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    Rozanov cocked his head. “You speak Russian? Or just the curse words?”

    “Yes, I speak Russian,” he snapped, defensive and angry. He knew that it had been a mistake to even try to be friendly with Rozanov. “Why? Do I not look Russian to you?” He scoffed.

    “No, not really,” Rozanov said. Some of his teammates laughed, although they mostly looked surprised that Shane was speaking to them at all. Rozanov didn’t laugh, though. “Are you Russian?”

    “Go fuck yourself.”

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    Despite an inauspicious start, when Russia’s Ilya Rozanov learns that Canada’s Shane Hollander is fluent in Russian at their first World Junior Championships tournament, it changes everything and sets them on a different course. Instead of being branded as rivals from the very beginning, Ilya and Shane start off as friends.

    And, after all, a little friendly rivalry never hurt anyone, did it?

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    07 Aug 2026

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    Reread #2 somehow didn't bookmark this before but ughhhh so good

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    "Hi, solnyshko.”
    The Russian pet name set a firework off inside Shane's mind as he heard it cooed from behind him. The intonation was just as he remembered, but the voice was much deeper.

    He turned and felt himself short circuit. It took every ounce of willpower to not let his jaw drop cartoonishly to the floor. Shane would recognize his individual features anywhere, even after 5 years. But it was as if someone had snapped their fingers and the smug, silly Russian boy who had been attached to Shane's hip for 3 summers was transformed into some sort of fucking Adonis right before his eyes.

    “Ilya-” was all Shane managed before strong arms were wrapped around his waist and lifting him off the ground in a greeting all too familiar from years ago.

     

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    When Shane Hollander & Ilya Rozanov spent their summers as teens in an elite hockey camp, they quickly became inseparable friends. But they lose touch when Shane moves on as a prospect for the NHL and Ilya for the KHL.

    Years later, Montreal makes a bold move to take the hottest player in the KHL. After hearing of the Russian's reputation, the Montreal Captain is tasked with keeping his old best friend and new teammate out of trouble.

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    07 Aug 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    HAPPY HAPPY SWEET OMG PERFECT MY TRETH ARE ROTTING

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    Ilya was glowing, and wild, and so bright he was almost blinding. Beautiful, Shane had known, even back then, when he was still too young to know much of anything at all.

    Ilya Rozanov belongs to the summer, and the summer belongs to them.

    (Or, two childhood best friends spend a summer by the lake, before the rest of their lives begin.)

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    03 Aug 2026

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    CUTTTTTEEEEE I MIGHTVE CRIED A FEW TIMES SHHHH

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    Will and Mike accidentally overhear a couple talking dirty over the walkie, and start repeating some of the filthy phrases to each other for shits and giggles. What starts as a joke, soon turns into something they can't stop doing – and can’t tell anyone about.

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    Mike and Will start talking dirty to each other for fun. What they don't consider is that it would accidentally turn them on.

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    02 Aug 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH PURE ART OH MY LORD

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    Shane's heart learned Ilya's name and forgot how to beat for anything else.

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    01 Aug 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Some of the best writing I've ever read tbh ugh it's so sweet my teeth hurt

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    Shane is drunk, concussed, and hiding in a phone booth when he calls the only number he knows by heart.

    The man who answers is not Hayden Pike.

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    31 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    GOOD GOOD DELECTABLE

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    “You will not be so nice when we beat you,” Ilya told Shane Hollander, holding onto his hand, not letting him pull away. Not yet.

    But Hollander’s brow furrowed, not in anger but in confusion. “Ah, um, sorry,” Hollander said. “Merci. My English is bad. Worse… than you. Maybe slower?” And he leaned in, like that would help him understand.

    Ilya’s eyebrows rose, and his smile widened.

    Or, Ilya Rozanov grew up in Russia. Shane Hollander was raised in France. When they first meet, neither of them can speak English very well. Somehow, it’s easier to understand each other when words aren’t getting in the way.

    (Stand-alone remix of “I’m Reading Your Lips (You’re Speaking My Language)” but this time neither of them are native English speakers, and learning a new language is sort of like falling in love, if you think about it.)

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    29 Jul 2026

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    “Go, please,” Ilya begs, his voice shaking like the words don’t want to be spoken.

    Like maybe he would ask Shane to stay, if he could. If he knew how.

    “No.”

    Shane.

    It slips out; he doesn’t mean to say it. Shane can tell from the way Ilya’s face contorts, almost like he’s trying to take it back - like he’s trying to un-say Shane’s name, un-learn the taste of it in his mouth. But it’s out there now, hovering in the space between them. Heavy, despite its fragility.

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    28 Jul 2026

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    Ilya knows that no one loves the same version of a person; his Shane is different to Yuna’s Shane, who is different to David’s Shane, who is different to J.J., or Rose, or Hayden’s Shane. And while Ilya knows he’d fall in love with every single version, he’s happy he gets this one. Happy he gets the Shane who lets himself be trusting, and vulnerable, and honest.

    It makes Ilya wish he could have loved Shane earlier - makes him wish he could have known him longer. But he’s just glad he gets to do it now, here, like this.

     

    (Or, four times people are surprised by Shane’s clinginess, and one time they completely expect it.)

