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  1. Public Bookmark 5

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    Their physical scars had closed, but in turn opened emotional ones.
    Lu Guang didn't want to hurt Cheng Xiaoshi, Cheng Xiaoshi didn't want to hurt Lu Guang.
    So they kept quiet.

    But now, everything unfolds,
    Side by side, under this light,
    Under this moonlight sky.

    or: miscommunication communication fall in love then asleep

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    22 Jul 2025

  2. Rec 35

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    After Jamil’s overblot, Kalim’s relationship with him is strained. But how will Jamil handle it when the one he claims to “hate” gets appendicitis?

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    22 Apr 2023

  3. Rec *

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    All Reki wants is to make friends in college, but so far he's been out of luck. So when Langa Hasegawa wanders into his campus coffeeshop, an awkward finance major with a big heart and a secret passion for birds, Reki's whole college experience comes to life. He and Langa study together, play frisbee on the lawn together, crash in Reki's dorm bed together, share sweaters and whispered secrets and soft touches, and Reki's so happy with him that he's terrified to let anything ruin their friendship.

    Even his own feelings.

     

    (reki and langa navigate college, homesickness, important life decisions and found families, and the aching feeling of discovering friendship for the first time)

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    14 Aug 2022

  4. Rec 31

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    He goes to the brown paper bag he’d left by the door and reaches for the ibuprofen, his stomach twisting in a sort of anxiety. “How much does it hurt, baby?"

    “It’s, mmph, not horrible,"

    He shakes out two tablets anyways.

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    Nagito comes down with a fever, and Hajime gets something for him.

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    08 Nov 2021

  5. Rec *

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    “I could say the same about you!” Komaeda could faintly make out the dim filter in his mind disappearing, keeping him from saying things he really, really shouldn’t. “Do you remember what you did in that city, Hinata-kun? When you were somebody that embodied both despair and hope?”

    “Don’t. Don’t fucking go there,” Hinata warned.

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    Hajime and Nagito get into a fight.

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    08 Nov 2021

  6. Rec 31

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    Nagito Komaeda had a complicated relationship with cemeteries.

    On one hand, being reminded of death brought him some hope, because it made him think about the fact that his life was only temporary. Eventually, he would die, and everyone would finally be happy. His luck would stop hurting people. He would stop hurting people. It would all be over.

    On the other hand, thinking about death also meant thinking about the fact that, unless something drastically changed, he would die the same way he’d lived for the majority of his life. Alone. He’d come to terms with this, but that didn’t mean he particularly liked thinking about it.

    Nagito had avoided going to cemeteries as much as he possibly could ever since he was a small child. He didn’t want to think about his feelings towards them. They were confusing and loud. And yet here he stood at 4:00 AM in front of the biggest graveyard in the city, home to hundreds whose lives had been taken by The Tragedy and hundreds more who had died prior to it.

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    Nagito visits the cemetery for the first time in years. He expects, as always, to be alone. He isn't.

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    08 Sep 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    BEAUTIFUL

  7. Rec 5

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    Nagito's held it in for to long, but Hajime's there to help.

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    04 Sep 2021

  8. Rec 17

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    Hajime couldn’t give an exact incident. There was never really an ‘inciting event’ that struck alarm bells when it came to stuff like this, but a gradual build-up of crumbs and morsels of conversation. They began to spell out a phrase in Hajime’s mind in a font that just became larger and larger.

    ‘There’s something wrong with Nagito’ – that was it, but what that ‘thing’ was still remained up for debate. At least, that’s what Hajime kept telling himself.

    Any alternative made his insides twist themselves into knots.

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    24 Aug 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    okay who’s cutting onions in here

  9. Rec 28

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    Nagito has never seen the ocean. Hajime wants to do what he can about it. (epilogue to out for blood.)

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    17 Aug 2021

  10. Rec 38

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    His body is evidently quivering as he stares up at Hajime’s astounded face, but he wills himself to smile, presenting not only what will seal them together for the rest of their lives, but also presenting his sea of endless love for Hajime within his grey-greens.

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    Nagito proposes to Hajime on their anniversary.

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    17 Aug 2021

  11. Rec 10

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    Komaeda Nagito was in remission, everything in his life going better than it ever had. So the logical conclusion would be to be happy for all he'd managed to achieve, right?

    Though, at this moment, Nagito felt like he really hadn’t achieved much at all. Not when he was curled up on his bathroom floor, the waistband of his jeans cutting into his stomach, the fabric on his shirt sticking to his skin in a way that felt entirely wrong.

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    07 Aug 2021

  12. Rec 52

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    A million thoughts are running through his mind at once, but all he can really hear is,

    My goal in life is far beyond you.
    I’ve found the one I truly love.
    The decision was really not that difficult to leave.
    This is goodbye.

    Hot tears stream down his face, and all he can do is cry louder as he thinks of Hajime’s bright eyes, his soft smile, his chuckle, everything about him, disappear from his vision and slowly become darker, and darker, and darker, until the image dissipates into nothing.

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    07 Aug 2021

  13. This has been deleted, sorry!

    06 Aug 2021

  14. Rec 37

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    To put it in plain English, Nagito Komaeda hates himself. He's felt this way for years upon years and at this point, it's routine for others and himself to constantly bring him down. He can also thank those others for always moving him around from school to school for his whole life. Nagito may have the talent of luck on his side, but all that his luck has done up to this point, is make his life a living hell.
    Hajime Hinata on the other hand, is living the usual domestic highschooler life. Though his mom did leave him and his dad at an early age, he's slowly learned to depend on others to come out victorious. Can he help the new boy learn to depend on him when times get rough?

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    05 Aug 2021

  15. Rec 38

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    Nagito had been acting strange lately… Well, he was usually acting pretty strange anyways, but now it felt different. He was quieter, always seemed to walk with a limp, and you could never find him without bags under his eyes. He also got kind of flinchy if you got too close to him.

    Just what was going on with him? Hajime wanted to find out.

     

    A lot of crying, hugging, and a long talk about Nagito's self-worth ensues.

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    05 Aug 2021

  16. Rec 11

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    A disease like this eats away from the inside, a slow decline of the mind that weighs heavily on everyone around Nagito Komaeda, but none more so than his husband Hajime.

    A silent morning is had in their bedroom.

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    03 Aug 2021

  17. Rec 20

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    nagito was, admittedly, very underprepared to go out in the snow. so it was really no surprise when he returned sick; what rotten luck.

    ~short lil sickfic for the soul~

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    31 Jul 2021

  18. Rec 9

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    Komaeda has a laugh attack. Hinata is there for him.

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    31 Jul 2021

  19. This has been deleted, sorry!

    28 Jul 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I’ve been decimated WHY

  20. Rec 55

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    Familiar, scrawny arms suddenly enclose themselves around Hajime’s firm stomach, and he can’t help but sigh through his nose at the simple contact of bare skin against bare skin. “Was it a nightmare?”

    (READ AUTHOR'S NOTE!)

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    6,133

    28 Jul 2021

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