to Maddie, a palm on his face and there’s more people joining him and he’s sure Taylor Swift is going to sue him the way he was butchering her song;

    “Cause she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts—he’s plane captain and I’m on the fire house! Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find that what you’re looking for has been here the whole t-ta-time!”

    Or: Buck is drunk with both alcohol and jealousy, and decides to sing Taylor Swift’s You Belong With Me on the karaoke.

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    An introspection of Buck getting squeamish and uncomfortable and uneasy about Eddie’s new friendship.

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    There are a lot of truths in this world; the sky is blue, the grass is green, and fact is, Eddie Diaz has never liked dancing.

    Or: Eddie teaches Buck how to dance.

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    You are Evan.

    You are a liability.

    You are too much. 

    Or: another buck character study

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    Eddie doesn’t believe in God anymore, but he wanted to do something, anything when Buck was in his coma.

    He finds himself praying to Shannon. 

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    Buck first met Fate when he was seven. 

    He wants at such an early age. 

    He craves. He wishes. He dreams. He prays. 

    Or: Buck and Fate are friends, and they go through the journey of finding their way back to Eddie.

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    Chapters:
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    Collections:
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    Comments:
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    109
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