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It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache by walkingdeadboy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Jun 2026
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"I can only hope that Kent realises how immature he is when he resorts to such obvious attacks." Still boring, but a good response. Shane seemed content with it, not noticing his slip at the end.
" "Obvious attacks"? Are you saying you are part of the gay community?"
Ilya watched as Shane's face drained of colour. He sighed and seemed to gather himself. Shane gave his golden boy smile, and turned to face directly at the camera. Ilya's heart skipped a beat in his chest.
"Yes."
In a game against the Toronto Guardians, Dallas Kent provokes Shane Hollander, leading to one of the most brutal fights the Montreal Metros captain has been in. When answering questions in the post game interview, a question Shane wasn't expecting is asked, throwing into question the timeline he'd so meticulously planned with Ilya.
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shane hollander might be gay by walkingdeadboy for i_am_jacks_procrastination
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
07 Jun 2026
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Something about Rozanov was so startlingly familiar to Shane, he just couldn't put a finger on it. The memory of his voice floated to the forefront of Shane's mind, and he felt himself harden under the thin covers. He rolled over and willed it away, screwing his eyes shut. He would not jerk off to Ilya Rozanov.
Shane watches Fight Club and is immediately attracted to one of the main characters. Later he meets Ilya Rozanov, and some similarities between him and the movie character float to the surface.
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touch me there and there and there by i_am_jacks_procrastination, walkingdeadboy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Fight Club (1999), Fight Club - Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club - All Media Types
29 May 2026
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"You like him." Ilya said teasingly.
Shane's face might as well have been a beacon for how brightly red he had turned.
"What? No, he's just…" Shane trailed off. "A good player." He finished weakly, his voice clouded with embarrassment.
"Moy pomidor, there is no shame in having crush on your captain, he is very hot."
"I didn't have a crush!" Shane protested, covering his face with his hands.
"No?" Ilya's eyes flicked down to Shane's now uncovered crotch and his clearly hard dick. "I think you would disagree with yourself. Maybe I will call him now, let him hear how desperate his rookie is for him."
"I-, what? Ilya-"
"Oops, too late."
Despite being a retired player, Tyler Durden had clearly continued to take care of himself, and Shane was nothing if not desperately horny about it.Tyler Durden was Shane Hollanders captain from 2011-2012. Ilya finds out Shane used to have a crush on his old captain and decides to invite him over
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A collection of shorts in the lives of Ilya and Shane.
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Don't Touch by walkingdeadboy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 May 2026
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Shane’s eyes trailed down Ilya’s back, watching the muscles shift under the fabric of his t-shirt. He couldn’t wait any longer. Shane wanted Ilya. Needed him. Right now.
“Ilya.”
“Mm?”
“Ilya.”
“Yes, solnyshko?” Ilya stood and turned to Shane. “What is- ah.”
“I think you can wait.”
“I- what?” Shane blinked, thrown off.
"You can wait, malysh."Ilya Rozanov being a complete and utter menace towards the Montreal Metros is a massive turn on for Shane Hollander.
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“Rozanov.”
“Yes?”
“What are you doing wearing my jersey?”rozanovupdatesdaily@bostonfan
This has gotta be photoshop, surely, there’s no fucking wayIlya surprises Shane by wearing his hockey jersey. Shane likes it maybe a little bit too much.
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Shane’s mouth opened slightly, watching Ilya fight Comeau in his compression shirt and padding. His muscles rippled under the fabric and Shane watched as his biceps tensed as he punched Comeau, how his abdominal muscles worked as he twisted away, out of Comeau’s range.
Shane’s mouth felt dry and he watched as Ilya skated close enough to Comeau to wrestle with him. His eyes traced over Ilya’s back, watching his muscles shift under the tight fabric, how it hugged the sharp lines of his massive frame.
Shane closed his mouth and swallowed as he watched Ilya bend to collect his gloves, helmet, and jersey from the ice, and skated over to the penalty box.
