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In his efforts to become the best captain possible, Shane accidentally cultivates among his teammates a debilitating praise kink.
(Or, the unforeseen consequences of prolonged and repeated exposure to Shane Hollander's beautiful big brown bottom eyes, and its documented effects on a worrisomely increasing number of professional hockey players.)
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22 Jun 2026
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“...oh,” his mom says. “Oh, honey, you were seeing someone? You never said anything.”
“It’s-it’s complicated.” He catches the present tense too fucking late to do anything about it, and he barely resists the urge to either groan or slip forward to start beating his head against the coffee table.
Fuck his fucking life.
“You’re still…seeing this person?” His mom asks, and the amount of control he can hear her exerting is almost painful. “Who is-”
“Yuna,” his dad cuts in, voice quiet, “maybe give him a second, yeah?”
Yeah, Shane agrees in his head. Give him a second.
Maybe give him a decade while they’re at it.
(when shane's old fake id falls out of his wallet around his parents, he has to explain that it was to book hotel rooms before he was 21)
(...and then he has to explain why he needed to book those hotel rooms in the first place)
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01 Jun 2026
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“You are planning to rob me or what?” He hears Rozanov call, and he can’t help but smile slightly even as he rolls his eyes, closing the door to the linen closet and feeling strangely lighter than when he opened it, reassured that he’s just trying to read into a blank page, that today doesn’t mean anything more than Rozanov doesn’t mind him being around, which is strangely flattering.
“I don’t know,” he calls back. “Don’t Russians like diamonds and fur and stuff? Where should I start looking if I want to know what my options are?”
He hears Rozanov laugh, and it makes him smile.
When he joins him in the living room once more, Rozanov tugs him down to lean against him again. Shane goes easier this time, settling into it, knowing it doesn’t mean anything other than the fact that he just happens to be the closest warm body, the person on Rozanov’s roster who filled today’s slot.
(the tuna meltdown doesn't happen) (this does not mean they get ANY better at communication)
(or: how shane didn't realize he had a boyfriend for several months)
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26 May 2026
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The story goes like this:
In 1973, Armand met a beautiful boy and chased him around the world, until the boy finally stopped running and started loving him back.
In 1985, Armand erased all of the boy's memories, and let him go to live a normal human life.
In 2022, Armand was desperate and heartbroken enough to bind them together forever.That's the story... according to Armand, who can't string three words together without sneaking a gaslighting attempt in.
So yeah.
No.Or: Armand tells Daniel the "truth" about their relationship after '73. Daniel calls bullshit.
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26 May 2026
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"Armand?" said the man with the silver hair. "Hey man, it'd be great if you could weigh in here."
"My name is Amadeo, sirs."
The silver-haired man stared at him.
"You see?" said the blond man after a moment, folding his arms. "This is why I have long mistrusted the craven commercialism of online recommendations. Daniel, when it comes to magic, you really should learn to rely on word of mouth instead."
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25 May 2026
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Operation O Canada by robbinscinquefoil
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
11 Jun 2026
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19 May 2026
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The kid reaches out slowly, drops the knife in his hand, and peers up through his bangs to look vaguely past Jim.
Deniability goes straight out the window.
"Jason? Jason Todd?"
or: random criminals aren't the only one that might recognize Robin's moves in a catatonic teenager
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08 May 2026
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The staff at Gotham Cemetery are not paid enough to deal with this.
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08 May 2026
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When Robby finally goes on sabbatical, Dennis is scheduled exclusively for nightshift. It’s inconvenient, at first, having to take the bus everywhere now that he was completely unaligned with Trinity, but then Dr. Abbot starts to offer to take him home. And then to breakfast before he takes him home. And then just to his own home to sleep instead of his apartment with Trinity. And then, the next thing Dennis realizes, when Abbot kisses him, is that he might be dating Dr. Abbot.
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07 May 2026
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Torture Me (With All I’ve Wanted) by toomuchplor
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 Jan 2026
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Regina to Edmonton was nine hours by bus if the weather was decent; it took a bit longer if — for example — your bus lost power on Highway 11 just past Dundurn, Saskatchewan.
Team buses, night drives, and one way things might have started differently.
