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Ivan and Till were on the brink of divorce when Till was suddenly caught up in a freak car accident, leading him to remain in a coma for three days. When he awoke once again, Ivan saw that he was a completely changed man, one Ivan was incredibly unused to.
“Ivan, my dearest sweetheart, how was work today?”
“My angel, I made dinner for us and got a bath ready for you.”
“Darling, you’ll stay with me forever won’t you?”
…Seriously, who are you and what have you done with Till?!
Modern!Till regains memories from his past life from Alien Stage after a crash and resolves to shower Ivan with love with his second chance at life.
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14 Jul 2026
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All of me, huh? Could he do that? He'd done so much in secret for so long, it felt terrifying to drag it all into the light. But for Till? For himself and the chance that this time, maybe, they could be different?
"Yeah."
And then Till looked over his shoulder, caught Ivan's gaze and held it. "Thank you. I know I'm really late in saying it. But I'm also really, really happy that I still have the chance to say it at all."
Till believed Ivan died sacrificing himself for him. Ivan believed Till died in the fiery destruction of the Alien Stage.
And neither knew that the other survived.
Eight years later, Till has settled into caring for the children he'd rescued from the Alien Stage Museum with the help of the rest of the Rebellion, while Ivan continues working to fulfill what he believes would have been Till's last wish. When they're reunited, they have the chance to say everything they should have said once upon a time and to discover the mutual love that once eluded them. But only if they can overcome all the scars that mark them.
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- Part 1 of The Absence of Stars
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13 Jun 2026
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“He hasn’t woken up yet, so he might be in shock when he finally does, if something happens don’t hesitate to call us, alright?” A stranger woman’s voice said, her tone gentle and reassuring, probably a nurse.
“Is it really okay for me to go in alone? I’m not sure if—” Another voice — that he recognizes immediately as Till’s — speaks, but the nurse shushes him before he can continue.
“I’m sure you are worried about him, and it’s not our place to intrude. It’ll be fine.”
Or the aftermath of Ivan's attempt.
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13 Jun 2026
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Keith had no idea what was considered “too fast” in a relationship. He and Lance hadn’t even been dating for a whole month yet and Keith already wanted to jump his bones at any given time. But the thing was, he liked Lance. Like, really, really liked Lance. And the absolute last thing he wanted to do was ruin this with his stupid impulsive habits.
It didn't help that Lance was practically a walking wet dream. With his charismatic smiles and toned arms and long legs, and his hands—god, his hands. They weren’t thick necessarily, but his fingers were long and dexterous and covered in all these little calluses from the tools they used and the guitar he’d still yet to see him play. It was far too easy to imagine the way they settle on his lower back when they make out and then slowly, slowly inch their way under his shirt until Keith could feel those calluses on his—
“—eith?” A tan hand waved in front of his face. “Earth to Keith?”
He was so, so screwed.
Or: Lance is hot and Keith is bothered
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- Part 2 of Love in Motion
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27 Apr 2026
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Till had survived captivity, blood sport, a bullet through the neck, and seven years of grief that had chewed straight through his heart. And now? Now he was being brought down by whatever hellish germ the children he rescued had coughed onto him.
(Or so he thinks)
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15 Apr 2026
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and you keep on falling (baby figure it out) by arabelwing
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
06 May 2026
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Till is insecure about his body, so he never lets Ivan be more intimate with him than making out. He’s convinced himself he’s asexual, anyway. They date for five years before Till becomes comfortable enough to explore it with Ivan, and he realises… a few truths.
One, he’s definitely not asexual.
Two, Ivan is wicked with his mouth.
Three, he likes being bred far more than he cares to admit.
Or, Till confronts his sexuality. Ivan helps.
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08 Apr 2026
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"...Voices calling me, I'm in chaos now.....The faint voices, I don't know why...Rеally lost my mind..."
It's easy to be The Fourth Gen It Boy, The Big Hit Legendary Trainee, The Choi Yeonjun, when you aren't. When the recognition and praise outweighs the pressure and opportunity to fail.
Yeonjun just wants to keep being someone who can make people proud. Someone who his members can be proud to know and to be with. Make MOA proud. But the problem with being at the top, the very top, is there's no where else to go but to fall. Crash. Burn.
And he can't help but feel like he's free falling already.
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07 Apr 2026
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Tell Me How To Need You (i'll love you regardless) by DrippingGalaxies
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
18 Mar 2026
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Till's first relationship was perfect, or so it'd seemed at first. Dating his childhood best friend hadn't exactly been his plan, but Ivan was so deeply, intrinsically infatuated with him that it made up for it, a little.
Five months into dating, Ivan's feelings didn't seem to dwindle one bit, but something started to nag at Till in a way he couldn't quite put his finger on.
Their sex life.
And the fact that despite being endlessly ravished on a near daily basis, for some unexplained reason, he'd still never made Ivan cum.
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22 Mar 2026
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Till feels a little reflective after him and Ivan's little spat. After rotting in his room at campus, he decides to go to Ivan's ice skating competition and hopefully give him a gift.
Just something to get them back to the way they were. Friends. Right?