As Ilya skated by Shane, he caught his eye and winked. Shane felt like he’d swallowed a cotton ball.Ilya gets his jersey torn off in a game against Montreal. Shane is very normal about it.
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Rozanov smoked his cigarette down to the butt, delicately pulling it from between his lips before flicking it down to the floor and stubbing it out with the toe of his boot. Shane watched as he dug around in his pocket, seeking out his pack and pulling out another one, repeating the motions of putting it in his mouth and lighting it.
“Do you smoke?”
“What?”
“Do you smoke? Sigarety?”
“Oh, uh, no.” Shane paused. “Well, I mean, I never tried, but smoking is bad for you, so…”
“Do you trust me?”Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov meet at the International Prospect Cup in Regina. Ilya offers Shane a cigarette but things take a slightly different turn.
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Shane kissed him again and Ilya let himself be smothered by the feeling of him on his lap, foreheads pressed together, his hand on Ilya’s dick. So easy to forget, for a moment, that he was Rozanov, and Shane was Hollander.
So easy to forget.
“Fu-uck, Shane.”
“Ilya.”First names made it real. Made them real.
The aftermath of what happens after Shane and Ilya use their first names during the tuna meltdown scene.
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Rozanov's Cross by walkingdeadboy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Mar 2026
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Shane tapped his stick on the centre ice, preparing for the final face off of the game. Rozanov was already in position, his eyes tracing Shane’s movements, watching him. A small shimmer glinted around his neck, and Shane’s gaze flicked down, caught on the glittering metal of Rozanov’s chain.
He knew that golden cross that hung on it, Rozanov’s orthodox cross, knew what that cross looked like swinging in the air as Rozanov fucked him, knew what it looked like laying on his pecs, shining against the sweat on his skin as Shane lay back on a mattress, feeling Rozanov inside him.
He wanted to bite that cross.
Shane Hollander's oral fixation, but this time he's determined to get Ilya Rozanov's cross in his mouth.
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Rose danced in front of him, her dress catching the light, reflecting it, drowning out everyone around her. She looked like she was having fun. She looked beautiful under the light, smooth skin, soft features.
Everything Shane should want.
She was kind, funny, gorgeous, talented. What guy wouldn’t be absolutely head over heels for her. For the chance to be in the same space as her. And Shane liked her, he really did. He thought Rose was great. But he didn’t like her how he was supposed to. Couldn’t like her how he was supposed to. How he was meant to.
Shane tilted the glass up to his lips, beginning to take a sip when he caught a flash of blond hair in front of him.
Rozanov.Shane and Ilya see each other during the club scene in episode four. Shane goes to the bathroom to escape it all and Ilya decides to follow him.
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“I want you to suck my dick.” Rozanov said calmly. Way too fucking calmly.
He wanted Shane to suck his dick? Really? After the shit he had just pulled backstage, after making a bigger fool of both of them on stage for longer than necessary, he still wanted Shane to suck his dick?
“Fuck you, you are unbelievable.” Shane huffed, feeling an angry flush spread up his neck. “You suck my dick.”Rozanov gives Shane a blowjob in the bathrooms at the MLH Awards
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Shane’s mind was fuzzy. The scratching of skates and the roar of the crowd overwhelmed him, distracted him. His head felt heavy, laden with sounds, not enough space to focus on the game. It felt as if his brain had fogged over suddenly, stopping him from thinking about anything other than how loud everything was.
Shane felt his brain pulling him back, pulling him away from the game, drawing him into himself. A pressure built up behind his eyes and it was all he could do to not tip forward with the weight, feeling the heaviness of his brain.“-ander?”
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The ballroom of the MLH Awards was warm and unpleasant. The collar of Shane’s pressed shirt dug into the side of his neck, and he twisted his head slightly, trying to make it more comfortable.
Someone laughed loudly, and Shane’s eyes slid to a group standing at the back of the room. Ilya was surrounded by a cluster of people, grinning widely, eyes sparkling in the dim lighting.
