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the aim of waking is to dream by twinkdeathdilfbirth
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
16 Jul 2026
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“I thought we could, um—” Jayce shifted on the stool, raised both feet to the metal bar, but lowered them quickly back down and resumed the engine-thump of knee against the underside of the desk. “—maybe do something? Afterwards, I mean.”
“Do something.” echoed Viktor, dizzily relieved Jayce had his back to him, was wearing goggles that did not allow for much peripheral dexterity, meaning he couldn’t see the surely stupid, puerile thing Viktor’s face had started to do. He counted in his head to ten, deliberately made a face like he was thinking—should he happen to look—mouth pursed, brow lowered, until he realized Jayce wouldn’t be able to see that, hidden as they were behind the rim of his own goggles. Said, finally, “Okay.”
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sail to the moon by twinkdeathdilfbirth
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
06 May 2026
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“You know what I mean,” he says, and, for an instance unable to look at him, adds, “None of this would’ve even been a possibility if not for you.”
Viktor’s eyes gleam softly amber. He blinks, turns slightly from Jayce a moment. Jayce thinks briefly he sees tears in his eyes, a glazing over, a shimmering blister forming over sclera, iris and pupil. A strange unease settles over Jayce’s shoulders, indecipherable. He moves his foot out, presses the shined toe of his black brogue against the inside of Viktor’s left.
Viktor says, “I don’t want us to lose our way, Jayce.” He looks back, eyes clear, dry.
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- Part 5 of the missing years
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night falls fast by twinkdeathdilfbirth
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
09 Apr 2026
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It takes a while for his eyes to adjust, blinking and blinking until everything collapses back into coherent geometric shapes, and what comes into view is the dark silhouette of a person standing in a similar fashion to how Jayce had stood a moment prior. Feet on the ground, head bowed to view the water.
Before he can even think what to say, Jayce calls into the air, “Hey,” and slides sideways into the light where he might see him.
Or: some encounters were always destined to occur. The specifics regarding in which manner, however, are a little fuzzy.
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through a glass, darkly by twinkdeathdilfbirth
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
17 Mar 2026
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“It doesn’t matter,” chokes Jayce, trembling. “I’m not even here.”
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- Part 4 of the missing years
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He remembered his hands, clutching the sink, he remembered his eyes being the only thing visible in the dark mirror, he remembered sitting down, remembered the faint sliver of light pushed beneath the door, how his teeth chattered, how the sweat crawled down his back. He remembered thinking he could feel it, that gradual alleviation, like a hand loosening its grip, or a parting of clouds—like being twenty-five and floating in bright cerulean.
He remembered, and then he quit, no longer remembering anything. He just stopped. There wasn't anything there. Not even a single, solitary protuberance unearthing itself out of that agony-cold wasteland, no wisp, no sliver of light to illuminate it. He'd just gone—maybe even returned, fleetingly, to that nothingness which preceded him.
Then he'd waked.
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- Part 3 of the missing years
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the missing years by twinkdeathdilfbirth
Fandom Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
06 May 2026
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unrelated jv fics taking place during the s1 act 1-act 2 timeskip
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unrelated canon-adjacent s2/post-canon jayvik fics
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and if you call for me you know I'll run by the_nameless_ramekin
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
29 Dec 2025
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No story that starts with an overpass and a bottle of vodka ends well.
Here’s how it goes: boy is lonely. Alcohol and overpass cliche. Boy meets boy. Boy loves boy. Boy does not say a word about it. Happy montage. Slice of life montage. Sad montage. Boy and boy grow further apart. Boy leaves boy. Boy does not get over it. Alcohol and overpass cliche returneth. Boy is lonely.
Sisyphean indeed.
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Disillusioned, depressed and drunk, Viktor forgoes throwing himself off an overpass and takes the only marginally better route of texting his long-estranged best friend instead.
Or: Jayce turns up on Viktor’s doorstep after five years.
Bookmarked by twinkdeathdilfbirth
21 Jul 2026
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A Psychophysiological Study of Human Individuality by bluejorts
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
27 Jun 2026
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When Viktor blinks himself awake one morning with a distinct sense of wrongness he attributes it first to the immediate awareness that he is in Jayce's bedroom. In Jayce's bed. He knows exactly the contents of his desk and how the paintings are hung on his walls. And he knows for certain the rich scent of Jayce filling his lungs.
It takes him an additional minute after waking to realise where the sense of wrongness actually comes from.
When he stumbles to the mirror, it feels like he might be looking through it. Into the living room. Into some other part of the apartment. Because his mind simply cannot process what he's seeing otherwise.
The face staring back at him isn't his own. It's Jayce's.
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Or: two scientists swap bodies and perform experiments about it.
Bookmarked by twinkdeathdilfbirth
03 Jul 2026
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isolation by aevallare
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021), League of Legends (Video Game)
02 Jul 2026
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Jayce’s religion is science. He believes in theorems and algorithms and equations and facts. He believes in magic as something quantifiable. He believes in his mind and his skill. He believes in failures until they become successes.
He believes in the fact that he’s fucked up beyond all hope of repair.
Jayce lies in a chasm of his own creation, lungs heaving, mind racing, body sore.
Time passes. He becomes well-acquainted with the ground.
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02 Jul 2026
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The energy of magic is scalding hot, if enough of it is kept in one place. Viktor thinks perhaps this is part of what kept Jayce seeking it his whole life. The magic that saved him, chasing out the chill, two fingers too late but two lives early enough.
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Jayce has a panic attack. Viktor comforts him.
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Bookmarked by twinkdeathdilfbirth
27 Jun 2026
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After Jayce was spitted out from the Anomaly, he was, unfortunately, alone.
Bookmarked by twinkdeathdilfbirth
13 Jun 2026