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    27 Jul 2026

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    SHANEBUG OH MY GOD

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    “Alright buddy, have a sit.” Hayden points at the bench in front of Shane’s locker, and Shane stares at him. “Listen man, if you think you getting this huge ass bouquet for Valentine’s day isn’t going to be the highlight of Jackie’s week, you’re out of your mind. And if you don’t sit for a picture for me, you’re a bad friend. So. Sit.”

    Shane sits, still in his gear, waterfall of roses behind him contrasting well with the blue, white, and stripes of red in his uniform. He even plasters on his best media smile, before asking, “It’s Valentine’s Day?”

    ---------------- 💝 ----------------

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    Five Times Shane had a secret valentine, and one time he figured it out.

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    24 Jul 2026

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    “Some of the guys are being pissy because we’re doubled with other teams.” She clarifies. “For instance, you-”

    Checking her clipboard, Tasha snorts in amusement. “Guess the league has a sense of humor, even with this clusterfuck. You’re rooming with Boston’s Rozanov.”

    Shane doesn’t have to fight to keep his expression neutral; his brain having shorted out completely at the thought of spending the next three days in a hotel room with Rozanov.

    “Oh. Ha.” he says belatedly, when he realizes Tasha must be expecting at least some kind of reaction from him. “Hope he doesn’t snore.”

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    24 Jul 2026

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    The Russian man read his phone. "Can I get berry kefir smoothie in large cup but keep the juice small, only with more ice. But if ice will separate kefir within twenty-five minutes, then he will get Almond Butter and Banana Smoothie but only half almond butter, and add…”

    He must have noticed now that Dorian was no longer typing, “Is there issue?”

    Dorian shrugged. “No. I’m just waiting for you to actually be serious about what your 'Husband' wants.”

    The man scoffed, “What are finger bunnies for.” He wiped his nose, taking a breath, “My husband is real. Do you know who I am?”

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    Dorian works in a smoothie shop, and if there's one thing he hates more than his job, it's people who order ridiculously complicated smoothies and then pretend they're for someone else.

    Then a Russian man walks in and does exactly that.

    What follows is a week-long battle of Ilya trying to convince a smoothie shop employee that his very real husband is, in fact, real.

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    22 Jul 2026

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    After the Montreal–Boston game, Shane spends the night at Ilya’s house and somehow makes it back home without anyone finding out.

    Unfortunately, his suitcase does not.

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    21 Jul 2026

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    Shane and Ilya never went to the cottage in 2017, but they kept seeing each other, and still somehow ended up on the Centaurs together. They are dating in almost every way, but both of them are too afraid to mention it, and ruin their relationship. Ilya's feeling are written all over his face.

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    21 Jul 2026

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    “Hello, Mrs. Hollander, this is Ilya Rozanov. Shane is in Boston and hurt. They are taking him to –”

    “Mass Gen” one of the paramedics supplied.

    “Massachusetts Generals,” Ilya repeated into the phone.

    “What?!” came Mrs. Hollander’s reply. “Mr Rozanov is this some kind of prank -”

    “You hear siren in background?” Ilya snapped, more harshly than intended. “I’m sorry. Please. Is no joke.”
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    Set between the tuna meltdown and the Tampa reunion, an injured Shane stumbles into a random bar in Boston. Thankfully Ilya is there to take care of him.

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    21 Jul 2026

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    Ilya was tossing aside his gloves to grope at his throat, his jersey having gotten darker just in the last few seconds.

    “Dorogoy.”

    Shane didn’t remember jumping the boards or tossing away his gloves and helmet, but next he knew his bare hands were grasping at the cold, drenched front of Ilya’s jersey. Whether it was the impact of another body or the strength finally leaving him, Ilya shakily sank to his knees, taking Shane with him. He heard someone from his bench scream for a medic.

    Or, Ilya gets seriously injured during a game and Shane is barely holding it together. Cliff and Hayden finding out AU.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    Set during Ilya's last season with Boston
    Shane is out of the play-offs, while Ilya is still trying to make it to the cup finals.
    Shane misses his boyfriend something terrible, so in order to distract himself, he goes out with Rose.
    One too many cocktails later he spills the his guts to her, tells her all about him and Ilya.

     

    Part of a series, but can be read as a stand alone

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    19 Jul 2026

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    And maybe after a while, that’s all it would be. A name etched in the walls of his heart that he could keep to himself, and trace whenever it ached. A one point in time, love of his life . Something he could just wonder about, and miss quietly all on his own. Only from time to time, a thought and a dream.

    Nothing more than that.

    [Or, Shane goes to Boston for Ilya Rozanov’s wedding. He tells himself all he has to do is smile, say congratulations, and survive the whys of it all.]

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    19 Jul 2026

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    “We have worked too fucking hard to lose to Vegas,” Roz snarls, slapping the C on his chest. He was probably aiming for the crest and not his letter, but he makes his point regardless. “You know what we were in September. Nobody believed we would make playoffs, not even with Hollander.”

    (Alternatively: Shane wins the cup he was always going to win in 2020, albeit wearing a different colored jersey.)

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    19 Jul 2026

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    Of all the things Shane expected from college, making friends with a Russian, frat boy hockey player was not on that list. It wasn’t even a concept of a thought.

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    Hollanov College AU with a sprinkle of Valentines fluff

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    18 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    AHHHHHH CUTE CUTE

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