He must have felt Shane’s on him, and Ilya’s eyes flicked to his, clearly not focusing on what the woman to his right was saying, ignoring her fingers trailing over his arm.
Shane felt heat rush to his cheeks, and looked away.Shane and Ilya attend an MLH Awards after-party. Shane doesn't really want to be there.
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More coughs seized Ilya’s body as he pushed himself up, shoving off his duvet, stumbling to the bathroom. He spat, and it made a wet squelch as it landed in the basin. It was small, with yellow petals, flecked with Ilya’s blood.
A flower.
A flower?Reverse Hanahaki disease au - Ilya Rozanov breaks Shane Hollander's heart after the MLH awards. Shane sends the text, and Ilya realizes what went wrong, and aims to fix it immediately.
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His eyes drag along the rest of the crowd, stopping when he sees a dark haired girl staring at him. She’s pretty, with long black hair and big doe eyes, and very clearly interested. He starts dancing with her, and out of the corner of his eye, Ilya sees someone moving determinedly towards a green exit sign, pushing open the door and stepping out. He pushes through the crowd, opening the door, and stepping out.
"Hollander."Ilya's phone dies during his game against the Metros. Unable to text Shane back, he accepts Marleau's offer to go to a club instead. While there, Shane sees Ilya dancing with someone else.
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- Part 2 of I don't want her (I just want you)
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“Did not think you would be out tonight. You are not usually.”
“Fuck Rozanov, can’t a guy celebrate a win?” He bit back, turning away. Rozanov huffed a small laugh, and a flush spread over Shane’s face.
“You wanted to have something to do? After your win?”
“Doesn’t everyone?”
“Do you… still want someone?”
He froze.
What about the girl he had seemed so enamoured with inside? They had been dancing practically chest to chest, surely she was the more likely contender to take home, to have fun with.
“Hollander.” Rozanov tried again. “Do you still want someone to party with?”Shane Hollander is upset that Ilya Rozanov didn't make good on his promise to fuck him after their game. He goes to a club instead, and finds Rozanov dancing with someone else.
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- Part 1 of I don't want her (I just want you)
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Save A Horse by walkingdeadboy
Fandoms: The Long Walk (Movie 2025), The Long Walk - Richard Bachman
19 Dec 2025
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Ray found it one morning, buried deep within their closet, resting high on a shelf. A tan cowboy hat, worn soft with time.
“Well damn Garraty, where’d you find that thing?”
“Shoved in the back of the closet Pete. Was just tryin’ it on.”
“You look good in the hat Ray"Ray finds a cowboy hat one day, Pete thinks he looks real good wearing it.
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Don't Fear the Reaper by walkingdeadboy
Fandoms: The Long Walk (Movie 2025), The Long Walk - Richard Bachman
04 Nov 2025
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“Ray? Ray?!” The soldier’s hands closed tighter against Pete’s arms. “Get the fuck off!”
“Mr McVries,” Pete barely heard the Major’s gruff voice behind him, still focused on Ray’s trembling body.
“Mr McVries, step back from number 47.”What happens if Pete manages to shake off the soldiers who were taking him away from Ray? Would Pete's wish for Ray's survival be cleared by the Major?
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I Was Made For Lovin' You by walkingdeadboy
Fandoms: The Long Walk (Movie 2025), The Long Walk - Richard Bachman
01 Nov 2025
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Pete rolled over in his bed, his back towards the wall, and stared at Ray’s sleeping form in the bed across the room.
“Why are you awake?” Ray yawned, rubbing his eyes to move himself up and lean against the wall opposite Pete’s bed.
“Can’t sleep. Memories, just,” Pete whirled his finger around next to his head, “Spinning, you know.”
“Yeah, yeah, I know.”Pete and Ray survived the walk, complete with built up feelings from their shared trauma. Pete takes initiative of these feelings, and Ray's along for the ride.