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    Draco’s eyes were closed, and he was breathing evenly. He looked so much like Narcissa that it broke Sirius’ heart. On instinct, he reached out to brush his blond bangs away from his forehead, only to find a raw, lightning-shaped cut on the skin. Sirius stared in horror.

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    24 Jun 2026

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    “Dude, this is so dumb,” JJ said, looking over the documents, “but also the best fucking thing we’ve ever done. It looks so real.”

    Hayden grinned proudly, “Yeah? I got a friend who’s a lawyer to write them up.”

    JJ looked up at him impressed. “Prank commitment on point, man”

    Hayden’s grin widened.

    He could already imagine Shane’s face when he saw the official-looking divorce papers from Ilya Rozanov. Shane would open the envelope, read the first few lines, spiral for solid thirty seconds, and then notice the tiny line Hayden had hidden near the top of the page.

    April Fools, bitch.

    or - a really dumb prank + series of unfortunate events = angst with happy ending

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    12 Jun 2026

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    Shane was tired.

    It had only been two months since he joined the Centaurs, he shows up to practice and it's like a switch turns on where he just pretends. 

    Pretends he likes Boodram's ideas for Shane-inclusive barbecue food, which just makes him feel different and needy because he's the only one in their team who's this rigid. Pretends that he likes Hayes’ teasing about his awkward habits in front of everyone else, which pisses him off, coming from the guy who brings up Green Lantern comics every other practice. Pretends he likes Harris asking him excited questions about his relationship with Ilya, if the topic doesn't still make him want to rip off his skin. Pretends his life and career weren't uprooted exactly how he feared— leaving him in a shitty team. 

    Or: Shane wasn't prepared for every aspect of his life to be uprooted the moment his relationship with Ilya went public. He is happy, he thinks, but adjusting to team dynamics, moving away from Montreal, living with Ilya and Anya is prove to be perfect storm for burnout.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    McGill Redbirds’ alternate captains Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov barely speak a word to each other off the ice. Their lack of communication is beginning to weigh on the team, and with playoffs right around the corner, Coach Wiebe is not taking any chances. So, he decides that until the season is over, Ilya will move into Shane’s apartment so they can learn to become something like friends. Ilya only has a few problems with this arrangement. 1. He hates packing 2. He hates Shane Hollander 3. He hates Shane Hollander’s very public boyfriend and 4. Ilya Rozanov has a fat crush on Shane Hollander. But as their friendship (?) grows, and barriers are broken down. Ilya realizes Shane’s life isn’t as good as it’s projected.

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    Ilya Rozanov has to move in with his crush, Shane Hollander, who is very publicly taken. But soon enough, Ilya learns that Shane might not like his boyfriend as much as he lets on. Can Ilya balance his feelings for Shane while also not punching Shane’s boyfriend square in the face?

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    Ilya is forced to move in with his crush and alternate captain Shane Hollander. Shane has an abusive boyfriend and crippling self image issues. Ilya teaches Shane to love himself. (College AU)

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    28 May 2026

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    ch3

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    23 May 2026

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    rpfactorfiction

    Oh my god, I didn't know there were any copies of this left on the internet. For those who don't know, this is like. This is a foundational text of hockey RPF. This is from before hockey RPF was really a thing even. It's from the mid-aughts and wasn't posted to a fanfiction website. Instead, OP dropped this insane RPF manifesto onto a normal ass hockey fan forum (which no longer exists) then deleted their account like two days later. Just handed this to a bunch of jocks and hockey bros and dipped. Legendary shit. Like, I don't think this kid even knew what fanfiction was, the fucking hand of god just compelled him to write about being an MLH player's sex slave and show it to the world. I pray every day that this insane child actually made it to the MLH and got to meet Scott Hunter.


    So maybe Shane had a little crush on Scott Hunter in his younger years. So maybe he anonymously posted online about it once. So maybe it had become an internet legend and a running joke in the MLH.

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    22 May 2026

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    the worst thing imaginable happens to shane-- he fights to hold the pieces together long enough for ilya to find him.

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    20 May 2026

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    Just one more day.

