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A brief interlude in the "As Far As You Want" 'verse where Sam and Jess teach Dean to rethink his stance on bottoming.
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- Part 2 of How Far 'verse
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15 Mar 2025
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Castiel Novak is 27 when he suddenly loses his twin brother Jimmy, and his whole world turns to ashes. How do you deal with losing half of yourself when your whole life always revolved around the two of you, like yin and yang and black and white? How do you deal with a broken soul and old demons looming over you with no one to hold you back anymore?
After 10 years as a Navy Special Warfare Operator and more than a dozen deployments in both Afghanistan and Iraq, a battlefield injury forces 28-year-old Chief Petty Officer Dean Winchester to choose between being stuck behind a desk for the rest of his career or going back to civil life. When he learns about his friend Jimmy’s death, Dean makes his way back to Kansas with his heart in his throat and broken pieces at his feet.
Things are already complicated and painful enough as it is, but when former lovers Dean Winchester and Castiel Novak meet again after 10 years of radio silence and a galaxy of wounds and scars solidly standing between them, it feels like both a curse and a blessing has been placed on them both. Is there any hope in putting back their broken pieces together after a decade, and how do you deal with grief and broken dreams?
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- Part 1 of Patient Love verse
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02 Mar 2025
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A series of tragic circumstances left Dean with a pile of hospital bills and his brother to take care of. To make ends meet, he needs to take a new personal assistant job, one that's going to fly him halfway across the country to work for one of the nation's hottest new authors: Castiel Novak. Castiel isn't what Dean was expecting at all, and he comes to realize why Castiel has a reputation for being a difficult boss to work for. Time away from Sam, and getting to know his boss, make Dean realize he needs to reevaluate his life and what he wants for himself.
And that just might include the one person he cannot have.
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- 117,210
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20 Nov 2024
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After 15 years, a wedding in Vegas 12 years ago, and half a dozen impulsive decisions (including a matching tattoo they still see daily), Dean and Castiel are getting a divorce.
It's been six months since they've separated, and Dean is still in denial, back in his childhood bedroom at Bobby and Ellen's. On the other side of town, Cas is playing the dangerous games of how-many-shifts-in-the-ED-can-I-pick-up-before-collapsing and will-my-liver-survive-to-see-another-day.
Then Dean gets called in the middle of the night by Sioux Falls General Hospital, telling him his husband’s life is hanging by a thread after getting hit by a car on his way back home.
A coma, serious injuries and several surgeries later, Cas is back home with mandatory presence required to help him with reeducation and monitoring his progress. And against all odds, Dean is the one staying around to help.
Dean and Cas’ respective worlds get thrown for another ride, shifting perspectives again.
What if things between them were salvageable? What if everything wasn’t the way they thought it was in the first place? Is it worth trying to glue the pieces back together?
An exercise in healing and second chances.
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- English
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- 81,674
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- 9/9
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20 Nov 2024
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Charles is flummoxed when Edwin reveals that he considers relieving himself of his virginity after hating himself for so long for his desires.
What's a good friend to do but offer to be the afterlife's best wingman?
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02 Sep 2024
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29 Jul 2024
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Castiel returned on a Tuesday by Macy2me for SwampSovereign
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
14 Jul 2024
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When Jack pulled Castiel from the Empty he was covered in black goo, kneeling on all fours and immediately torn between wanting to wrap his kid in a hug and go back to the shadows. He had not expected to come back this time. Not many deathbed confessions are given a response and Castiel didn’t want to know.
It took nearly a year to get Heaven in order. Father and son worked side by side to make Heaven the way it should have been from the beginning. But when it was done, Jack didn’t want to interfere anymore. He wanted to be hands off. He wanted to be a kid.
When Dean was walking through a small coastal side town, killing time while his Baby was being repaired, he hadn’t expect to run into a small child with familiar blue eyes, nor did he expect to hear the voice of supposedly dead best friend.
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15 Jul 2024
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One-shot with a single conversation between Dean and Castiel, set in a late-S13-ish world. Gabriel, Cas, Sam & Dean are all living in the bunker together, Gabe's been cracking certain jokes, Sam's found a certain book, Cas is injured and isn’t healing... and it's all making Dean wonder if his angel friend might have some sort of a "bond" with... somebody? Whatever that means.