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16 Mar 2026
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Dark eyes look up to him in surprise, lighten up with something, and Till wants to cry, wants to thank every single force in the universe for this moment where relief washes over him like healing rain. Instead, he rushes over to the man in the hospital bed and gives him his best version of a heated shout.
“What were you thinking?”
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Or: Ivan gets hurt. Till doesn’t take it well.
Can be read as a standalone.
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- Part 4 of Love H̶u̶r̶t̶s̶ Heals
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24 Feb 2026
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A cough.
Till's gaze snaps up at the sound, caught between disbelief and the cruelty of a maybe. He waits, dares not even to breathe, terrified that even a single sound would shatter the illusion.
Another cough, so soft that Till would not have believed he heard it if he had not also noticed Ivan's shoulder jerk. For a single moment, he stays frozen in place as if in a trance. Then, the fog lifts.
"Ivan?"
Ivan survives Round 6.
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23 Feb 2026
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wide awake before I found you (this must be my dream) by Ouchie_Ouchie
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
07 Feb 2026
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Ivan inevitably found himself standing in front of his puzzle, leaning slightly to get a better view of the boy’s face. It was the first time Ivan had ever gotten to see a black eye so close.
“Did you win or lose?” were the first words out of Ivan’s mouth.
The boy was so absentminded that he had flinched back at the simple question. For a second his sharp eyes widen before falling into two slits, a glare.
His arms tightened around himself and he huffed out a breath. “What are you talking about?”
Ivan pointed to his own eye, “Your face. Did you win or lose the fight?” His own face didn’t contort the way messy-haired playground boy’s did.
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Or, Ivan learns how to define love.
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21 Feb 2026
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Ivan breathes a humorless laugh. "I don't know what it is you want from me."
Till furiously snaps back, "I want you to—" before cutting himself off. He takes a deep breath and relaxes his scrunched-up facial features before continuing, quieter. "I'm your best friend. I find you half passed out in some—fucked up garden that you've been coughing up for a year, and I'm freaking out because I don't know what's going on or—or if you'll be okay, and now that I know you're okay, the doctors are saying they can't let you go because you're too damn sick to be left alone!"
His lower lip quivers ever so slightly. Ivan, for his own sake, unfocuses his eyes until Till is only a shapeless blur of colors in the middle of a sea of hospital white.
"I'm your best friend," the blur repeats, breathlessly. "I want you to fucking say something to me."
Hanahaki disease is, quite famously, a condition born from love. Ivan is convinced that his case is the exception to this rule. And when each of his friends inevitably starts catching on to his quickly deteriorating health, everything goes spinning out of control.
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17 Feb 2026
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r/relationships: i drunkenly kissed my best friend and he told me he loved me
In which, Till drunkenly kissed Ivan at Hyunwoo’s party and Ivan said he loved him. Till struggled in the aftermath.
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16 Feb 2026
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Till was seven when he threw the first punch; he was seven when Ivan punched back, and he was seven when he realised he and Ivan had matching bruises.
or, the years ebb and flow, but there will always be an ivan and till.
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02 Feb 2026
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If you had asked either of them just a few months ago what the future held, this moment would never have appeared on the horizon, not even as a passing thought in their minds—but the universe has always been full of the sneakiest surprises, moments falling into place when the time was right, when destiny allowed things to blossom into what they were always meant to be.
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In which Till surprises Ivan for their two months.
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12 Jan 2026
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Till didn't anticipate that a single, drunken night of sex with Ivan would have consequences. But when he ends up pregnant, he has to let Ivan back into his life after ending their friendship years ago. But only for the sake of parenting together. Till would never date Ivan, he hates him! But what if he's wrong about his own feelings?
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26 Dec 2025
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In the locker room after practice, the boys jostle each other, slinging their sweaty jerseys over their bare backs.
They laugh, discussing the obscene ways the body can twist and turn. How to suck a hickey along the column on another’s throat. How to cup a breast with the right amount of pressure. How to kiss between the thighs. But no one, no one talks about how to best pluck an eyelash from underneath the bruised eye of a boy one has revolved around their whole life. How to catch and bear the heaviness of a wish never made.
(Or: After a rough encounter with Urak, Till calls Ivan over. They sit together in the water and let it carry them through.)
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19 Dec 2025
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But Sua remained impassive and followed with a deadpan “I like sex”.
Till whipped his head towards her.
“You’re lying,” he said, seriously. The air in the room shifted. It went from a casual hanging to a very serious discussion that everyone was acutely attuned to.
“No, I’m not,” Sua said with a pout. She was slightly drunk, too.
“You’re sure?” Till asked a bit incredulously.
“Yes, I’m sure,” Sua insisted. “I’m not a liar. ‘Not my fault your boyfriend has a small dick”.
Everyone else gasped and looked away. Till huffed out, annoyed.
“I wish,” he said. He pouted, genuinely pouted. Like this was the biggest injustice he'd met yet. Ivan didn't know what to say. “Big dicks hurt”.
Ivan felt his heart break.
or Ivan is really bad at sex, the fanfic.
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09 Dec 2025
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After drunkly making out with your crush at a party, the only logical option would be to never think or speak of it again. It works well enough, until fate forces you both into matching bunny costumes for a café fundraiser.
What could possibly go wrong?
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20 Nov 2025