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He has been good. He even hoped, at some point, that he could be someone to Minho, someone important; that more than being just an union, they could be a unit: strong and happy together. That if he had to give up on love, he could at least aspire to friendship. That he could be enough. That if he was patient enough, beautiful enough, smart enough, he would eventually earn more than a passing glance, a polite smile and a few words here and there. Jisung’s stupid heart had even fluttered, once upon a time. Evidently, he had been alone in that want so he let that dream go, resigned himself to this reality.
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driven by spite over an arranged marriage that he doesn't want, Jisung decides to enter the very selective omega auction, thinking that his fiancé won't care. he has no idea the years of secrets he will unravel.
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Bookmarked by cruelbbh (sunflowill)
04 May 2026
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Jisung shifts, tugging Minho’s hoodie up higher, nose buried in the collar. His eyes are closed, but Minho can see his ears twitch at his words. “Look at you, mmh? My little omega’s been busy nesting.”
Usually, that would spark a huff, maybe an annoyed snap about being an alpha too. But instead, Jisung preens. His lashes flutter, his cheeks flush, and then it happens: a soft, high chirp slips out of him, as if it’s instinctive, almost subconscious.
Minho goes still.
OR: Jisung and Minho are both alphas— Jisung gets bitched.
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Bookmarked by cruelbbh (sunflowill)
30 Mar 2026
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Two years ago, Jisung confessed his love before Minho left for university.
Minho had said I love you too, and Jisung thought that was their new beginning.Now that they share an apartment, a kitchen, a bed on most nights, Jisung wonders why his boyfriend still hasn’t kissed him. Why he pulls away everytime he reaches for him.
Meanwhile, Minho lies awake at night pining hopelessly for someone he believes he can't have—even as that someone sneaks into his bed and laces their fingers together.
Two idiots in love. One confession. Zero clarification.
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Bookmarked by cruelbbh (sunflowill)
05 Mar 2026
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who wants to have a miscommunication about us dating with me
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Minho was everything Jisung had ever wanted and never thought he deserved. As he learned what it meant to belong to someone else, he drifted between the pull of Minho’s love and the fading outline of the life he once knew.
He had expected love to be many things—affection, passion, infatuation—but he had never expected it to come with talons, hidden beneath the guise of devotion.
Bookmarked by cruelbbh (sunflowill)
31 Jan 2026
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“You always this clingy?” Minho murmurs.
Jisung nods, nuzzling in. “Yeah. But only with people I really like.”
Minho smiles—crooked, a little shy. “So you really like me, huh?”
Jisung huffs a laugh, warm against his mouth. “Unfortunately.”
Minho tilts forward, noses brushing. “Tragic.”
“Devastating,” Jisung agrees—and then kisses him again, surer this time.
(or: minho & jisung share cursed breakup pastries and speed run falling in love in under 36 hours)
Bookmarked by cruelbbh (sunflowill)
24 Jan 2026
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Minho came into his life like the big bang.
Jisung had been burning alone, hot and bright, small and intense—and then his universe suddenly expanded all at once.
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or: flowers, stars, and a soundtrack.
Bookmarked by cruelbbh (sunflowill)
01 Jan 2026
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Two clammy hands cradle an empty bottle of heat suppressants like a corpse.
He gives the bottle a meager little shake. Nothing rattles within.
Panic settles in and Jisung jerks to life. He fights with the childproof cap—resorting to using the cuff of his sweater to help since his hands are useless—and stares, in disbelieving agony, into a barren bottle.
The tears come on so quickly that he doesn’t even register a way to stop them before they’re rolling down his cheeks and landing on the label that he’s considered his religion for over 365 days.
Take 2 pills 1x a day. Failure to do so will have immediate effects and could lead to flash heat(s).
Or: Jisung’s suppressants run out on a bus. He starts panicking, until a quiet alpha switches seats and whispers, “Breathe. I’ve got you.”
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Jisung believed he wouldn’t run for him. Foolish. Minho would run to the end of the world for him.
(OR: Jisung signed up for the next mating run. Minho makes sure to hunt his omega down.)
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Bookmarked by cruelbbh (sunflowill)
25 Nov 2025
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“It was supposed to be me!” Jisung’s voice cracked, thick with tears. “There’s nothing I wanted more in this world than to be your Omega. To be yours, hyung.”
Their eyes met, shimmering with unshed tears, silent and helpless.
A strangled sob escaped Jisung’s throat, and he shut his eyes tight against the flood of pain.
“I’m in love with you, Minho. Always have been.”
The confession spilled out, heavy with truth and soaked in agony. Tears poured down his face, unstoppable.
His body shook.
He clenched his eyes tighter.
“And y-you broke my fucking heart.”
Or: After Minho presents as an Alpha, Jisung dreams of presenting as his Omega — but years pass, and it still hasn’t happened. When Jisung discovers Minho spent his rut with another Omega, jealousy and insecurity overwhelm him, triggering his own presentation at the worst possible moment. But Minho isn’t there to help him trough his heat.
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Bookmarked by cruelbbh (sunflowill)
25 Nov 2025
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Vanilla pierced the air. This time, Jisung could scarcely trace any of its familiar elements. It was too bitter, overpowering in all the worst ways, and Jisung's heart plunged into his stomach. Acid ate away at the organ, but Jisung could still feel it roaring in his ears, his throat.
He gulped, and a mouthful of rancid vanilla coursed through him. Jisung's scent flared in response. A deep inquietude embedded its talons into him, submerging deep enough to rile Jisung's omega. It thrashed inside—a trapped wolf prepared to gnaw through a limb to escape.
Minho. Have to find Minho.
or five times jisung notices the shifts in minho's scent and the one time it makes him go feral
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Bookmarked by cruelbbh (sunflowill)
19 Nov 2025
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An unexpected change turns lives upside down and changes pack dynamics forever. Will Hyunjin and Felix be strong enough to endure, or will fate destroy them both?
