11 Bookmarks by softih46
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“Andrew,” Neil says, with the brittle calm of someone standing in the eye of a storm. “You do realize this is stupid. Dick size has literally zero correlation with how long it takes to…” He grimaces. Struggles. Then bites out, at last, “Climax.”
“Prove it, then,” Andrew says, smirking lazily. “Come faster than me.”
OR Andrew gets high and forms a theory about big dicks. Naturally, he has to involve his roommate in the research.
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- Part 1 of Fandom Tropes Redux
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21 Jun 2026
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Neil Josten isn't anything. Not a real person, and not an alpha, beta, or omega, either.
He's mostly just trying to stay alive.
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06 Mar 2026
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it isn't perfect, but it might be by jupiterrains
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
11 Nov 2025
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When Andrew and Neil begin hooking up, their relationship is based on a single, murky agreement; they don't objectify or use one another, but there are to be no real feelings involved, either. It works. At least, until Neil develops feelings too strong for his own good.
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03 Mar 2026
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Across multiple universes, Andrew and Neil always find each other.
In this one, Nathaniel isn't worthy of being found.
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Neil as Nathaniel. Multi-verse (?) AU. A lot of angst but a happy ending.
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06 Jan 2026
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The Destination Was Always Forever by TheseSmallDelights
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
30 Jun 2026
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This is the story of Neil and Andrew post “The King’s Men” and spans 12 years. It’s about their sexual journey – every baby steps, missteps, and gigantic leaps. It is also (and perhaps more importantly) the journey of how they stay committed throughout it all, made visible in the little things, and bigger, grander gestures. Most of this is a mix of canonical facts and my own take on their future.
A few of the scenes include: the night following the championship game, Andrew allowing Neil to get him off, Neil getting fucked for the first time, the handcuffs scene, Andrew moving to a new city while Neil has to stay at Palmetto for his last year, Andrew bottoming, Nicky’s wedding, and Andrew and Neil’s public coming out far, far in the future, followed by a crazy Fox reunion.
Content warnings and trigger warnings in the notes of every chapter.
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- Part 1 of Destination -
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- 82/?
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31 Oct 2025
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When Andrew came to Palmetto, he never thought it might become home – and even now he’s still not sure it is. Despite living there for nearly six years now, he doesn’t really feel like he belongs. He feels like he’s drifting, simply surviving day after day of whatever life has in store for him. Then Neil Josten shows up – a redhead with a fiery attitude and a million secrets, and Andrew's interest is instantly captured.
But the thing is…Neil’s not the only one with secrets in this town. Everyone seems to have something they’ve kept hidden in the dark. And as soon as one thread gets pulled, they all seem to come unraveled…
Featuring second chances, making mistakes, budding relationships, and as many fall shenanigans as possible – welcome to the smalltown world of Palmetto!
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01 Jul 2025
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„Darling?“ Andrew calls, still out of sight, and that gets Neil’s attention. Except for some very rare, very soft moments Andrew only uses pet names to be sarcastic.
„Yes love?“ Neil retaliates in the same, slightly mocking tone. Andrew comes into sight, with an unusual mischievous glint in his eyes. „How much do you think you can horrify a whole bunch of conservative homophobes?“
or: What is a professional actor as a fiancé good for, if you can't terrorize your distant (and close) relatives with him?
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- Part 1 of My lover's got humor
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- 3/3
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25 Jun 2025
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Wymack’s voice trails off, words stuttering to an abrupt stop. All heads turn, slowly following the path of Wymack’s gaze.
Andrew spots him almost immediately - hair as black as night, curls gentle and full atop his head. He’s got a bruise the size of a baseball around his eye, freckles spattered out around it like an explosion of stardust. His eyes are the colour of the sky, cresting with storm clouds.
His hands are in his pockets as he walks by, fisted around something. He doesn’t look at any of them as he passes, eyes downcast.
Andrew’s never seen him before.
“What the hell happened to your face, Neil?” Wymack shouts, voice startling in the aftermath of silence. Neil doesn’t stop, plundering by the team and their coach without a second-glance.
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In which Wymack adopts Neil at the age of 13, after the world has already chewed him up and spit him back out a few times over.
The Foxes are still the Foxes, and Neil and Andrew are still destined to find each other.
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24 Jun 2025
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The Pros were never in the cards. Not for an ex-medicated alleged psychotic with a dysfunctional family and an Exy career he’d rather not have. But even if it wasn't his first choice, no matter what happens, it can’t possibly be worse than that one fucked up sophomore year when he stood toe to toe with the Yakuza-and won.
At least, that’s what Andrew thinks until a familiar face shows up.
Another Raven!Neil AU. Or, the one where the boys don’t meet until the Pros.
**Currently updating once a month.**
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- Part 1 of Not Yours To Bleed
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- 57/?
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24 Jun 2025
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Andrew Doe, rude but brilliant consulting detective, thought he had no need of a partner as he worked slowly away at dismantling the largest crime family in the country, helping out with other cases on the side to relieve the tedium. That was, until a scruffy runaway with a stupid amount of secrets stumbled into his life. Or, more accurately, broke into his kitchen.
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- English
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- 216,188
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- 25/?
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24 Jun 2025
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Black As Is The Raven, He’ll Get A Partner by nekojita
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
23 Dec 2018
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When Wymack, Kevin and Andrew came to recruit Neil Josten in Millport, Neil decided to say 'no' instead of 'yes' to joining the Foxes and does what he does best, which is run. Unfortunately, that brings him to the attention of the Moriyamas, who return him to his 'rightful' place.
Now Neil has to learn how to survive at the Nest with his only ally another 'asset' long kept under Riko's heel.
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- English
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- 644,156
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- 32/32
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22 Jun 2025