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27 Apr 2026
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get him back! by flairlies
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
19 Feb 2026
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Stuck in an alt-world where he and Shane never hooked up as teenagers, Ilya is determined to get Shane back. To do that, Ilya has to figure out a way to get Shane to see him as anyone other than the Russian asshole who has spent a decade pissing him off. It can't be that hard to make your husband fall in love with you... right?
Basically: Shane Hollander makes a wish with good intentions. Ilya Rozanov wakes up confused, single, closeted, and miserable in Boston.
+Bonus Chapter where AltWorld!Ilya wakes up confused, married, out, and carefree in Ottawa
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26 Apr 2026
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he turns off the big light by gurlsrool
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
31 Mar 2026
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Ilya knows firsthand that the world isn’t comfortable. It’s loud, bright, demanding, a harsh place in direct opposition to everything he’s recently learned about autism.
Is it so wrong that he wants Shane to feel safe here? To carve out a space where, even if only for a few hours, he doesn’t have to grin and bear anything? He can just be?
Or: Ilya Rozanov has a lot of good ideas. Telling his fuck buddy that he should consider getting an autism diagnosis isn’t one of them.
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23 Apr 2026
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Tommy said that he would continue until he found the man he couldn’t defeat- and yet even after betrayal and ghosts and a gun to his head, he goes on. Michael is still attempting to wrest away control of Shelby Company Limited, Mosley and the British Union of Fascists have friends in surprisingly high places, and Tommy has to work like never before to hold on to all he’s built- and his wife, as well.
Caught in a fight that Tommy can’t afford to lose, Lizzie finds herself working with him more closely than ever, and maybe, just maybe (and against her better judgement), she can learn to trust him again.
OR: The Tommy/Lizzie fic with too many plots, too many fascists, and a boatload of touching.
Series
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10 Apr 2026
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Daniel is surprised when Grace dumps Alex mid-wedding ceremony, but even more surprised when he's the only Le Domas family member she has any interest in maintaining a relationship with.
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07 Apr 2026
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Yes, Mrs. Titus Danforth is beautiful. Lesser women pay thousands to have their faces sliced open or scalps burned with bleach to look a fraction as lovely as she does. He reminds her of this when they're alone and he can take his time admiring her. Watches from the edge of the bed as she brushes her silken blonde hair or goes through her skin care routine at the vanity. Even without the Devil's favor, being Mr. Le Bail's best girl, she doesn't have to go under the knife and shed blood for beauty. But she pays in other ways.
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30 Mar 2026
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It was a good plan. Pity she waited too long.
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29 Mar 2026
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Haunting Your City by mightyd0lphin
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
26 Feb 2026
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“What is there to talk about?”
“What’s there to talk about?!” Hollander scoffed, shaking his head. “You’re playing for my fucking team!”
“I know.”
“Why did you have to go and get traded?! You realise we’re going to have to see each other every day from now on, and play together, and-”
“Yes,” Ilya interrupted. He didn’t want to know how long Hollander’s list was. “I know.”
Hollander took a deep breath. “Okay, listen,” he said. “Just so we’re clear - we don’t know each other outside of playing against each other, right?”
“Right.”
“And we can’t- can’t hook up anymore.”
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OR: Ilya gets traded to Montreal in October 2014. He's lonely, and angry, and he misses Boston. He doesn't know if it helps that Hollander is there or not.
title from Buckle by Florence and the Machine
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21 Mar 2026
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I don't mind, take your time by Veto_power_over_clocks
Fandoms: One Piece (Live Action TV 2023)
12 Dec 2023
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Kitetsu wants the Cook's blood.
She's not the only one.
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10 Mar 2026
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It’s surprisingly not as easy as his crew members make it seem to compliment Sanji’s food.
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10 Mar 2026
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“Say,” Sanji says to Nami, leaning backwards against the wood top while watching the frankly fascinating scene playing out at the other end of the bar, “is Zoro…being flirted with?”
“Yeah,” she says as if it isn’t anything new.
In which Sanji stumbles into some realizations and then proceeds to enact a multi-step plan of subtle romance. Meanwhile, Zoro suspects the waiter is out to kill him.
Alternatively: First rate cook Sanji’s guide on how to sneakily coax a feral ship cat into some spoiling
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10 Mar 2026