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Bookmarked by cruelbbh (sunflowill)
03 Nov 2025
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“So,” Jisung starts, breaking the thick silence, “you’re just gonna stand there and act like nothing happened?”
Minho raises an eyebrow, lips quirking up at the corners. “You’re the one who dragged me in here. Shouldn’t you be the one doing the talking?”
“That’s not the point,” Jisung grits out. “You could’ve at least, I don’t know, acknowledged it. You looked right at me and acted like—”
“Like I didn’t spend hours talking you through getting off?” Minho finishes smoothly, amusement lacing every syllable.
(OR: Minho, Jisung, a phone sex line, and a regular caller.)
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It’s been so long since Jisung had an anxiety attack. So long, that when he hears the chime of the door and looks up, his body doesn’t react like it should.
“Welcome,” he says on autopilot.
“Hi hi,” says the man entering the store, putting a hand up in a casual greeting before making a beeline for the snack aisle.
His whole body is covered in blood.
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Or: Han Jisung meets a strange man, covered in blood, buying a midnight snack in the convenience store he works at.- Language:
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Bookmarked by cruelbbh (sunflowill)
04 Sep 2025
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“Minho-hyung, can you please fuck me?”
Minho smiles politely. “Come again?”
“I wanted to ask for some time already,” Jisung says, puffing his chest out. “And well, I trust you, and since you’re experienced, it would alleviate a lot of my anxiety to do it with you. Could you– Would you fuck me? Please?”
"Yes, of course, they don’t call me The Sex Haver for nothing," Minho lies. He has not had sex, and no one calls him that, but he’d rather die than let Jisung fuck somebody else. “You can trust me.”
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Or: Virgin Minho lies to his best friend Jisung about being experienced.- Language:
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Bookmarked by cruelbbh (sunflowill)
16 Aug 2025
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His gaze flicks away and back, unable to help himself. A trip, a fall and crash; all between his ribs and all within a second. Every morning. It's unrepentant and ceaseless. Jisung has yet to find a way to make it stop.
The scent of jasmine spikes over that of petrichor but no one seems to notice.OR
there's a stranger, a beautiful alpha, on jisung's morning commute. they take the same train every day but they've never talked. until a crowded train forces them to and jisung finds himself contending with the possibility of soulmates and falling in love.
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Bookmarked by cruelbbh (sunflowill)
10 Aug 2025
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“You can–ah–” Jisung’s hips kick up but Minho’s right hand is quick to pin him right back down, easily. “If I fall asleep, just keep going–”
Minho stops. Blinks. “Jisung.”
Jisung begs, albeit sleepily. “Pleasepleaseplease don’t stop. Hyung, please.”
“We’ve never talked about this.” He takes Jisung’s lower lip between his teeth and tugs, like doing so would drag to the surface any of Jisung's remaining consciousness and he’d hear how ridiculous he sounds for suggesting Minho fuck him while he sleeps. “We need to talk about this.”
Ridiculous, he repeats to himself, trying to conjure some rationale in a place where it should’ve been so, so abundant and intuitive.
Right?
Or: With the next leg of the tour coming up, Jisung is exhausted. Minho tells him to sleep, but Jisung has something else in mind.
Bookmarked by cruelbbh (sunflowill)
09 Aug 2025
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Half an hour in, Jisung’s nose picks up the aromas lingering around the room again. Minho's scent envelops all of his senses, eases the pain in his lower back and the headache pounding at the front of his brain. When he looks at Minho again, the patches on his neck are still plastered over his skin, but he’s missing the one on his right wrist.
Comfort wraps around him and settles in the lining of his muscles, the tissue of his bones. He’s so drowsy, Jisung feels like drifting off and curling around himself to hopefully catch up on his missing hours of sleep, but he has to work, he has to talk with Minho and–
“Sleep, Jisungie. I’ll work on this, okay? It’s my field. You rest for a bit.”
or; Jisung can't sleep. But then he pairs up with Minho for a school project, and his whole world shifts around him.
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Bookmarked by cruelbbh (sunflowill)
06 Jan 2025
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Ever since he was 14 years old, Jisung has always spent his summers with his dad, even though he’s never around due to being one of the most famous singers in the world. He’s worried this summer might be the worst one yet, having to spend it across the country, away from his friends and family at his dad’s new beach house.
But what happens when he meets his dad’s neighbor and best friend since high school, who never told him that Jisung existed?
Or Minho is a 36 year old writer and Jisung is a 20 year old looking for someone to make his summer worthwhile.
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Bookmarked by cruelbbh (sunflowill)
05 Jan 2025
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Jisung decided that he liked the man’s attention. More, more, more. He wanted more of it. He wanted to know why Know had taken such an interest in him. He wanted to know if Know would give him more attention if he asked for it.
The curiosity that had always been kept at bay suddenly surged forth like a tidal wave, crashing over him. He seemingly forgot where it had led him last time, letting his mind fill with those thoughts. It felt like electricity buzzing under his skin, reaching the tips of his fingers. It felt like ivy, winding around his arms and heart, slowly tightening its grip.
He heard the whispering in the back of his head.
It’s not curiosity. It’s obsession.
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Years after hiding away, Jisung finally meets his match.
Bookmarked by cruelbbh (sunflowill)
01 Jan 2025
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How could someone this handsome guard anyone? Wouldn’t he be more of a distraction than a threat? Maybe that’s his secret weapon—maybe he uses his face to hypnotize people into leaving the person he's protecting alone. It sounds like the plot of an anime. There should be an anime like that out there; Jisung makes a note to search bodyguard anime when he’s home for the evening.
Jisung hires a human anti-anxiety pill.