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“You know, I think we have this tendency to think of chaos as a bad thing. Like, if something’s chaotic it must be harmful, and it must be changed, or…ordered. But I think chaos itself is…natural, you know? The world around us thrives on chaos. Small changes make big differences. The butterfly effect, I guess. And, at its best, out of chaos comes creativity. I think it’s more about how we respond to the chaos that counts.”
“And how do I...we— How does anyone do that? Respond to the chaos?”
“I guess…learn to ride the wave, chef.”
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Or, the bear, seasons five and six.
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05 Aug 2026
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Кармен уходит на пенсию, а Сидни остается. История, где Сидни разрешили переживать, болеть и горевать из-за разбитого сердца, злится на ВСЕ предательства от Карми, которые она так искренне готова прощать и прощать. У Сидни и Кармена разбито сердце, и они сделают все, что угодно, чтобы быть рядом, но игнорировать свое разбитое сердце. Великолепное гениальное повествование эмоций, захватывает дух
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Ficlet set post S5 inspired by tumblr drabble. Syd wakes up to someone cooking in her kitchen.
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16 Jul 2026
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Сидни просыпается в сказке детства, где в ее кухне лучший шеф во всех соединенных штатах америки, готовит ей и ждет ее. Она счастлива и вдохновлена
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And he remembers why he loved their hug. It’s the shoulder to shoulder, the hip bone to hip bone, the chest to chest. Now, they have their hugs as placeholders for all that is overwhelming and spilling between them.
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09 Jul 2026
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Карми делает шаг и признает Сидни в любви после интервью с HR. Очень красивое признание и вечер после
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It’s been a little hard to get Sydney off of his mind.
Not in a weird way, it just has.
Maybe it’s in a weird way? Carmy doesn’t really know, and he tries not to give it too much thought. He knows what he knows and doesn’t what he doesn’t. And that’s okay because it has to be.
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after two stars are caught, sydney and carmy attempt to figure out their relationship through breakfast foods.Bookmarked by tenderthunder
28 Jun 2026
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Трепещущие нарастание ласки и нежности, искренней любви Сидни и Карми после финала 5 сезона. Очень Buzzzzzz
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When a mermaid in distress is brought into the PTMC ED, Dr. Langdon helps.
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13 Jun 2026
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Величественная русалка глубоких вод и Фрэнк
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All of Mel's boyfriends.
Mel would never presume that Frank Langdon is boyfriend material.
Those were the words Princess had used once—though in a very different tone, after she’d stared a little too long at the new radiologist who’d come down for a consult.
“What about me?” Frank had said, winking at her like a dog begging for a treat.
It had made Mel feel inexplicably sad.
Set some time after season two.
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02 Jun 2026
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Мел саботирует свое счастье каждые пару глав, много анализа страхов и травмы женщины, которая долгие время могла полагаться только на себя. Взрослая и взвешенная история любви Мелиссы, наполненная ее противоречиями чувств «и хочется, и колется». Фрэнк покупает дом и хочет Мел в нем, но она так сильно боится, а она совсем не давит, боясь испугать Мел ещё больше. Очень интересный прием, где Фрэнк постоянно не договаривает Мел из-за внутренних опасений, думая, что она все и так понимает, и постоянное возвращение к нейроотличности Мел, которая трактует их отношения и свое будущее иначе.
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Langdon shakes his head. “She’s mailing me polaroids. Like a fucking pin-up girl.”
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27 May 2026
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Автор создает лучший kinky freaky kingdon
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Mel King was a creature of habit.
There was a specific sort of choreography to her life beyond the chaos of the Emergency Department. A carefully controlled routine, a color-coded calendar, a rigid set of rituals that kept her grounded enough to keep showing up day after day, to keep on doing the work that was required of her to save lives.
Everything was going fine for Mel. Her personal life was predictable, unexciting, and perfectly fulfilling, thank you very much.
Enter Frank Langdon, agent of chaos.
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Bookmarked by tenderthunder
23 May 2026
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Вдумчивый и интересный эмоциональный монолог-восприятие своего эмоционального состояния и напряжения Мел от ее лица. Интересный подход к нейроотличности Мел, который даже в ее POV превращается в ненадежного рассказчика. Мелисса очень не хочет нуждаться ни в ком, но начинает очень нуждаться во Фрэнке и не понимает как на это реагировать.
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It starts like this:
Frank gets caught. He does not voluntarily give up information about the stolen drugs – he gets caught.
Big difference.
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Frank Langdon and the years following that one shift.
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Bookmarked by tenderthunder
03 May 2026
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Мелисса три года во френдозне у Френка. Они очень влюблены (и напуганы). Потрясающее исследование первых годов трезвости Фрэнка
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The glasses softened him—they brought out a boyish eagerness to the slant of his nose, straightened his strong brow, dulled the cut of his cheekbones. He transformed into someone nice, who arrived at the lecture hall five minutes early to secure his preferred, front and center seat. A patron who always turned in his borrowed library books on time; left a detailed Yelp! review when he tried a new restaurant he enjoyed. The person who fumbled his way through a drive-thru order, even if he spent the minutes his car inched forward in line reciting his preference aloud, fearing he would mess up; went out of his way to crunch the crisp fall leaves under his boots during Tuesday afternoon walks over to the farmer's market; who clasped his lover’s hand tight whenever he held it, fearing the other would evaporate if he ever let go. A doctor, who thought he had all of his emotions under control, until he didn’t.
Frank looked exactly like her.