    That was Shane's lifeline this season. He's always thrived under pressure, but this was different. This was pressure meant to break the stone, not make the diamond. Every sharp glare, every whispered slur, every avoidable check into the boards. He could feel the weight of them deep in his heart. Just one more day, and it'll happen. You'll break. It will be over. He tried not to think about how much relief he felt and what that said about him.

    OR: Shane built the Voyageurs from the ground up, but when his secret is revealed, he thinks it might be what kills him.

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    13 May 2026

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    There are no subs in the NHL. Everyone knows that.

    Which is why Shane Hollander has never had any reason to question what he is, until Ilya Rozanov starts noticing things.

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    13 May 2026

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    ch13

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    10 May 2026

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    Sochi Olympics, 2014.

    "MASSIVE ICLOUD HACK REVEALS PRIVATE PHOTOS, MESSAGES, VIDEOS OF HUNDREDS OF OLYMPIC ATHLETES"

    Ilya feels a trickle of unease down his spine. He shakes it off impatiently as he clicks on the article.

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    10 May 2026

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    The world did not work like this, with him under Rozanov, with Rozanov fucking him for the first time in his life and then again and again and again. It did not work like hiding his whole life, the important parts of it, from his parents. But also, it did. And fuck if Shane was going to give it all up because he was scared.

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    09 May 2026

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    "Jane" gets added to the Centaures WAGs chat shortly after Ilya moves to Ottawa. Maybe a group of girl friends is exactly what Shane needs in the face of hardship

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    08 May 2026

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    Cardiac tamponade: pressure on that heart that prevents it from filling and beating adequately.

    Shane thought he knew two things: his move to Ottawa would cause chaos, and that the Ottawa Centaurs were nice.

    As it turned out, he only knew one of those things.

    (Or: the Cens are still a team of professional hockey players. They're going to fuck up.)

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    30 Apr 2026

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    A misunderstanding leads to Shane being iced out of the Centaurs when he first joins. Ilya and Shane love each other, but does the team thing so?

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    29 Apr 2026

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    After Shane walks out on Ilya following the tuna meltdown, he meets Rose Landry, who promptly clocks him as gay and drunkenly encourages him to get over the guy he's pining for through Grindr meetups. Slutty Shane Hollander ensues, but hookups aren't as satisfying as Shane imagined them to be.

    au where ilya is not shane's first guy. my first work on ao3/my first fanfic in general! traumatized & slutty shane (bc those things can and do coexist!) with hollanov endgame.

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    26 Apr 2026

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    ch16

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    hi this is meant to be tfem but shane for some fucking reason doesn't have that tag yet so letting yk here
    anyway this is super short and bad i'm so sorry warriors

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    26 Apr 2026

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    Shane doesn't realise he's pregnant until he's already lost the baby unknowingly conceived during the night he and Rozanov spent together before the Olympics - the night that he chose to trust Rozanov with the most vulnerable, secret parts of himself, a trust that was shattered by Rozanov's cold, callous treatment of him in the months that followed.

    Ilya doesn't realise he's fallen in love until he's faced with losing Shane to the six months of his unanswered texts, the incidental cruelty of Ilya’s desperate, last-ditch attempt to protect and distance himself unknowingly compounded for Shane by the secret grief at his loss of a baby nobody but he even knows existed.

    By the time Ilya realises that there's something very wrong with Shane, he's terrified that it's too late - not just to save any possibility of a relationship between them, but to save Shane's life.

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    26 Apr 2026

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    @ russianbear clove 

     roz is so fucking funny man had two seconds to process and he spent them thinking about how to get that ass

    @ icemenace Ro - he's so real

    @ shaneybugbug Libby - oh he's been WAITING for this 

    @ iwant81 Abbie - he was so obviously joking oh my god 

    @ russianbear clove  - ummmm i don't think so

    @ iwant81 Abbie - rozanov likes girls english just isn't his first language so he accidentally made it look like something you freaks are taking advantage of

    @ russianbear clove - so he's joking or it was an accident??? Istg at least chose one

     

    or - Shane Hollander comes out and Ilya loses his mind

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    26 Apr 2026

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    21 Apr 2026

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