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"I think you'd look good in black stockings."
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10 Jul 2026
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Amidst comeback chaos, Namjoon goes to Seokjin’s apartment to hang out and ends up getting seduced. Welcome to PWP land.
“I thought you wanted butter.”
“I need to follow my diet plan,” he said.
“Then why,” Seokjin said indignantly, “am I typing ‘please add a slab of butter to this order’ under special requests like a nutcase?”
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09 Jul 2026
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A Breach of Protocol by Anna (pineconepickers), tragicamente
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
29 Mar 2022
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Actor Kim Seokjin’s love life has always been the subject of wild rumours but he has never been caught in a scandal. Behind closed doors, however, he is going through a rough breakup. Namjoon, as the Head of Close Protection, does not expect to pick up the pieces, yet here he is: standing at Seokjin’s door at two in the morning, about to make the biggest mistake of his life.
Seokjin took the phone and looked in amazement at a 28-second fancam set to a sultry, moany song that featured slow-mo footage of Namjoon escorting him in and out of cars and buildings, of Namjoon holding umbrellas for him, of Namjoon shoving people out of the way at an airport (Seokjin remembered that chaotic day). With piercing and sharp dragon eyes, Namjoon sent glares at crowds and photographers like he was two steps from murder at any given moment, but then Namjoon would turn to escort Seokjin with the gentlest of touches. The video caption said, eloquently, ‘hottest bodyguard in all of Korea’.
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09 Jul 2026
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Namjoon says the wrong thing at the wrong time.
There's a good chance he's ruined everything.
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The Freudian slip to end all other Freudian slips.
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07 Jul 2026
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“What is it?” Seokjin urges softly.
“I don’t know,” Namjoon whispers, his voice wet. “I-it just hurts.”
“What hurts?” he asks gently.
Namjoon chokes on a sob.
"Everything."
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07 Jul 2026
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“You’re a menace,” Seokjin says. “You come here—you wake me up from my sleep—to do these things versus me. To do the things that you do, against me, specifically.”
“All I did was call you pretty,” Taehyung says. “And say that when I was seventeen I wanted to kiss you.”
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06 Jun 2026
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be brave and kiss the girl by FateChica for thenewromantics
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
23 May 2020
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El Hopper: beautiful, sweet, and instantly one of the most popular girls in the Hawkins’ High junior class when she moves there after her dad takes the job of Police Chief for the small town. Mike Wheeler: king of the nerds, A/V club president, and completely invisible to girls.
Naturally, Mike notices the new girl - how can he not when she’s the most beautiful girl he’s ever seen in his entire short life? But she’s so far out of his league, it’s not even worth dreaming about. So it’s completely and utterly confusing to him when El takes a lot more than a polite interest in him.
El, for her part, is instantly smitten with the cute nerd with gorgeous eyes, adorable freckles, and the most beautiful smile she’s ever seen. No one understands when she decides to pursue him, especially not the popular kids, but it’s harder than she bargained for to get Mike to trust her, to let her into his heart. Guess it’s a good thing she’s as persistent as she is popular, isn’t it?
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31 Jan 2026
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12 Jan 2026
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12 Jan 2026
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12 Jan 2026
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Six years after Eleven sacrifices herself to seal the Upside Down, Mike is doing his best to move on. He leaves Hawkins behind, graduates college and even tries dating again - but he still can’t seem to let her go.
When a trip back home forces him to confront the life he’s spent years trying to outrun, Mike stumbles upon the impossible.
For the first time in years, the future might be worth believing in again.
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10 Jan 2026
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one day we'll meet again (in the light of my love for you) by FateChica
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
07 Jul 2026
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El runs and she keeps running until she's about as far away from home as she figures she can get. And as the years go by, she manages to carve out a peaceful sort of existence. It's not a happy life, but she's content with the knowledge that the loved ones she left behind are safe and happy.
But while Mike's safe, he's not happy, not by a long shot. He's living a half-life, living under the shadow of the love he lost... of the love he knows is still out there, somewhere, waiting for him to find her.
And when Mike finally has enough of surviving without living and embarks on an aimless journey to find her, El knows her days of isolation are behind her. Because the longer Mike tries to search for her, the more attention he brings to himself and the more likely he'll put himself in danger. So she leaves a trail of breadcrumbs to guide him to her, as always willing to do anything to keep him safe.
And when they reunite in the sleepy village El has learned to call home, they'll learn if they can move past the shadow of the history they share... and if they can rediscover the love that once shone brighter than the sun.
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09 Jan 2026
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Ever since that day, almost two years ago, he has thought only one thing.
He should’ve gone with her.
On the night of Joyce and Hopper's wedding, Mike crashes out and is forced to leave, only to find himself reliving his worst nightmare over and over again.
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04 Jan 2026
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Curious circumstances and a questionable curse from your childhood led you to becoming the resident artist of the local Satanic Church – and a sinister night you’d rather forget. Years later, you’re presented with another chance at proving your artistic worth. Only this time, you’re kind of falling for the awkward anti-pope who sits for you and he is oddly interested in the intricacies of your past that you’re so desperately trying to hide.
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10 Dec 2023
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copia surprises you with a spooky weekend getaway, culminating in some winged bedroom time
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20 Nov 2023
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Starting with a bit of a jaw-dropper at the charity gala, Rebecca slowly begins to see Ted in new ways. Not all related to seeing him in different clothes.
From a prompt given me by AFCrichmond; has 100% turned into “Ted and Rebecca get together, the slow version, with a tangential relationship to the prompt” :).
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09 Nov 2021
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The watch arrives from a local courier, in an Apple bag, not in a box with international postage, so she has no reason to suspect it's from Ted.
But, it is. Of course it is.
He calls – FaceTimes, actually – only moments after she's unwrapped it, having given up looking for a note.
"You ready to be walking buddies?" he says, holding up his own wrist and matching watch for the camera to see.
(post-s1, Rebecca/Ted)
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08 Nov 2021
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Welcome Interruptions by ebongawk (makeshiftcandy)
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Sequel Trilogy
13 Apr 2021
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"Kriff, I-I'm sorry, I have no–"
"Control," he finished.
She looked away, turning her back on him, bare shoulders heaving with embarrassment.OR
Ben is showering when the bond connects.
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05 Oct 2021
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Out of Time by destinies
Fandoms: The Grisha Trilogy - Leigh Bardugo, Shadow and Bone (TV)
30 Oct 2020
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Alina Starkov expected to wake up on a ship sailing across the True Sea, one that would take her far from Ravka, far from the Darkling and his mad crusade. Instead, she awoke in Os Alta to a devastating truth: the war was won nearly a century ago, her first love was dead, and she remembered nothing.
Not even that, as part of her surrender, she agreed to a political marriage.
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- Part 1 of Timeless
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- 25/25
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19 May 2021
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Between Midnights by vuas
Fandoms: The Grisha Trilogy - Leigh Bardugo, Shadow and Bone (TV)
03 Mar 2021
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“You’re my wife, my sun summoner,” he continues undeterred, hot breath fanning over her neck. “You’re mine. I can do whatever I please with you. Why shouldn’t I kiss you?”
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- Part 1 of Marriage Verse
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18 May 2021