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03 Apr 2026
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Фрэнк Лангдон знакомит Мел с новым жанром эмоциональных БДСМ практик, где боль не заканчивается физикой тела. Автор гений 🙏🏻
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Mel told herself that the next time Becca slept over at the centre, she would talk to Frank about having sex. She would approach it tactfully, maturely, and articulately, and even if they didn’t do it that night, they could at least make some sort of plan.
“Do you want to have sex?” she blurted out instead.
Frank looked at her, surprised, and then squinted a little. “Is that a trick question?” he asked.
“Uh... no?” She reached for the remote to pause Hamilton, right in the middle of Say No to This. “I want to know. If you want to have sex.”
“Yeah,” he answered slowly. “I wanna have sex.”
“Okay.” She swallowed, rubbing her palms against the legs of her jeans. “Do you have, uh, a condom?”
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12 Mar 2026
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Set during the imaginary S5 playing in my head. Another one-shot where Carmy gives Syd her cleaver back as a pretext to come to her apartment.
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05 Feb 2026
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Sydney tucks a braid behind her ear cutely and cups his face, presumably to resume what they began at his door when Carmy stops her. “Let me prove it.”
“What? You don’t have to prove anything, man—”
“No, no look. I’ll plan something for us, yeah? Some-something romantic and nice and. Something you really wanna do. What do you wanna do?”
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in the early days of sydney and carmen's relationship, they spend some time taking it slow.
(kinda)
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28 Jan 2026
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Сидни и Карми начали встречаться только неделю назад, и Сидни очень не хочет торопить события. Но Карми слишком милый и заботливый, а в роскошном номере только одна кровать
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Based on the 2020 Brazilian movie 'Just Another Christmas,'
Carmy Berzatto wakes up every day on Christmas Day. The twist? Every morning, he travels forward one year to the next Christmas in his life. Finding out he gets the girl (Sydney Adamu) is the smallest twist in the journey.
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08 Jan 2026
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Кармен попадает в возможное будущее, где ему удалось захомутать Сидни, но даже оказываясь там на один волшебный день он остается Карменом и все портит. Приходится возвращаться в "свое" время и исправлять себя, чтобы не потерять то, что ему так хочется получить. Великолепно созданные живые персонажи
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Set in the imaginary S5 playing in my head. Carmy misses Syd and he's just opened the magazine interview on his laptop. He thinks she's looking right at him.
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07 Jan 2026
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Карми очень хочет Сидни, всю. Особенно в ресторане кухни, которую он сделал для нее, в дизайнерском кителе, который он сделал специально для нее. Кармен наконец-то готов и сам сделать что-то для Сидни. И она хочет того же. Очень сексуально заряженный телефонный разговор
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"The list that Dr. Aurelius and I had made together was burning a hole in my pocket. A list of triggers. A list of things I should avoid." Peeta comes home after the war.
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- Part 1 of The Ashes of District Twelve
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Bookmarked by tenderthunder
05 Jan 2026
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Пита и Китнисс справляются со своими травмами и сексуальной фрустрацией подростков. Интересный взгляд на психологический ущерб Питы
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give you my wild by melissaeverdeen13
Fandoms: Hunger Games Trilogy - Suzanne Collins, Hunger Games Series - All Media Types
01 Nov 2022
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a look into katniss and peeta's life as they grow back together after the war; their experiences with friendship, love, and parenthood.
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29 Dec 2025
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Великолепный путь Китнисс и Питы, где они оба против всего мира и порой своих собственных травм. ПТСР который навсегда с ними. Векликолепное описание сложностей жизни людей, которые пережили трагедии
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Of His Own Recognizance by FormerlyIR (Irony_Rocks), Irony_Rocks
Fandoms: Wednesday (TV 2022), Addams Family - All Media Types
10 Mar 2026
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Decades passed without a single further meeting between Wednesday Addams and Tyler Galpin. Until one day she receives a letter with the familiar stamp of Willow Hill Psychiatric Hospital, where Tyler has been institutionalized for nearly the last twenty years under Dr. Fairburn's intense and unorthodox therapy. "After years of treatment, observation, and controlled rehabilitation, the decision has been made—both by our internal review board and the state authorities—that Mr. Galpin no longer presents a danger to himself or to others." Now, he has been set to be released on his own recognizance, as fully rehabilitated.
To say the least, Wednesday has her doubts.
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05 Sep 2025
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To come alive at night, to die in the morning by Cosmicserenity
Fandoms: The Bear (TV 2022)
01 Jun 2026
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Sydney receives a hard blow after being friends-with-benefits with Carmy for three months.
A twelve part, canon-divergent fic that takes place somewhere in late season 1/ early season 2.
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Bookmarked by tenderthunder
20 Aug 2025
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Сидни пытается строить с Карми жизнь, пока Карми пытается выжить убегая от призраков. Самый канонный Карми, который разбивает сердце Сидни, себе и всем вокруг. Очень больно и горько. Сидни невероятно влюблена в Карми, как оказалось он в нее тоже. После страстного призанния в любви, он хочет разорвать все связи, но Сидни беремена, и теперь им нужно разобраться со всей их динамикой и страхами, по пути причинив друг другу очень много боли, невыносимой. Автор потрясающе чувствует эмоции Карми, и несмотря на желание его ненавидеть, ты еще и готов ему посочувстовать. Автор гениально понимает суть Сидни и суть Карми, их страхи, и их главные проблемы
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Mystery Work
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
Bookmarked by tenderthunder
21 May 2025
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Silver lining для Сидни и Карми, оба настоящие психопаты