Maybe it's time for a talk.
(This fic is platonic Destiel, in this case meaning: no smut, Dean's truly straight, and whatever Cas’s "bond" is, it's not sexual. But it's deep, and it matters.)
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- 1/1
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03 Jul 2024
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Dean getting fucked on the hood of the Impala with a glass dildo.
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- Part 7 of The Three Body Problem
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28 Jun 2024
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Dean accidentally falls into a relationship with the world's most thoughtful man, an elementary school teacher named Castiel. He resists the intimacy at first, until he realizes that Cas might be the best thing to ever happen to him.
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- 1/1
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22 Jun 2024
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Up-and-coming movie actor Castiel Novak knows he'll never be taken seriously if all he ever plays is betas, and as an alpha he certainly doesn't think it's a wise career choice to play an omega. However, when he's offered the omega role in a gay romance and learns that the much more famous (and his crush) Dean Winchester is playing the alpha, Cas decides maybe it's time to take a risk. But when they meet on day one, Cas isn't sure what to make of Dean's scent.
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- Part 1 of Typecast 'Verse
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- 26/26
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- 1,164
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20 Jun 2024
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True mates. Something that rarely happens, and then only between an alpha and an omega. So the electric shock that Castiel felt the first time they touched had to be something else, because they were both alphas. At least, that was what Dean had claimed. And two people fitting together so perfectly, that could happen to anybody really, right?
When Dean’s secret finally comes to light, though, it’s only a big deal until something bigger comes along. A lot bigger. Nine months worth of bigger. But they can make it through anything as long as they have each other. Even things like abrasive family members, body image issues, and out of control hormones. As unexpected as it was, and as awful as some of the changes felt, it still ended up being the best thing that had ever happened to either of them.
It’s always amazing just how much can change in just one year’s time.
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- 31,385
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- 14/14
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20 Jun 2024
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Written for this spn kink meme prompt: Castiel is an alpha but, much to the shock of those around him, he's also a sub, and becomes mated to a very dominant omega— Dean. People look down on him for it, but Castiel is proud to wear his omega's collar and loves nothing more than rolling over and bearing his neck for Dean like a good bitch.
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19 Apr 2024
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Castiel musing about Dean's love.
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14 Apr 2024
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The Three Body Problem shorts by kisahawklin for PaucaFideliter, ayrdaomei
Fandoms: Supernatural
04 Sep 2015
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Scenes from their relationship through the years.
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- Part 10 of The Three Body Problem
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18 Feb 2024
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After Sam left them, Dean and Castiel follow him to try and bring him back.
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- Part 3 of Guardian Alpha
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- 34/34
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10 Dec 2023
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Cas and Kevin have been living in the bunker for a few weeks post-angels-falling when Dean realizes it's time for him to go off his suppressants and have his first heat in a few years.
His suppressants weren't just keeping him from going into heat - he was on the extra-strength kind, the kind that let him pass for a beta if people aren't paying close attention and deaden his own sense of smell.
Which means that when he goes off of them, he and Castiel get a full dose of each other's scents for the very first time.
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31 Oct 2023
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All Castiel needed was someone to babysit his troubled four-year-old niece while he went out to dinner with Sam. Honestly, after everything he'd heard about Sam's older brother, Castiel wasn't expecting Dean to be capable of handling the job. But not only is Dean highly competent, his skill with difficult children makes him appear downright charming. Improbable as it is, it's starting to look as though both Castiel's sanity and romantic life could potentially be salvaged by just one man.
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- English
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- 12,055
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- 1/1
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22 Aug 2023
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After having a weird dream in which he kisses Cas, Dean accidentally discusses the matter with Sam over pancakes. (Then Cas shows up. Dean is a flustered mess.)
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- 3,247
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- 1/1
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21 Aug 2023
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It's Halloween, so everyone's out to get laid, but while Dean's always preferred anonymous sex with strangers, he thinks it might be a little difficult to find someone who can deal with his particular tastes... until a certain mystery angel comes his way. [originally a oneshot, then bondage chapters happened...]
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- Part 1 of Halloween in Bondage
- Language:
- English
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- 12,956
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- 3/3
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- 2
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11 Aug 2023